I looked up now. “What did you say?” I asked. He opened his mouth to form the same words but I stopped him. “Oh god” I said, he laughed. “Yeah, that wasn’t what I was hoping for” he said. I didn’t smile. “You can’t” I said, he rolled his eyes. “But I do” he answered me. I then let go of his chest. “Ethan” I said, he came closer. “I know you have strong feelings for him” he said. I nodded. “And I know you don’t have those same feelings” he said, I nodded. I turned away. “I need to go” I said.
If I could run faster in this cold I would. I walked as fast as I could not watching where I was going, I felt myself beijoca, smack into someone. “I’m sorry” I said, looking up at a familiar face, he smiled. I noticed this boy from my science class, Callum Dale. “My fault, Sadie right?” he asked, I smiled and then nodded. “Yeah, Callum is it?” I asked he just smiled. “Can I ask why you were at the cemetery?” he asked, his blue eyes flashing. I smiled. “An old friend” I said, he nodded like he thought I was talking about the dead, I kind of was. “What about you?” I asked he looked up. “My father” he said. I felt bad for asking. “Oh, sorry” I said, he just shrugged. “I have to go but see you in science” I said, he just waved over his shoulder.
Once I got home, I saw Ethan fast asleep on the couch, he looked so cute. I cupped my mouth so I didn’t laugh and wake him up. “Be quite” I heard Thor say. I turned and saw him grinning. “Why is he sleeping?” I asked, he just shrugged but it showed like he was hiding something, Thor was the worst liar. “What did you do?” I asked, he looked at me and then sighed. “He took mais than he was meant to” He said, I gave him a confused look but then remembered the night that they went out. “You gave him drugs!” I said he just smiled. “It’s okay, he has had it hard” he said. I just rolled my eyes and stormed off into my room. Once I was in there I turned on the radio, something I didn’t do often. “Big news guys, there is a serial killer on the loose. Two girls have been found dead” The radio said, I shivered. “Police say they only want young girls with blond hair, so if you’re young and blonde please stay aware” They warned, I noted to myself to say something to Dawn. But then something hit me, the woman. She was blond and young and now she was dead. She fit the perfil perfectly. I shivered once again. It couldn’t be he was dead as well. I shook it off and had a shower.
I woke up to a cold dark room, I knew it was my own but it had an unfamiliar coldness about it, something I couldn’t explain. I sighed and rolled over facing my wall. I still had an unpleasant presence with me; I closed my eyes trying to force myself to sleep. I turned over again, this time I saw hat my window was open. I gasped as I saw it; it was the whole horror movie package; the curtains shaking and making a gentle sound, the árvore branches making a familiar shape of a hand. I sighed and got up. I nearly fell over. I heard a chuckle. I turned and saw Ethan sitting in my chair. “Do you know how creepy that is?” I asked he laughed and then shook his head. “You’ve never snuck into my bedroom, so no I don’t” he said, I rolled my eyes. “Get out so I can sleep” I said, suddenly I was angry with Mr. Birthday boy. “Thor told you?” he asked, I looked away and nodded. “It was my mistake” he said, I scoffed. “Damn right it is!” I said he just rolled his eyes. “Fine, I’ll go” he said, getting up. He walked towards the window. “Sweet dreams” he whispered, I just turned around to my bed. I sighed and just collapsed on it.
I didn’t want to open my eyes. I just laid there hoping that maybe I was still asleep that the world was behind just a couple of mais hours. I then cheirado, cheirava, smelt the amargo, amarga smell of coffee, I moaned and turned over. “Get up” I heard Gloria demand. “You can’t make me go to school” I said, she laughed. “It’s Sunday” She informed me. I laughed. I rolled over and faced her. “Then why are you waking me up?” I asked she shrugged. “I got bored” She answered my question, I smiled. “Well, let me have a shower” I said, she smiled and then walked out. I sighed and fell back on my bed. I remembered all of last night, Adam and Ethan. Adam said he loved me was it true? Ethan was taking drugs again, no surprise there. I sighed and then finally got up for my shower. My bathroom looked smaller; maybe mom was right maybe I did grow. I looked in my mirror, my face looked torn. Like I was 30 instead of me being 16, I sighed and but my head against the mirror.
I walked downstairs to yet again an empty house. “Where do they go?” I wondered, seeing as they only knew each other. I sat down on the couch. I closed my eyes but was interrupted por a whisper of my name being called. I opened one eye to see a very happy Adam standing in front of me. “What is it with boys and creeping up on people?” I asked myself. He smiled and took a assento seguinte to me. “You shouldn’t be here, they could come início any minute” I said, he shrugged and caressed my cheek. “I wanted to see you” he told me, I nodded and sat up. “Ethan could come” I said, he nodded and then stood up. “I understand” he said, turning to leave. I heard a door open. I gasped and Adam just froze. I heard footsteps coming closer. “Go in my room!” I whispered, he nodded and ran up. I turned and dived for the couch, the footsteps were very close now, Ethan popped his head in. “Hey” he said, I looked away I still wasn’t talking to him. He took a deep breath and walked over to me and sat rather close and put his hand on my knee, I swear I heard a growl coming from upstairs. “I’m sorry that I took them again” he said, I just sighed. “Whatever” I said I went to get up but he pushed me down. “I want to be able to tell you things and I want you to be able to tell me things” he said, I smiled. “I can tell you things” I said, he nodded. “Then why is Adam hiding upstairs?” he asked venom coming off every word. I looked up. “How’d you know?” I asked he didn’t look at me when he spoke. “Our connection” he simply said, I heard footsteps coming downstairs. Adam then appeared. “Look a walking dead man” Ethan said. I opened my mouth to say something but was stopped. “I’m sorry Ethan and I’m sure so is Sadie” Adam said, Ethan didn’t look at him or me. “So are you two seeing each other?” he asked, I rolled my eyes. “You should know, you practically spy on me everyday” I said, I didn’t mean for it to sound so brutal it just came out that way. He didn’t look at me. “Answer my question” he said coldly. “No and I don’t want to encontro, data either of you” I said storming out of the room.
Later that night I sat in my bed, I hadn’t seen Ethan or Adam all dia they must of took what I said to heard. I sighed and closed m eyes. I heard my door being opened I prayed it wasn’t Ethan or Adam. “Get up!” I heard Dawn’s voice order, I opened one eye. “What is it?” I asked. She smiled. “For the holidays we’re going to Palm Springs” She said, I moaned. “Why?” I asked, she gave me a ‘because I said so look’ I rolled my eyes. “When are we leaving?” I asked laughed. “That’s the best part, seguinte week” She cheered. “Is Ethan coming?” I asked she nodded. “And his other friend....Callum” She told me.
oi Guys,
There is going to be a sequel and it will be on soon! The segundo past is going to be about the Palm Springs I will be putting up a preview!
If I could run faster in this cold I would. I walked as fast as I could not watching where I was going, I felt myself beijoca, smack into someone. “I’m sorry” I said, looking up at a familiar face, he smiled. I noticed this boy from my science class, Callum Dale. “My fault, Sadie right?” he asked, I smiled and then nodded. “Yeah, Callum is it?” I asked he just smiled. “Can I ask why you were at the cemetery?” he asked, his blue eyes flashing. I smiled. “An old friend” I said, he nodded like he thought I was talking about the dead, I kind of was. “What about you?” I asked he looked up. “My father” he said. I felt bad for asking. “Oh, sorry” I said, he just shrugged. “I have to go but see you in science” I said, he just waved over his shoulder.
Once I got home, I saw Ethan fast asleep on the couch, he looked so cute. I cupped my mouth so I didn’t laugh and wake him up. “Be quite” I heard Thor say. I turned and saw him grinning. “Why is he sleeping?” I asked, he just shrugged but it showed like he was hiding something, Thor was the worst liar. “What did you do?” I asked, he looked at me and then sighed. “He took mais than he was meant to” He said, I gave him a confused look but then remembered the night that they went out. “You gave him drugs!” I said he just smiled. “It’s okay, he has had it hard” he said. I just rolled my eyes and stormed off into my room. Once I was in there I turned on the radio, something I didn’t do often. “Big news guys, there is a serial killer on the loose. Two girls have been found dead” The radio said, I shivered. “Police say they only want young girls with blond hair, so if you’re young and blonde please stay aware” They warned, I noted to myself to say something to Dawn. But then something hit me, the woman. She was blond and young and now she was dead. She fit the perfil perfectly. I shivered once again. It couldn’t be he was dead as well. I shook it off and had a shower.
I woke up to a cold dark room, I knew it was my own but it had an unfamiliar coldness about it, something I couldn’t explain. I sighed and rolled over facing my wall. I still had an unpleasant presence with me; I closed my eyes trying to force myself to sleep. I turned over again, this time I saw hat my window was open. I gasped as I saw it; it was the whole horror movie package; the curtains shaking and making a gentle sound, the árvore branches making a familiar shape of a hand. I sighed and got up. I nearly fell over. I heard a chuckle. I turned and saw Ethan sitting in my chair. “Do you know how creepy that is?” I asked he laughed and then shook his head. “You’ve never snuck into my bedroom, so no I don’t” he said, I rolled my eyes. “Get out so I can sleep” I said, suddenly I was angry with Mr. Birthday boy. “Thor told you?” he asked, I looked away and nodded. “It was my mistake” he said, I scoffed. “Damn right it is!” I said he just rolled his eyes. “Fine, I’ll go” he said, getting up. He walked towards the window. “Sweet dreams” he whispered, I just turned around to my bed. I sighed and just collapsed on it.
I didn’t want to open my eyes. I just laid there hoping that maybe I was still asleep that the world was behind just a couple of mais hours. I then cheirado, cheirava, smelt the amargo, amarga smell of coffee, I moaned and turned over. “Get up” I heard Gloria demand. “You can’t make me go to school” I said, she laughed. “It’s Sunday” She informed me. I laughed. I rolled over and faced her. “Then why are you waking me up?” I asked she shrugged. “I got bored” She answered my question, I smiled. “Well, let me have a shower” I said, she smiled and then walked out. I sighed and fell back on my bed. I remembered all of last night, Adam and Ethan. Adam said he loved me was it true? Ethan was taking drugs again, no surprise there. I sighed and then finally got up for my shower. My bathroom looked smaller; maybe mom was right maybe I did grow. I looked in my mirror, my face looked torn. Like I was 30 instead of me being 16, I sighed and but my head against the mirror.
I walked downstairs to yet again an empty house. “Where do they go?” I wondered, seeing as they only knew each other. I sat down on the couch. I closed my eyes but was interrupted por a whisper of my name being called. I opened one eye to see a very happy Adam standing in front of me. “What is it with boys and creeping up on people?” I asked myself. He smiled and took a assento seguinte to me. “You shouldn’t be here, they could come início any minute” I said, he shrugged and caressed my cheek. “I wanted to see you” he told me, I nodded and sat up. “Ethan could come” I said, he nodded and then stood up. “I understand” he said, turning to leave. I heard a door open. I gasped and Adam just froze. I heard footsteps coming closer. “Go in my room!” I whispered, he nodded and ran up. I turned and dived for the couch, the footsteps were very close now, Ethan popped his head in. “Hey” he said, I looked away I still wasn’t talking to him. He took a deep breath and walked over to me and sat rather close and put his hand on my knee, I swear I heard a growl coming from upstairs. “I’m sorry that I took them again” he said, I just sighed. “Whatever” I said I went to get up but he pushed me down. “I want to be able to tell you things and I want you to be able to tell me things” he said, I smiled. “I can tell you things” I said, he nodded. “Then why is Adam hiding upstairs?” he asked venom coming off every word. I looked up. “How’d you know?” I asked he didn’t look at me when he spoke. “Our connection” he simply said, I heard footsteps coming downstairs. Adam then appeared. “Look a walking dead man” Ethan said. I opened my mouth to say something but was stopped. “I’m sorry Ethan and I’m sure so is Sadie” Adam said, Ethan didn’t look at him or me. “So are you two seeing each other?” he asked, I rolled my eyes. “You should know, you practically spy on me everyday” I said, I didn’t mean for it to sound so brutal it just came out that way. He didn’t look at me. “Answer my question” he said coldly. “No and I don’t want to encontro, data either of you” I said storming out of the room.
Later that night I sat in my bed, I hadn’t seen Ethan or Adam all dia they must of took what I said to heard. I sighed and closed m eyes. I heard my door being opened I prayed it wasn’t Ethan or Adam. “Get up!” I heard Dawn’s voice order, I opened one eye. “What is it?” I asked. She smiled. “For the holidays we’re going to Palm Springs” She said, I moaned. “Why?” I asked, she gave me a ‘because I said so look’ I rolled my eyes. “When are we leaving?” I asked laughed. “That’s the best part, seguinte week” She cheered. “Is Ethan coming?” I asked she nodded. “And his other friend....Callum” She told me.
oi Guys,
There is going to be a sequel and it will be on soon! The segundo past is going to be about the Palm Springs I will be putting up a preview!
I remember the dia I fell in love.
Not just simple love.
No, this was head over heels, I'd die for you love.
I remember where I fell in love.
A small middle school in a small town.
A place you could easily miss.
I remember the my matchmaker.
A short women, but with mais fogo then you could ever imagine.
mais passion for what she does then I had ever seen.
I remember my girlfriends who were with me.
My athletic, sassy, fun-loving chicks.
My flirting consultants.
I remember him.
Good God, he was beautiful.
Yes, I remember the dia I fell in love.
True Love.
Head over heels love.
With..................
Basketball.
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This is dedicated to my first real basquetebol, basquete coach. She taught me not just how to play basketball, but how to be part of a team. I have so much respect for her and I know I should thank her everyday for helping me fall in love. For Coach Joy.
Not just simple love.
No, this was head over heels, I'd die for you love.
I remember where I fell in love.
A small middle school in a small town.
A place you could easily miss.
I remember the my matchmaker.
A short women, but with mais fogo then you could ever imagine.
mais passion for what she does then I had ever seen.
I remember my girlfriends who were with me.
My athletic, sassy, fun-loving chicks.
My flirting consultants.
I remember him.
Good God, he was beautiful.
Yes, I remember the dia I fell in love.
True Love.
Head over heels love.
With..................
Basketball.
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This is dedicated to my first real basquetebol, basquete coach. She taught me not just how to play basketball, but how to be part of a team. I have so much respect for her and I know I should thank her everyday for helping me fall in love. For Coach Joy.
Just a poem. I hope it isn't much of a bother to rate.
I dream of all things
Uncertain of dark deeds and pasts
Within these thoughts as dark as sea
When once those wings of black
Hung over all
Shadowing but of the wretched white
That blinds me of all beauty.
I dream of all things
From happiness to highs
Let down these pills
Or I’m gone, retreat inside my mind
Where none but the darkest thoughts
Swallowing twilight
I dream of all things
From the stories told por hidden scars
Unable to show themselves
Under this intense scrutiny
That makes up this world’s attire
To the times that I could be happy
Without a drug to create
The much-needed illusion...
I dream of all things
No matter of their contents
Because, well,
Nightmares are still dreams.
I dream of all things
Uncertain of dark deeds and pasts
Within these thoughts as dark as sea
When once those wings of black
Hung over all
Shadowing but of the wretched white
That blinds me of all beauty.
I dream of all things
From happiness to highs
Let down these pills
Or I’m gone, retreat inside my mind
Where none but the darkest thoughts
Swallowing twilight
I dream of all things
From the stories told por hidden scars
Unable to show themselves
Under this intense scrutiny
That makes up this world’s attire
To the times that I could be happy
Without a drug to create
The much-needed illusion...
I dream of all things
No matter of their contents
Because, well,
Nightmares are still dreams.
OK so i was walking down the street...all alone...in the rain...not happy but not sad ether...when suddenly I ran into a magnólia tree!I don't know how I didn't see it...or why it was in the middle of the road-but it was there and when I looked at it I saw it was the biggest magnólia I had ever seen;it was absolutely GINORMOUS!it to be at least as tall as a skyscraper. I couldn't even see the top.Now what is the easiest way to get past a tree? Go around it of course! but when i looked there was a wall!Two walls!on ether side of the árvore that prevented me from passing(again,how didn't I see this before?)It was not an ordinary
mural ether,and must have taken allot of work to build because it was as tall,or taller than the tree!so I was stuck with a magnólia and two walls
what was I to do?turn back?I had come too far!so knowing this,what do you think I did?What would you have done?
mural ether,and must have taken allot of work to build because it was as tall,or taller than the tree!so I was stuck with a magnólia and two walls
what was I to do?turn back?I had come too far!so knowing this,what do you think I did?What would you have done?
I look at the old photographs. It kills me to see him smile. I've only heard about him. I hear he would have loved me. I hear he was nice. I hear that he was a good dad. I hear he was an okay husband. I hear that he would have made a good grandfather. It's not fair. It kills me when my dad talks about him. My dad said one of his last words to him were "Dont miss me when I'm gone." Those words run through my head. dia and night and keep me up thinking of him. Why did he have to go? I pray he's okay and fine in heaven. I pretend he's still here. If only he were ... I miss him....
I guess he's just....
Hard to Let Go
Dedicated to my grandfather I miss you ... even if I never met you =,[
seguinte journal entry coming up in few please
R&R
Thanks!!
I guess he's just....
Hard to Let Go
Dedicated to my grandfather I miss you ... even if I never met you =,[
seguinte journal entry coming up in few please
R&R
Thanks!!