Esme Bella and Carlisle

Because we freely love, as in our will To amor or not; in this we stand or fall.And some are fallen, to disobedience fallen, And so from Heaven to deepest Hell- O fallFrom what high state of bliss into what woe! I mostly liked that verse because of how I could relate to it. I loved Jack freely as was natural to me and him. I had chosen to amor him and rather than surviving, I fell into the deepest corners of Hell from the beginning’s bliss to the end’s woe. And I wallowed in that woe for what seemed like ages. I felt like I would never amor another…even, I will admit, Carlisle, the one...

never to return to me. I feared about myself and what I would do everyday that I didn’t know if he was alive or dead or if he’d ever come back to me. But most of all, I feared for the child that was growing in my womb and how they might never know what an amazingly good man their father was if Jack did, indeed, die. I hadn’t told anyone that I was with child. Not even Jack. I had been planning to tell him that night when he came to my window but this had completely thrown me off my original plan. A million thoughts were running through my head like flashes of light and dark before my...

oi this is the l;atest chapter to the story, it is set when Nessie isfive months pregnant...x Hope you enjoy and keep your eys peeled for the seguinte chapter...x
Amber/Twilightsauce

I slipped mums wedding dress over my head, it fitted perfectly. Mum smiled and sighed as she wiped a joyous tear from my eye.
“Don’t cry baby, Alice will kill us if you ruin your makeup she has spent all morning getting you ready.” She laughed looking at me with a delighted expression on her face,
“Oh mum! I am so happy; Jake is waiting down there for me isn’t he?” I asked nervously. I had felt a little...