Selfish Little Secret: Good or bad? Your comments are highly appreciated.

Sorry I mislead you
As you can see,
I didn't really amor you
I just need someone to take care of me
And to take care of my name.
All the fights that we've been through,
All the make-ups that we had,
All of it meant nothing
'Cause the truth is, I never loved you.
I'm sorry for using you,
I was just being selfish.
So selfish that I forgot your feelings.
I don't want to break your heart.
But I know in the end I will.
Sooner or later I will tell you.
I amor you,
But not like the way you amor me.
I amor you as a friend.
Nothing more, nothing less.
I'm so sorry.
Now, I know breaking your coração would break my coração too.
'Cause I don't want you to get hurt.
But I have to.
I have to tell you the truth
Or else we will both suffer.
You will suffer because nothing is true about me.
Ang I will suffer because I know I'm hurting you
But you don't know the reason why.
One day, you'll realize.
All the things that we share,
All the magic that I said to you,
All of it,
All of it are lies.
Lies to protect my name.
Lies that could hurt you and me.
Lies that can destroy are lives.
Lies to protect my name.
For the people to see,
I am the person they want to be.
Lies that could kill the emotional sides of us.
Lies for me.
Lies for my name.