hI EVERYONE THIS ONES GOING TO BE SHORT BUT VERY IMPORTANT SOOOO READ ON.............................
I walked up the stairs dragging my bag behind me, once i reached my bedroom, I threw my bag in the corner and threw myself onto my bed. And i began to cry, i cried about every little problem i have ever had. My Mum, Zane and his freinds, Damon, and all the things that irritate me. i didnt stop untill my dad drove into the drive way. i quickly ran into the bathroom and washed my face.
"Belle?" Mike shouted from the kitchen, i quickly jogged down the stairs and smiled when i saw him.
"Yeah?" i asked trying to keep my voice from quivering. He eyed me suspicously.he put the coffe maker on and sat down at the table, i took my cew, and sat down at the oppisite end.
"So Belle, how was your day?" Somthing wasnt right he never asked me anything about school.
"Why?"i asked raising my eyebrows, he shrugged and got up to pur his coffe,
"Just wondering, it is your firt dia back since..." he trailed off Since mum, like i could forget.
"Well it was fine, i was late for going back into lunch though," i just threw it out there, i knew that it was going to come out in the end. Why not now? His back was facing me but i could tell that he was smiling, "Dont do it uhm again then,"Mum was allways the strict one, Mike actually likes having some fun. He sat back at the table, and i shrugged my shoulders, he choked into his coffe, "i cant make any promises Mike," and he just noddded. And that was it i went back upstairs and he just left it like that. Sometimes i wonder why i want out of this place.
A while later the house phone rings, and i hear Mike answering it, "Hello...yes whos calling?...Oh...i dont know if thats...fine. Belle!" he shouts my name up the stairs. i go to the topo, início of them and take the phone off him, " Who is it?" i whisper to him, but he was allready back in the living room. I took the phone back to my room, and sat on my cama before i spoke,"Uhm, hello?" i asked timidly, all i heard from the other side was silence."Right well if no ones there im hanging up," i just finished speaking before i heard him,"Hi Belle, its Stephan," i couldnt speak with the pure shock, " well we, me and the rest of us, we think that you should probebly know the truth," i couldnt breathe. did i really want to know?
I walked up the stairs dragging my bag behind me, once i reached my bedroom, I threw my bag in the corner and threw myself onto my bed. And i began to cry, i cried about every little problem i have ever had. My Mum, Zane and his freinds, Damon, and all the things that irritate me. i didnt stop untill my dad drove into the drive way. i quickly ran into the bathroom and washed my face.
"Belle?" Mike shouted from the kitchen, i quickly jogged down the stairs and smiled when i saw him.
"Yeah?" i asked trying to keep my voice from quivering. He eyed me suspicously.he put the coffe maker on and sat down at the table, i took my cew, and sat down at the oppisite end.
"So Belle, how was your day?" Somthing wasnt right he never asked me anything about school.
"Why?"i asked raising my eyebrows, he shrugged and got up to pur his coffe,
"Just wondering, it is your firt dia back since..." he trailed off Since mum, like i could forget.
"Well it was fine, i was late for going back into lunch though," i just threw it out there, i knew that it was going to come out in the end. Why not now? His back was facing me but i could tell that he was smiling, "Dont do it uhm again then,"Mum was allways the strict one, Mike actually likes having some fun. He sat back at the table, and i shrugged my shoulders, he choked into his coffe, "i cant make any promises Mike," and he just noddded. And that was it i went back upstairs and he just left it like that. Sometimes i wonder why i want out of this place.
A while later the house phone rings, and i hear Mike answering it, "Hello...yes whos calling?...Oh...i dont know if thats...fine. Belle!" he shouts my name up the stairs. i go to the topo, início of them and take the phone off him, " Who is it?" i whisper to him, but he was allready back in the living room. I took the phone back to my room, and sat on my cama before i spoke,"Uhm, hello?" i asked timidly, all i heard from the other side was silence."Right well if no ones there im hanging up," i just finished speaking before i heard him,"Hi Belle, its Stephan," i couldnt speak with the pure shock, " well we, me and the rest of us, we think that you should probebly know the truth," i couldnt breathe. did i really want to know?
bellas dress and converse
Home of the freely and Justified
Sleep was improbable
Emerging from my bed
Like a delicate butterfly
Raindrops pouring on my smooth, darkened window.
Pondering miraculous thoughts
About being a teen in America
Freedom to express myself as an individual
I want to relinquish my profound story
Being a teenager with freedom is
Hopeful
Rewarding
Honorable
Desirable
The past is behind me, the future is just beyond my grasp
Learning to be flawless through life's experiences
Having the pleasure to persue my ambitious talent
Being a teen in America simply is my stepping
stone to future greatness.
Give away to the morning
Light is here
Look away from the mourning
Is she gone, is she still...?
And let the dia go ahead
Without you
Find a place, a dark space
To hide you
What’s a day, a sunny day
To you?
Fade away, let the your rainclouds
Guide you
There goes the downpour
Long gone your hello...
Find it in you
To make that last stand
It’s a silent drive
It’s her very last one.
Here come the clear skies
There goes your fare well...
Light is here
Look away from the mourning
Is she gone, is she still...?
And let the dia go ahead
Without you
Find a place, a dark space
To hide you
What’s a day, a sunny day
To you?
Fade away, let the your rainclouds
Guide you
There goes the downpour
Long gone your hello...
Find it in you
To make that last stand
It’s a silent drive
It’s her very last one.
Here come the clear skies
There goes your fare well...
We're all human.
"It was an early March morning, so early that the sky still had streaks of orange and pink in it."
