Thanks for all the comments plz keep commenting :) this is a long one
I had not been to school for two weeks, had not seen Damon and his family for ages, It was like a prison here and i couldn't get out por myself it was always Sefo follow her studpie mutt.
The whole dia I was followed por 9.00pm ' oi i'm kinda tried so I'm gonna go to ur bed' OMG would Oni ever get his son away from me ' Sefo Im getting changed unless you wanna stay and get hit the the head i suggest you leave' He turned and walked out thank goddness, Now Time to go out the window. I got out of the window and started to run Damon I hope some way you can hear
Me calling hurry and GET here!, To late Sefo came behind me and grabbed me I screamed 'Let me go!! let me go now you cant keep me with yous forever' He started to drag me I screamed and screamed.
I had to get away, I couldn't stay It killed me not to be loved all this kills. When we got back it was around 12.50am way i ran along way, Oni was shaking his head 'What the Hell do you thing you're doing Ariel-Belle" I glared at him ' Its just Belle and you cant keep me trapped forever, Im different for yous and you know that!'.
Oni was getting angry But he nodded to Sefo to takee me to my room, As soon as i was there I slammed the door in his face and locked it but He got told to guard the kicten window, paul the bathroom window and then there was the bedroom window that was free but close to were sefo was . I sat on my cama composição literária in my diary:
Dear diary, why me why now
I hate it and I hate that im stuck
It all sucks I dont know
when im angry at Sefo i feel
a passion of amor of scared
write soon hopefully
Sefo opened my door scaring me , I jumped and
fell of my bed. 'Ouch seguinte time can you knock you scared the crap out of me'. He walked away and i got up when I turned Damon was there I jumped Back and screamed but he put his hand over my mouth. ' OMG Damon you scared, dont do that' I hugged him then the door opened again, I lifted my arms up pretenting I was sore from falling.
'Umm belle and dont be late oni needs to talk to you ungrently' he closed the door. 'That was close see why you shouldnt come here', He laughed softly 'Belle you dont have you're phone they have you locked up you cant see me so I must came see you'.Damon just kissed me then dissapeared, I woke up and walked out to were Oni was ' Well i see that you can listen but thats not why i want you here you know that you cannot avoid beening who you are and what you are' I just rolled my eyes yeah I know I was beening a cadela, puta but he didnt need to give me a talking to.
We walked whiling he talk, I saw Damon and smiled which Oni caught he looked to were i was looking But Damon was gone ' Belle oi earth to Ariel-Belle why are you smiling' I stopped smiling and looked at him 'one its Belle and Two I was sonhar acordado and three its a free world or wait is their also a rule that I cant smile' I walked away but soon after was joined por Sefo ' what do you want' He just shook his head meaning nothing 'Well Belle I mean do you have to be so mean you're atuação like someone else i dont Like it I like the old you' I looked at him and He looked at me, He was about to kiss me but i jumped up 'Well to bad to sad, I have to go now and I have always been mean'.
I had not been to school for two weeks, had not seen Damon and his family for ages, It was like a prison here and i couldn't get out por myself it was always Sefo follow her studpie mutt.
The whole dia I was followed por 9.00pm ' oi i'm kinda tried so I'm gonna go to ur bed' OMG would Oni ever get his son away from me ' Sefo Im getting changed unless you wanna stay and get hit the the head i suggest you leave' He turned and walked out thank goddness, Now Time to go out the window. I got out of the window and started to run Damon I hope some way you can hear
Me calling hurry and GET here!, To late Sefo came behind me and grabbed me I screamed 'Let me go!! let me go now you cant keep me with yous forever' He started to drag me I screamed and screamed.
I had to get away, I couldn't stay It killed me not to be loved all this kills. When we got back it was around 12.50am way i ran along way, Oni was shaking his head 'What the Hell do you thing you're doing Ariel-Belle" I glared at him ' Its just Belle and you cant keep me trapped forever, Im different for yous and you know that!'.
Oni was getting angry But he nodded to Sefo to takee me to my room, As soon as i was there I slammed the door in his face and locked it but He got told to guard the kicten window, paul the bathroom window and then there was the bedroom window that was free but close to were sefo was . I sat on my cama composição literária in my diary:
Dear diary, why me why now
I hate it and I hate that im stuck
It all sucks I dont know
when im angry at Sefo i feel
a passion of amor of scared
write soon hopefully
Sefo opened my door scaring me , I jumped and
fell of my bed. 'Ouch seguinte time can you knock you scared the crap out of me'. He walked away and i got up when I turned Damon was there I jumped Back and screamed but he put his hand over my mouth. ' OMG Damon you scared, dont do that' I hugged him then the door opened again, I lifted my arms up pretenting I was sore from falling.
'Umm belle and dont be late oni needs to talk to you ungrently' he closed the door. 'That was close see why you shouldnt come here', He laughed softly 'Belle you dont have you're phone they have you locked up you cant see me so I must came see you'.Damon just kissed me then dissapeared, I woke up and walked out to were Oni was ' Well i see that you can listen but thats not why i want you here you know that you cannot avoid beening who you are and what you are' I just rolled my eyes yeah I know I was beening a cadela, puta but he didnt need to give me a talking to.
We walked whiling he talk, I saw Damon and smiled which Oni caught he looked to were i was looking But Damon was gone ' Belle oi earth to Ariel-Belle why are you smiling' I stopped smiling and looked at him 'one its Belle and Two I was sonhar acordado and three its a free world or wait is their also a rule that I cant smile' I walked away but soon after was joined por Sefo ' what do you want' He just shook his head meaning nothing 'Well Belle I mean do you have to be so mean you're atuação like someone else i dont Like it I like the old you' I looked at him and He looked at me, He was about to kiss me but i jumped up 'Well to bad to sad, I have to go now and I have always been mean'.
I was born, yet I felt as though I lived before.
I breathed, though I struggled for the air that would keep me sane.
I ate comida and drink, but I still craved for more.
I slept, but I was still awake and pulsing with energy inside.
I made my first friend, but I knew I would have to say goodbye sometime.
I felt fear, even though my head was streaming with it already beforehand.
I felt joy, yet my body ached of pain and sorrow.
I wept, but my tears tasted of sweet wine instead of seasalt.
I ran through the light of the morning sun, though my spirit raced into the wild night.
I dreamed of heroes and happiness, knowing however that it was an illusion upon waking up.
I looked into eyes of beauty, only to see them wash away the seguinte day.
I fell weak and frail, but my spirit strengthened the loss.
I reached for hands of help, only to have them drag me down.
I closed my eyes, to see the light.
...to thus being born again...
I breathed, though I struggled for the air that would keep me sane.
I ate comida and drink, but I still craved for more.
I slept, but I was still awake and pulsing with energy inside.
I made my first friend, but I knew I would have to say goodbye sometime.
I felt fear, even though my head was streaming with it already beforehand.
I felt joy, yet my body ached of pain and sorrow.
I wept, but my tears tasted of sweet wine instead of seasalt.
I ran through the light of the morning sun, though my spirit raced into the wild night.
I dreamed of heroes and happiness, knowing however that it was an illusion upon waking up.
I looked into eyes of beauty, only to see them wash away the seguinte day.
I fell weak and frail, but my spirit strengthened the loss.
I reached for hands of help, only to have them drag me down.
I closed my eyes, to see the light.
...to thus being born again...
umm oi guys sorry i have not posted anything in so long I got major composição literária block and had to wait untill all of my expertise came back to me.
I seek a release
from the pain that I feel
Inside my coração there is only
Anger, betrayal and sadness!
Lonliness is a terrible thing
with no-one to see the state that Im in
my head is spinning think im gonna be sick
oh please god
send me someone I can relate to
I cant trust my mum shes to far gone
cant trust my dad hes just an bunda
If i cant trust my family who can i trust?
Inside my chest is a hole
where my coração once was
My mum cruelly tore it out
and then stamped all over it!
I was only a child
burdened with adult responsibilities!
and inside that hole
If you can see past all of the scars
you will see my suppresed heart!
I seek a release
from the pain that I feel
Inside my coração there is only
Anger, betrayal and sadness!
Lonliness is a terrible thing
with no-one to see the state that Im in
my head is spinning think im gonna be sick
oh please god
send me someone I can relate to
I cant trust my mum shes to far gone
cant trust my dad hes just an bunda
If i cant trust my family who can i trust?
Inside my chest is a hole
where my coração once was
My mum cruelly tore it out
and then stamped all over it!
I was only a child
burdened with adult responsibilities!
and inside that hole
If you can see past all of the scars
you will see my suppresed heart!
