CHAPTER TEN:
The Wind Beneath My Wings PART ONE...
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I walked across the sand, and then stood in silence for the longest of time. I watched the waves roll off eachother, and then devour eachother till mais waves came and splashed against rocks. And then repeating there first move. As if they didnt have a life to live. Or a brain to use. I crossed my arms, and held me tight as the chilly wind blew in. I then noticed something different. My eyesight was different. Not like Vampire eye sight, but human. I ran to the edge of the water washing in and out of the sand in the same old pattern. I saw my reflection, and I was human. I gasped, and I then realized this was bad and good in weird ways. It was good, cause I dont have a child yet, and dont have to go through the pregnancy pain. Bad because Renesmee is gone, and I'm not as close to Edward as I am.
"AS YOU WERE!" A voice boomed out of the water.
"Hello!?" I asked and my arms were at my sides.
"YOU ARE NOT AS CLOSE TO ME AS YOU ONCE OR EVER WILL BE EVER...AGAIN!!!" The voice said and out of the water, Edward came. He was shirtless, with scrathes across his body. Blood was oozing out of the cuts, and he bashed and brused. I stared out at him, and wanted to reach for him.
"Oh Edward!..." I said and reached out to him.
"DONT! DONT THINK THAT YOU CAN MAKE THIS PAIN GO AWAY! I MAY BE A VAMPIRE, BUT I'M NOT STUPID!" He said and walked towards me. I backed away, and walked into a rock. It was holding me there, as Edward came to me looking mad as ever. He reached out and I flinched at first, and he hesitated. Then he touched my arm, and looked like he was about to cry.
"I loved you, Bella!" He said and he pulled me into his arms. "I. . . .Loved. . . .You!" He repeated, and then he pulled my hair out of the way. He bent my head to the side, and he let his fangs fall. "But there is a first time for everything isnt there?" He said and dug his fangs into my human neck. I gripped his arm, and felt the pain and the burning all over again. I felt his teeth and my blood going into his mouth. It was like us back in the ballet studio, but this time he was doing it on purpose. Not because I was dying. Or was I? Was I dying without Edward? Was I dying without his hand in mine?
"YES!" He said and took his lips off my skin, and pulled his teeth out of my neck. Why did he stop?
"Because you cant live without me!" He said and he could read my mind. "I can!" He said and losened his deadly grip around my shoulders. I wonder, is this a dream?
"Vampires cant dream...or sleep in that matter!" He said and laughed. I turned and he let go of me. He was normal. No cuts or bruses. No blood, and was wearing a shirt. Then, the sky went black, and everything that happened rewound to the begining.
I walked across the sand, and then stood in silence for the longest of time. I watched the waves roll off eachother, and then devour eachother till mais waves came and splashed against rocks. And then repeating there first move. As if they didnt have a life to live. Or a brain to use. I crossed my arms, and held me tight as the chilly wind blew in. I then noticed something different. My eyesight was different. Not like Vampire eye sight, but human. I ran to the edge of the water washing in and out of the sand in the same old pattern. I saw my reflection, and I was human. I gasped, and I then realized this was bad and good in weird ways. It was good, cause I dont have a child yet, and dont have to go through the pregnancy pain. Bad because Renesmee is gone, and I'm not as close to Edward as I am.
"You are!" A voice whispered in my ear. My arms dropped to my sides, and Edward's arms held me to him. I smiled.
"Am I?" I asked and he kissed me. I took my lips away, and turned to face him. He took his hands away, and he looked at me serious.
"Of course you are!" He said and I laughed.
"Are you sure?" I said and I grabbed him por the neck, and I let my fangs drop this time. I then noticed he looked different. Not the Edward we all knew. I didnt care at this moment. I pushed his head to the side, and sank my fangs into his neck. I could hear something. Murmering. Whispering. Talking. I listened, and heard:
Bella? Is this Bella? Is she really killing me? When did she become a Vampire?
"You turned me you idiot!" I said and lifted my mouth away from his neck. He then began to realize that I could hear his thoughts. So:
Why did she stop? Why did she stop killing me? If she stops, then I wont become a Vampire. I wont become a part of her. I wont get as close to her as I should.
"You already are!" I said and my fangs went away. He turned, and I dropped my arms. He looked normal agian. The Vampire Edward we all know! I smiled, and I ran to the water, and saw my Vampire self. This was it, I need to get back together with Edward! And fast! I kissed Edward once, and everything went white!
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I rubbed my eyes at the sudden bright light Alice turne on. I then focused on everything in the room.
"Bella? You okay?" She asked me holding Renesmee's hand.
"Yup! I manage! I need to see Edward!" I said and I jumped off the bed. I pulled my Wedding Ring out of the wall, and slipped my finger into it after blowing the Dry mural of of it. I then skipped out of the room, and didnt stop till I got to the car. Alice came running out, and she said.
"You are gonna need these!" And she threw me the car keys. Renesmee waved, and I waved back. I got into the car, and off to Edward's house I was bound.