Lives. What do you think of them? Have you ever found true happiness? Did you ever lose something valuable to you? Is there something constantly saying to you on your mind, "Please Don't Happen!"
Well, those all make your emotions deep. It's actually pretty obvious, when somebody steals the last cookie from the cookie jar, you get mad. Not on a personal level but anger gets induced into you.
Now, you're probably leitura this and wondering what the hell I'm talking about. Well, my life.
I am not going to complain that it sucks and everything is so boring and nobody has a soul, but there are just some things, burning deep in my heart, that I need to get out. And maybe teach a lesson or two.
You see, I wasn't always a normal person. I was an average 5 ano old going to kindergarten, but I was never really liked. Heck, I had no idea what it was like to be loved.
My sister was loud, mean, rude, and overbearing, my mom, no offense at all and I don't want to sound like a bully or a complainer, but she is so lazy always watching television. And my dad can be REALLY rude and loud at times and often makes me cry.
I never really had any friends either. I was always alone on the school bench kicking around woodchips eating a ham sanduíche I had to make myself when I was 5.
Now, don't get me wrong, I am not trying to make you feel sorry for me, and I know some people's lives are worse, but every year, passing away so quickly, at the end of it, I feel a piece of myself die.
My soul was so sad during those days and every night of every day, I cried softly under my travesseiro wishing for a compassionate person to walk into my life.
Yeah, some kids were nice, but barely ever said a single syllable to me. Yeah, the teachers were nice, but never seemed to remember me.
I never experienced any fun either. I was on the field mowing the lawn since I was six.
Middle school was even worse. The entire 7th grade ano I was completely alone, and I swear not a single person said anything to me, and my parents were even mais strict.
That ano was breaking the 4th mural though. I didn't know how much longer this neverending pain would last, I didn't even know if it would ever go away.
A single tear rolled down my cheek as I didn't know what I would do. My whole existence had been nothing, and I didn't think I'd ever become anything. Another hard ano passed away, and I moved on into the 8th grade. It was then I spotted an 8th grade student sitting right seguinte to me, a beautiful girl por the name of Cynthia. She was unlike anything I had ever seen in my life! Her hair slowly being blown por the wind, her deep blue eyes, her soft cute cheeks, and it was right then and there I knew I was in love.
The first week nothing happened, as I was way to nervous to say a single word to her, but somehow miraculously the teacher paired us up for an assignment together. We were supposed to pick our favorito president and state very detailed why they were.
It was then I heard her gentle sweet voice, and the words, I'll never forget them.
"We better get started now if we want to get an A! :)"
"Yeah, I guess...."
"So what's you're name?"
"Umm, why do you want to know?"
"We're partners silly, you're so funny!"
"Me: *Blushes as red as the reddest of apples."
Well that was kind of embarrassing.
So long story short, we met at the biblioteca every dia completing the assignment, and I really got to know her better! And she was so intelligent when it came to the assignment too, not slacking off a single time while having a conversation with me.
To me it just sounded like something out of a amor story.
Then she actually became my friend and wanted to hang out! I was so amazed, I finally had a friend to just generally mess around and play with! (Even though I realized it wasn't kindergarten anymore.)
At the end of every dia we'd balanço on a balanço set and just generally talk about aleatório things. I accidently ended up spitting out how I really liked her though and then my hilarious (Only) friend Moe comes absolutely out of nowhere and says, and I quote, "YOU IDIOT! YOU WEREN'T SUPPOSED TO SAY THAT YET, YOU SPILLED THE BEANS AND NOW LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE!"
"Me: SORRY I WAS NERVOUS! AGH! STOP CHASING MEEEE!!!!!!!!!"
"TRAITORIDIOTMORONBIRDBRAINNINCAPOOPLOSERRETARDEDLITTLE"
(Yeah, he's joking, that's why I like it when Moe does this kind of stuff.)
Then I heard a laugh from Cynthia.
She once again told us how funny we were, which also made me blush, then she looked down and asked me if I really liked her.
And boy did I spill way too many of the beans here.
(I like saying that, :D)
"Me: *Stuttering* Well, uh, you see, *Clears voice*"
"Well, what is it, I want to know if you really meant it..."
"Me: *Heart Pounding, FAST,* Yes. I do. I really really like you Cynthia, ever since I first saw you. You are so kind and gentle and deep with your emotions. My whole life has been nothing but when I met you I felt something strong jab into my heart, a jab of not only love, but a jab of feelings. I had never have anybody care for me so much, or be so nice to me, *Tears in my eyes at this point* Cynthia.....I l-l....*I look straight into her deep lovely eyes* I amor you Cynthia!"
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND
Yeah. This actually happened.
After that INCREDIBLY EMBARRASSING SPEECH
we became Boyfriend/Girlfriend.
And now It's week 4 of middle school and things are going better than they ever did before. I moved out of my old house and, because Moe is awesome, his dad, Frank Aurora, was letting me live with him for only 2 dollars a week. I now have 2 great compassionate friends and things are only getting better, all my pain, misery, and suffering has finally come to an end. And readers, thank you for reading.
Hope you enjoyed, and remember, no matter what get's you down, things get better......All the time.