pain fills my coração and brings me to the darkside where I reside for awhile. Until I'm grabbed por the hand and pulled out por a so-called friend who just pushes me back in and leaves me to cry in the darkest corner of my heart. I feel like I'm being ripped apart, limb por limb, every string of my coração played por the devil's hand. I feel like I'm not whole, like I'm nothing without him. The one one who killed his best friend, the one who left me alone, I didn't know how to swim. All I want is him to come back and hurt me again. He was my only friend, or so I thought, but when he slapped me across my face, that's emotion you can't replace and I faced it everyday or so for a ano and a half. Don't try to sympathize because I know with my coração and soul that you will leave and let me go with crappy bittersweet goodbyes...
Love, Love Spin Us Round, Love, Love, Kicks Us When Were Down
I lift Your Head- Our Eyes Meet
I Stare Into Those Auburn Eyes,
The Auburn Eyes Know What Comes Next...
And That Is The Long Awaited Good Bye
But With My Hands Shaking,
Anxious Auburn Eyes Awaiting
Every Part Of This Is What I've Been Dreading,
Yet Everything Up To This Moment Is Where We've Been Heading,
I Want To Tell You These Things,
I Wish To Sing To You About These Things!
These Things I Feel When You Are Near,
And Then Right Then- Right There I Realize My Greatest Fear...
That Is If Those Auburn Eyes Leave,
Leave Me Here.
nobody understands love,
nobody really believes.
you can't put a price on the way people make you feel,
but you can always say:
i amor you
but what does it really mean?
those three small words?
to many people it's just
i care about you
isn't that easier to say
than make someone believe
you'll always be there for them
that they are the sun, the moon, the stars
that they will be the person that you want to be the last person to see before you die?
is it so hard to NOT make someone believe
that you will always be there for them
that you will be the one that they need
for life
for eternity
forever?
seguinte time you say
i amor you
mean it
because if you don't
your just hurting yourself
and the person that you say it to
nobody really believes.
you can't put a price on the way people make you feel,
but you can always say:
i amor you
but what does it really mean?
those three small words?
to many people it's just
i care about you
isn't that easier to say
than make someone believe
you'll always be there for them
that they are the sun, the moon, the stars
that they will be the person that you want to be the last person to see before you die?
is it so hard to NOT make someone believe
that you will always be there for them
that you will be the one that they need
for life
for eternity
forever?
seguinte time you say
i amor you
mean it
because if you don't
your just hurting yourself
and the person that you say it to
I look out my window the rains pouring down
I can't seem to turn this frown upside down
You moved far out of town
Now I have no one around
I used to amor you
Sadly you don't amor me too
Pain and agony runs through me
So much you can see
But not you, you only look for my happiness
but I'm out and in distress
You want the green fresh from the press
I just want to be better than the rest
Attention is what I want
But all you give is a load of taunt
Are you ready for love
Not really, so I'll get a dove
A dove's the bird of passion and feelings
But you left me to rot like a banana's peelings
Sweet lover, I miss you
Do you miss me too?
Sweet Lover, give me your all
Don't let it fall
Give me a call
I get nothing at all
Sweet love, Goodbye
I will amor you always *sigh*
Signed,
Your Sweet Lover
I can't seem to turn this frown upside down
You moved far out of town
Now I have no one around
I used to amor you
Sadly you don't amor me too
Pain and agony runs through me
So much you can see
But not you, you only look for my happiness
but I'm out and in distress
You want the green fresh from the press
I just want to be better than the rest
Attention is what I want
But all you give is a load of taunt
Are you ready for love
Not really, so I'll get a dove
A dove's the bird of passion and feelings
But you left me to rot like a banana's peelings
Sweet lover, I miss you
Do you miss me too?
Sweet Lover, give me your all
Don't let it fall
Give me a call
I get nothing at all
Sweet love, Goodbye
I will amor you always *sigh*
Signed,
Your Sweet Lover
It’s sweet, the way you think.
The way you dream, the way you look into my eyes, asking me
To be everything you’re dreaming up.
You want me to be who I don’t trust myself to be.
I don’t trust myself
With you.
Love,
it’s mais than I can give;
mais than I can take.
You,
you’re everything I wish I was
And that’s what you don’t see.
I don’t want to crush
Your ideas.
Don’t want to nuvem your perfect vision
Of what amor is.
I don’t want to make a mess of you,
The way I have with myself.
You want me to make you
Mine…
But it’s not that easy
I just discovered this spot. Here's my first shot - a little poem I wrote a few days ago. If you like this I have mais in store.
...why do I rhyme when I don't mean to? Haha.
Inspired por Erin McCarley's "It's Not That Easy"
The way you dream, the way you look into my eyes, asking me
To be everything you’re dreaming up.
You want me to be who I don’t trust myself to be.
I don’t trust myself
With you.
Love,
it’s mais than I can give;
mais than I can take.
You,
you’re everything I wish I was
And that’s what you don’t see.
I don’t want to crush
Your ideas.
Don’t want to nuvem your perfect vision
Of what amor is.
I don’t want to make a mess of you,
The way I have with myself.
You want me to make you
Mine…
But it’s not that easy
I just discovered this spot. Here's my first shot - a little poem I wrote a few days ago. If you like this I have mais in store.
...why do I rhyme when I don't mean to? Haha.
Inspired por Erin McCarley's "It's Not That Easy"
My coração has been punctured
It has never been broken
I’ve been filled with heartache
But that was unspoken
I’m always lonely
But I’m never alone
I live in a house
But my mind is my home
I’m not dead
But I’m not always alive
You’ve never been me
So you think I’ll survive
I’m always so happy
Yet I’m always so sad
I’m always so calm
Yet I always feel mad
Maybe I’m normal
And maybe I’m sane
But I’m not feeling right
I don’t feel the same... <3 <3 <3
It has never been broken
I’ve been filled with heartache
But that was unspoken
I’m always lonely
But I’m never alone
I live in a house
But my mind is my home
I’m not dead
But I’m not always alive
You’ve never been me
So you think I’ll survive
I’m always so happy
Yet I’m always so sad
I’m always so calm
Yet I always feel mad
Maybe I’m normal
And maybe I’m sane
But I’m not feeling right
I don’t feel the same... <3 <3 <3
