"get away I hate you"! She looked at a corner of her room. "Emily please think this trough it's better for us" i said to her. "us! There is no mais us!" i looked at her sadly. I walked out of our house. I'm 19 and have sandy blonde hair Emily and I met a ano ago. Emily was afraid of commitment and hated men who she thought were stupid. But I wasn't stupid I'm actually quite smart. I have a scholarship to one of the best collages in the country. But Emily said I wasn't right for her I didn't know Emily like I used to anymore. I saw me collage bus in front of our house to pick me up. I grabbed my bags with a toothbrush clothes and 190$ inside also my phone in my back pocket. Inside the bus it smelled like vanilla and cotton candy. Outside I saw Emily in the window. Her long brown hair sagging on her shoulders. Invisible tears stuck to her face. She picked up her phone and a segundo later I felt a vibrate. On my caller I'd was Emily three weeks ago. We were smiling widely. It was a text from her it said. "Don't ever come back Gage. Don't ever ever come back. I'm sorry but I'm just not ready. Goodbye." I looked at her one last time before the bus took off away from her. I looked her one final time. The bus took off to Miami Flordia. Miles away from the small town of DeQuincy. The bus was packed. Nobody could fit even me. The driver yelled to us. " we have one mais pickup then well be off". I looked out the window the trees floating away from me. "ouch!" A girl said when she tripped over me. "whatch were you're going"! I said then looking at her face. She had short brown hair with blue eyes. She was wearing a blue sundress. She was sexy. "Hey dude chill!". She said sitting away from me. Technally I'm single so I could have her but not now I didn't want a new girlfriend at this very moment after Emily and such. "Hey sorry I guess I do need to chill out" I laughed. She laughed with me. "Hey my names darla what's yours?" she asked me. "Gage". I said back. We awkwardly talked for a while then I guess I had fell asleep.
looked in the mirror and saw that ugly girl
That girl that constantly reminded of who I was,
Of what I was.
I was a murder
People say My parents death wasn’t my fault
I killed them
I felt guilty
I felt ashamed
I was the one to blame
My life flashed before my eyes
I saw the fire, the crash
I saw the flames erupt inside me
I felt tears burn my eyelids
I felt it as much they did
They burned, I burned
I didn't want to be left alone
I never wanted them to leave
Though I was taken from them
They were also taken from me
Though they're gone,
We both pay the price
Death
And Scars.
That girl that constantly reminded of who I was,
Of what I was.
I was a murder
People say My parents death wasn’t my fault
I killed them
I felt guilty
I felt ashamed
I was the one to blame
My life flashed before my eyes
I saw the fire, the crash
I saw the flames erupt inside me
I felt tears burn my eyelids
I felt it as much they did
They burned, I burned
I didn't want to be left alone
I never wanted them to leave
Though I was taken from them
They were also taken from me
Though they're gone,
We both pay the price
Death
And Scars.