I fought through the process,
And I was determined through it all.
I was Valente and strong
And now I survived.
At first I was worried to death,
When the doctor said that I had cancer.
I stayed strong
Cuz I knew that my family and friends
Would care for me,
And spread the word
So I would survive.
My friends and I
Were always supportive of me,
And we could talk for hours,
Playing on our DSes,
Talking about Legos
Like great friends ever should.
Later, I was cancer-free
And I celebrated
We did everything great
It helped me cheer up.
I found out
That many people have cancer
Not only me..
And I'm now determined
To end this fight with cancer
Once and for all,
Because I feel like it should never
Have been here in this world...
In fact, my cancer spread...
But I knew in my coração
That it would just be
Another hard time again...
Oh you start it up
And then you stop,
But I'm giving it my all
Tonight....
And no one's going to stop me again,
From fighting
Because cancer is another word
That should never have been
In the English dictionary.
Oh I'm giving my all tonight
For the world
For me,
And for everyone that
Has fought cancer....
You can never stop the beat
When someone's determined...
There's nobody who can stop them
From doing their all
To defeat cancer and end it for once
Now my family is,
Here in Maine,
Waiting for my blood pressure
To go down
I will have
My transplant,
And nobody will stop me
From believing in myself
To survive
I'm giving it my all
Tonight and tomorrow
I'm giving it my all
And nothing's gonna stop me
Cuz I'm almost there,
And cancer's almost done for
Cuz I'm almost there....
Cuz I'm almost there....
Cuz I'm almost there....
I'll be there....
I'll survive.
Yes, I will.
And I was determined through it all.
I was Valente and strong
And now I survived.
At first I was worried to death,
When the doctor said that I had cancer.
I stayed strong
Cuz I knew that my family and friends
Would care for me,
And spread the word
So I would survive.
My friends and I
Were always supportive of me,
And we could talk for hours,
Playing on our DSes,
Talking about Legos
Like great friends ever should.
Later, I was cancer-free
And I celebrated
We did everything great
It helped me cheer up.
I found out
That many people have cancer
Not only me..
And I'm now determined
To end this fight with cancer
Once and for all,
Because I feel like it should never
Have been here in this world...
In fact, my cancer spread...
But I knew in my coração
That it would just be
Another hard time again...
Oh you start it up
And then you stop,
But I'm giving it my all
Tonight....
And no one's going to stop me again,
From fighting
Because cancer is another word
That should never have been
In the English dictionary.
Oh I'm giving my all tonight
For the world
For me,
And for everyone that
Has fought cancer....
You can never stop the beat
When someone's determined...
There's nobody who can stop them
From doing their all
To defeat cancer and end it for once
Now my family is,
Here in Maine,
Waiting for my blood pressure
To go down
I will have
My transplant,
And nobody will stop me
From believing in myself
To survive
I'm giving it my all
Tonight and tomorrow
I'm giving it my all
And nothing's gonna stop me
Cuz I'm almost there,
And cancer's almost done for
Cuz I'm almost there....
Cuz I'm almost there....
Cuz I'm almost there....
I'll be there....
I'll survive.
Yes, I will.
Life's like a rollercoaster,
Don't waste the ride.
Live it up all the way,
because today's your last day
What would you do?
Would you cry a little, scream a little, think it's all pretend.
Or go into silence until the very end...
Would you amor the ones you hate the most or be the person you hide?
Would you pretend that you're ok but really scream inside?
Would you try and keep the sun from setting as your last dia ends?
Knowing you'll never see it rise...
Tomorrow I'll be somewhere else you say as you close your eyes.
what can I do?
I'm self-centered, self-induldged, self-absorbed, hateful, short-tepered, implusive, in a complete state of denial, confused and lonely, yet I don't try to think.
a creature of the night
a princess of darkness
I long for light
colors
but all is midnight
and my only companions are the moon and the darkness
thought it comforts me when no one can
I wish to be out of darkness for once
to be clear, understood, unquestioned, and loved.
but who am I to ask for this?
who am I to want this?
is that what makes me human?
why?
all I want to know is why?
Step, creak, step, creak! the floor boards speak to me as I slowly tremble on its hard, splintery wood. Each step feels so daring. I feel danger crawling up my dangling spine. Thump, thump, my coração tries to refuse to my wishes of moving forward. Nothing has happened so far.
I carefully make my way towards the forbidden wooden chair. Creeeeeeek! goes the assento as I lower my self to its level and sit on it. SHHHHHHHH!
“What was that?” I whisper to my self with my eyes wide open. I slowly start to climb the fence to view the streets of emptiness and quietness. My coração starts to beat even louder. Thump, thump. I slowly turn my anxious head to look. But it was only a car passing por my house.
I carefully make my way towards the forbidden wooden chair. Creeeeeeek! goes the assento as I lower my self to its level and sit on it. SHHHHHHHH!
“What was that?” I whisper to my self with my eyes wide open. I slowly start to climb the fence to view the streets of emptiness and quietness. My coração starts to beat even louder. Thump, thump. I slowly turn my anxious head to look. But it was only a car passing por my house.