I just need something to just let all of my rage pour out here in this article. If any of you feel the same way don't be afrad to agree with me.
First off, I'm SUPER pissed at my dad. He never wants to listen to me. And that's especially hard since I'm a girl and he technically will never understand me. When I try to get his attention to something he brushes it off, like it never even happened. But most of the time, he's just caught up in work, only worrying about work. He hardly has any time for us anymore. Maybe because of the fact that he probably, secretly, always wanted a son. That's how he sees me. As some sort of guy that can take anything and has to fight amd fend for herself.
Well guess what dad, this isn't the 1980's. This isn't like back in the dia whem someone called you ugly, you would soco their eye or become a bully and hang out with the bad crew in school. Sure my dad chose a good path and married the woman of his dreams(I think) and has a nice job. But, he's the biggest adult bully I've ever seen.
Now, when it's the weekend, I see it as a time to relax and soak in all the free time off school. But my dad decides it's a time for brutal work and mais frustration. Every Saturday or Sunday afternoon, he goes out and works out on the lawn cutting trees, tearing down weeds, and sculpting out the lawn to make it look as good as our refurbished neighbors.
He also, takes it as a time to be able to work EVEN mais at home. All he does is sit por the computer and type away at emails all day. He also has this sort of facebook obsession, but I won't get into that, although I might say that he found a lot of woman "friends" and it makes my mom rage with a bit of jealousy.
Now here's the reason why I'm REALLY pissed.
So there I am, playing Kingdom Hearts on my playstation 2, when he comes storming in after going to the store with my mom. It was my only dia available to play all that I wanted, yet my dad hates. Normally, he'd just be like, "not again" and just sulk in a corner until I've found a save point and turned off the Playstation. But, NO, he just waltzed in and screamed at me,"TURN OFF THE playstation NOW! please." At first I didn't want to because I was in the middle of a gummi ship travel and was fighting off Heartless vessels (Kingdom Hearts players, you know what I'm talking about). Because I have a throat virus that hasn't gone away for weeks, I sounded like an old man fighting for the last glass of prune suco, suco de they were serving at the high schoo's 25th Reunion.
Anyways, after we had fought for about 5 seconds, he just went all out and turned off the Playstation. Little did he know that you have to press the button for a while to get the whole thing turned off. So the game was starting up again. He then screamed at me to turn it off completely. I was playing dumb and told him,"I don't know how to turn it off." When my nosy butted in and said,"Yes, you do!" So then I decided to take my time in turning off the Playstation. Then my dad got even mais frustrated and said,"That's it! I'm going to take away your playstation game time and this game until you earn it back,"(sooner or later I'll find it in his room or forgotten on the cozinha table/bar table). He then struggled with the playstation for about 10 seconds(which was really funny from my point of view) and forcibly, yanked the game out, put it in the case, and set it down beside his computer.
That's when I exploded. I told him that I hadn't played for a whole 6 days and that I earned the time for playing Kingdom Hearts. He just didn't want to hear it. He just randomly counteracted my thought with the lie that I had played all week. I thought that was bullshit(excuse me for my language I'm just really mad) because not once had I touched the playstation or even looked at the game until this day. He then said I was bullheaded and that where I got all that rage and being able to attack someone with an argument like that. I kept telling him over the years that I had gotten it from him, but he thinks I got it from my mom (which is a total LIE).
He then just said for me to stop crying(because I really amor Kingdom Hearts ever since I firat played it because of how wonderful and beautiful the story was crafted), mostly because this was the segundo time I burst out tears in months because I was "disciplined" to be good and to stick up for myself and not be weak. I bet my dad thinks I'm a total wuss puss now since I cried in front of him. Now he just says he's going to dodge and ignore me completely. Um, hello,dad don't you already do that before?
Anyways, he was like this to my mom. He never helped at all with me or my sister as we were growing up, he just wanted us to get good grades so we could leave the house faster and go to a good college probably because he always told us that he wanted me and my sister to pay for his retirement and to buy and old vintage car that pollutes the air and kills all living things. If I even just get an A, he goes all out and gives me a long speech on how I can do better. I'm barely hanging on to an A in almost all of my classes except for Geometry (I really suck in that). And he always tells my mom to shut up when she's trying to discuss something with him. He's made my mom cry multiple times and made her run for her room and lock the door just so he won't be able to get in and sleep in the extra beds we have in the guest's room.
My point is, that my dad is no different than any other guy in the street. He's too proud to deal with women problems and too chicken to even discuss something like feelings. He never listens to me, or my mom (strangely to my sister but that;s because she's act like him and is on his side of the family), and he comes up with a lie just so he can get his own way in something. And he thinks himself so young, that he has permission to hang out with any if his hag friends behind my mom's back.
You know what's strange, a couple of years ago, when I was 3, my dad and I had made a promise. He told me that in someway, I would never grow up and always be his little girl. Well things change dad. People change, you changed. As I was growing up, I was starting to see the real you, and I think that I see you now for who you really are. A bully. As in someone who can't live up to life's expectations and lives in the past too often. Somehow he managed to marry a nerd (who was my mom) and redeem himself a little, but not por much. So, in the end, I'm PISSED at my dad for taking away my Kingdom Hearts game. >:(
First off, I'm SUPER pissed at my dad. He never wants to listen to me. And that's especially hard since I'm a girl and he technically will never understand me. When I try to get his attention to something he brushes it off, like it never even happened. But most of the time, he's just caught up in work, only worrying about work. He hardly has any time for us anymore. Maybe because of the fact that he probably, secretly, always wanted a son. That's how he sees me. As some sort of guy that can take anything and has to fight amd fend for herself.
Well guess what dad, this isn't the 1980's. This isn't like back in the dia whem someone called you ugly, you would soco their eye or become a bully and hang out with the bad crew in school. Sure my dad chose a good path and married the woman of his dreams(I think) and has a nice job. But, he's the biggest adult bully I've ever seen.
Now, when it's the weekend, I see it as a time to relax and soak in all the free time off school. But my dad decides it's a time for brutal work and mais frustration. Every Saturday or Sunday afternoon, he goes out and works out on the lawn cutting trees, tearing down weeds, and sculpting out the lawn to make it look as good as our refurbished neighbors.
He also, takes it as a time to be able to work EVEN mais at home. All he does is sit por the computer and type away at emails all day. He also has this sort of facebook obsession, but I won't get into that, although I might say that he found a lot of woman "friends" and it makes my mom rage with a bit of jealousy.
Now here's the reason why I'm REALLY pissed.
So there I am, playing Kingdom Hearts on my playstation 2, when he comes storming in after going to the store with my mom. It was my only dia available to play all that I wanted, yet my dad hates. Normally, he'd just be like, "not again" and just sulk in a corner until I've found a save point and turned off the Playstation. But, NO, he just waltzed in and screamed at me,"TURN OFF THE playstation NOW! please." At first I didn't want to because I was in the middle of a gummi ship travel and was fighting off Heartless vessels (Kingdom Hearts players, you know what I'm talking about). Because I have a throat virus that hasn't gone away for weeks, I sounded like an old man fighting for the last glass of prune suco, suco de they were serving at the high schoo's 25th Reunion.
Anyways, after we had fought for about 5 seconds, he just went all out and turned off the Playstation. Little did he know that you have to press the button for a while to get the whole thing turned off. So the game was starting up again. He then screamed at me to turn it off completely. I was playing dumb and told him,"I don't know how to turn it off." When my nosy butted in and said,"Yes, you do!" So then I decided to take my time in turning off the Playstation. Then my dad got even mais frustrated and said,"That's it! I'm going to take away your playstation game time and this game until you earn it back,"(sooner or later I'll find it in his room or forgotten on the cozinha table/bar table). He then struggled with the playstation for about 10 seconds(which was really funny from my point of view) and forcibly, yanked the game out, put it in the case, and set it down beside his computer.
That's when I exploded. I told him that I hadn't played for a whole 6 days and that I earned the time for playing Kingdom Hearts. He just didn't want to hear it. He just randomly counteracted my thought with the lie that I had played all week. I thought that was bullshit(excuse me for my language I'm just really mad) because not once had I touched the playstation or even looked at the game until this day. He then said I was bullheaded and that where I got all that rage and being able to attack someone with an argument like that. I kept telling him over the years that I had gotten it from him, but he thinks I got it from my mom (which is a total LIE).
He then just said for me to stop crying(because I really amor Kingdom Hearts ever since I firat played it because of how wonderful and beautiful the story was crafted), mostly because this was the segundo time I burst out tears in months because I was "disciplined" to be good and to stick up for myself and not be weak. I bet my dad thinks I'm a total wuss puss now since I cried in front of him. Now he just says he's going to dodge and ignore me completely. Um, hello,dad don't you already do that before?
Anyways, he was like this to my mom. He never helped at all with me or my sister as we were growing up, he just wanted us to get good grades so we could leave the house faster and go to a good college probably because he always told us that he wanted me and my sister to pay for his retirement and to buy and old vintage car that pollutes the air and kills all living things. If I even just get an A, he goes all out and gives me a long speech on how I can do better. I'm barely hanging on to an A in almost all of my classes except for Geometry (I really suck in that). And he always tells my mom to shut up when she's trying to discuss something with him. He's made my mom cry multiple times and made her run for her room and lock the door just so he won't be able to get in and sleep in the extra beds we have in the guest's room.
My point is, that my dad is no different than any other guy in the street. He's too proud to deal with women problems and too chicken to even discuss something like feelings. He never listens to me, or my mom (strangely to my sister but that;s because she's act like him and is on his side of the family), and he comes up with a lie just so he can get his own way in something. And he thinks himself so young, that he has permission to hang out with any if his hag friends behind my mom's back.
You know what's strange, a couple of years ago, when I was 3, my dad and I had made a promise. He told me that in someway, I would never grow up and always be his little girl. Well things change dad. People change, you changed. As I was growing up, I was starting to see the real you, and I think that I see you now for who you really are. A bully. As in someone who can't live up to life's expectations and lives in the past too often. Somehow he managed to marry a nerd (who was my mom) and redeem himself a little, but not por much. So, in the end, I'm PISSED at my dad for taking away my Kingdom Hearts game. >:(
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because he's a stupid perverted boy. I was having a normal conversation with him then he out of the blue accused me of "wanting to be with him" of not being a virgin. Repeatedly insulted me(i wont repeat what he said) and tried to "seduce" me. And now hes trying to flirt with me
Yes K5-HOWL has lost her mind because of the sick bitches in this world,
This is just a simple warning thing. This is not to be cruel just to warn fellow fanpoppers of who to stay away from.
-___- He just gave his phone number, that ticks me off. I will post atualizações if you want :)
because he's a stupid perverted boy. I was having a normal conversation with him then he out of the blue accused me of "wanting to be with him" of not being a virgin. Repeatedly insulted me(i wont repeat what he said) and tried to "seduce" me. And now hes trying to flirt with me
Yes K5-HOWL has lost her mind because of the sick bitches in this world,
This is just a simple warning thing. This is not to be cruel just to warn fellow fanpoppers of who to stay away from.
-___- He just gave his phone number, that ticks me off. I will post atualizações if you want :)
1.Go into the restroom,fall into the toilet and scream at the topo, início of your lungs TOILET RAPE!
2.Go to the toy section,find a large teddy urso and start frenching it.
3.Rip apart books,magizines,ect. you hate.
4.Ask a person if the have ever been toilet raped.
5.Speak pig latin,Russain,German,ect. to the employees.
6.Grap as many balls as you can and start thoughing them at people.If the get mad say you were trying to play dodge ball with them.
7.Bring a portable stero and play the loudest most annoying song ever.
8.Slap a aleatório person in front of a bunch of people and say,"I can not beleive you cheated on me with that whore" and point to a aleatório girl.
9.Try selling "chololate".
10.If you are alone in the restroom,take off your pad and leave it in the sink.
11.If you are alone and no one is coming to your aisle,take a wizz or dump there!
12.Scream ABUSE if someone hits,kicks,slaps ect. you.
13.Find fake blood and right on the walls scary sayings.
2.Go to the toy section,find a large teddy urso and start frenching it.
3.Rip apart books,magizines,ect. you hate.
4.Ask a person if the have ever been toilet raped.
5.Speak pig latin,Russain,German,ect. to the employees.
6.Grap as many balls as you can and start thoughing them at people.If the get mad say you were trying to play dodge ball with them.
7.Bring a portable stero and play the loudest most annoying song ever.
8.Slap a aleatório person in front of a bunch of people and say,"I can not beleive you cheated on me with that whore" and point to a aleatório girl.
9.Try selling "chololate".
10.If you are alone in the restroom,take off your pad and leave it in the sink.
11.If you are alone and no one is coming to your aisle,take a wizz or dump there!
12.Scream ABUSE if someone hits,kicks,slaps ect. you.
13.Find fake blood and right on the walls scary sayings.
A stoner walks into an appliance store and asks the owner, "How much for that TV set in the window?"
The owner looks at the TV set, then looks at the stoner, and says, "I don't sell stuff to potheads." So the stoner tells the owner that he'll quit toking and will come back the seguinte week to buy the TV. A week later, the stoner comes back and says, "I quit smoking pot. Now, how much for that TV set in the window?"
And the owner says, "I told you I don't sell to potheads!" So the stoner leaves again.
He comes back a week later and says, "How much for that TV?"
The owner says, "I'm not going to tell you again, I don't sell to potheads!!!"
The stoner looks back at the owner and says, "How can you tell I'm a pothead?"
The owner looks back and says, "Because that's a microwave."
The owner looks at the TV set, then looks at the stoner, and says, "I don't sell stuff to potheads." So the stoner tells the owner that he'll quit toking and will come back the seguinte week to buy the TV. A week later, the stoner comes back and says, "I quit smoking pot. Now, how much for that TV set in the window?"
And the owner says, "I told you I don't sell to potheads!" So the stoner leaves again.
He comes back a week later and says, "How much for that TV?"
The owner says, "I'm not going to tell you again, I don't sell to potheads!!!"
The stoner looks back at the owner and says, "How can you tell I'm a pothead?"
The owner looks back and says, "Because that's a microwave."
everyone is beautiful in their own way.
-Alana
just because you amor someone else doesn't mean you have to break one mais heart.
-alana
everybody's life is different, so don't try to live someone else's life.
-Alana
it doesn't matter how you look at the outside, look at the inside and find your real beauty.
-Alana
life is never the same, you can't take whats not yours away.
-Alana
believe in yourself and never give upon your dreams.
-Alana
if you dont express your talents you'll be known as no one.
-Alana
life is precious with who your with, not with who you want to be with.
-Alana
why be who your not, when you can enjoy being who you are.
-Alana
if you let yourself down, you let everyone behind you down.
-Alana
your first amor will alwats be around, no matter what.
-Alana
-Alana
just because you amor someone else doesn't mean you have to break one mais heart.
-alana
everybody's life is different, so don't try to live someone else's life.
-Alana
it doesn't matter how you look at the outside, look at the inside and find your real beauty.
-Alana
life is never the same, you can't take whats not yours away.
-Alana
believe in yourself and never give upon your dreams.
-Alana
if you dont express your talents you'll be known as no one.
-Alana
life is precious with who your with, not with who you want to be with.
-Alana
why be who your not, when you can enjoy being who you are.
-Alana
if you let yourself down, you let everyone behind you down.
-Alana
your first amor will alwats be around, no matter what.
-Alana