It tore at her.. the pain.. the hurt.. the betrayal. She knew.. she knew all she did was wrong or flawed in every way. She loved her team, they were her only family, how could she not. She wished she could just come out and say it.. say "I. Am. A. Traitor"
She glanced over and noticed the blood dripping from her wrists.. she didnt care though.. she ignored the pain. Actually she was content with it, it was like a friend that hated her but loved her all at once.
The dark maroon blood hit the ground and she grabbed one of the razors on her dresser, she looked over it and suddenly was over-whelmed with guilt and anger and just sliced through her flesh.
Gashes were left.. embeded in her skin.. like little narrow rivers of red. Tears streamed down her face and she just let them soak her top.. Her door creaked and she shoved her bleeding arms under her blanket, it was Phoebe.
"Yes?" Blade said.
"Blade, something wrong?" Phoebe replied in a gentle tone.
"No.. ca.. can you leave me alone for now?"
"Oh.. okay.."
Phoebe looked down and closed the door. Blade grabbed the razor and just looked it over again.. Blade's door creaked a segundo time. This time it was cold and smething felt off.
"Phoebe, I said leave me al-" she said still looking down.
"Oh.. it isn't Phoebe sweetheart.. it's Johnny." The boy replied.
"Gage?!"
"Yes, now keep it down, we don't want your team to know how you betrayed them all do we?"
The smirk was spread across his face, as Blade sat there with hurt in her eyes.
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Just a little of my artigo comin up! XD