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posted by ashesandwine
It's been a while for this story, but it's here:) I amor this story very much! It's my little baby:P eheh! And thank you for liking it too! If you ever see something that you don't like just comment and I'll do my best to fix it, don't be afraid to give bad critics, I don't mind:)



“Catherine’s POV”

Forgive me, for I have sinned! Forgive me, for I looked in his eyes and died!


“Catherine? Francisca is on the phone! And hurry, you need to go to school…” I was not looking progressivo, para a frente for this day. Just the thought of having to go to school, that place where I knew he would be, made me shiver.
“Coming!” I yelled back to Emily. I just needed to relax. I just needed to think that soon, very soon this would all be over and I would be seguinte to Daniel laughing about all of this.
I got to where Emily was holding the phone in her hand and, as I took it from her, I whispered: “two minutes”.
“Olá Francisca!” I knew she would be thrilled that I was talking in portuguese. (“Hey Francisca!”)
“Hey, Cath! You are talking in portuguese, that’s awesome… I was just calling you to ask if you wanted to go with me to school. I live close to you and I usually take the bus to school. Like that you could learn some new things on the way to school. What do you think?” That would be good, not having to hear Emily tell me all about how fun school was going to be and how happy she was that I was here.
“That sounds amazing! I just need to ask my aunt. Could you hang on an second?”
“Ya, sure.” Her voice was excited, I could tell that she was hoping that my aunt would say yes.
“Emily?” I said holding the phone in my hand. “Do you mind if I go to school with Francisca por bus? Like that you could stay início a few mais minutos and finish whatever you need for work!”
“Ohhh of course! I still have some things to do and that would be amazing! Let me just give you some money in case you need it!” She said as she got out of the cozinha and came to me. “Here… Have fun! And thank Francisca for me.”
I gave her a smile and told Francisca that I could go with her! I got my things ready, gave Emily a kiss on the cheek and headed downstairs where Francisca was waiting for me.
“Hey… Are you ready?” She asked.
“Yes, and you?” I said with a smile. Maybe this wouldn’t be that bad... I would do my best and maybe being in the same class with him wouldn’t be that bad!
“Yes… We just need to wait for Alex!” My coração fell to my feet. All hope that I still had about this being bearable went down as soon as she said his name. “I’m sorry, I know this must be horrible for you, but he called me one minuto after I talked to you and I didn’t have the courage to tell him no.”
“It’s all right. Don’t worry! I would have to see him at school, this is just a bit earlier.” I did my best not to fall to the ground along with my coração as we started to walk to his building. Francisca rang the door sino and two minutos after Alex appeared. I couldn’t describe what went through my mind in that minuto because the segundo he appeared I felt like I was in Hell. He looked like a god, he was wearing an ivory camisa that went beautifully with his eyes and he had some brown pants on. It was the simplest thing he could be wearing but him in that was enough to make me wish that I had never come out of the house today.
“Hey, girls. How are you today?” He never looked at me, even if he was talking in plural for me and Francisca his eyes never reached my face. In some way I was thankful for that, but that also meant that he was mad at me for yesterday and in part that hurt me mais that it was suppose to.
“Hey, Alex. Are you ready? We need to be going if we don’t want to miss the bus!” Francisca said and started to walk to the bus station.
I walked close to her and as far away as possible from him. I was lost in my own thoughts when I heard Francisca:
“You see… here we don’t have a bus that comes and picks us up, we go either on foot, por car or por public bus. It’s a bit far to go on foot and my mother is always busy so I normally go por bus.”
“Ohhh, I usually went on foot to school. It wasn’t that far away and we had a big group that went together. We were around eight normally, it was really fun because we told jokes and stuff. Sometimes it was just me and my friend, Beatrix, because I was the only one that waited for her… She was always late!” Remembering Beatrix made me laugh. She was always late and the funny thing was that as soon as I said “Charles is waiting”, she would start to run like the devil was on her back.
“We are almost there, Kika.” Alex said after almost fifteen minutos of being silent.
“What did you call her?” It was the first time I heard him call her that and that made me curious. Not because it was something related to Francisca but because it was something related to him.
“Ohhhh it’s a nickname. You can call me that too. It shorter then my whole name!”
I wasn’t even paying attention to what she was saying because when I asked he turned his eyes up and locked them on mine… I was trapped and I just didn’t want to get out of that stare…



Like the end of this one:P Don't really know why, but I do:)
posted by ashesandwine
Another one:D Thanks for liking my poems Just_bella, thanks hon :D







A sky without stars,
A house without people,
A night never forgotten,
A peace, a light...


A stolen life,
An unmasked lie,
A amor uncovered,
Two people never,
Again, separeted...


A moon without
Her brightness,
Without life,
Empty of all feelings...































































































Hope you like it:D
posted by ashesandwine
Today I have a few to post...Hope you guys like them:D


I miss feeling
Your heat...
I miss felling
Vivacity of children...
I miss feeling
The breeze in my face...


I'm prisoner in
An eternal goodbye.
I walk without a destiny,
Looking for what I know
I'll never find...


I see the time passing,
In a clock without pendulum.
I see the clouds passing,
In a blue sky...
And I stay still,
In a train too old
To ever walk again...













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Source: thanks to mcs50
Ok....second one:D Thanks and please help me decide:D


“Chikako, are you paying attention?” I came back to reality. It was such a beautiful daydream. Nothing of this had happen, my parents were still alive and I was still in my old room surrounded por all my stuff…
“Yes… Sorry, what were you asking me?” I looked at Hisako and saw her looking at me with a weird look!
“I was asking you if you wanted to go for lunch or stay there looking at nothing” I had been sonhar acordado through the classes and I hadn’t even realized…
“Yes, of course… Did I miss any thing important?” I asked....
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posted by ashesandwine
Ok guys... To help you decide I'm going to post chapter 2 of each possiblity for a new story:D Thanks all and please help me choose:D



“ You’re hallucinating. I will call the doctor” Derek said.
“No, I don’t have time. I need to tell you this… You need to believe what I’m going to say, even if it sounds crazy… I need you to promise me that…” I needed him to believe me, I needed him to know his story!
“I believe you, don’t worry Dad!” He said, but I could hear in his voice that he thought that I was going crazy….
“After I went to your parents grave, I started to look...
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posted by ashesandwine
Ok, guys.... This will be my last chapter until I get back from vacations:D I know that I still have a few days before I go but I have a lot of stuff to do.... So, when I get back I'll write more:D I'm going to write one mais chapter of wich possiblity for a new story... Help me decide which one I should write:D


“Catherine’s POV”

Give me a ladder and I’ll climb to the moon, give me hope and I’ll wait for you, but give me your amor and in a segundo I’ll be seguinte to you…


I couldn’t stand stay at início all dia so I want for a walk through the city… I didn’t really knew where I was...
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posted by ashesandwine
I thought you might like this one:D





I'll free the slaves,
I'll help the helpless,
I'll curse the damn,
If you only look at me...

And if you amor me,
I'll make the Sun come to Earth,
I'll make the Moon shine
For all eternaty,
And that your name will forever
Shine in the sky writen por the stars,
So that no eraser can clear it up....






























amor is always there..... Just open your hearts and let it come in.....


























Hope you like it:D
posted by ashesandwine
Not much to say, just thanks for the support...
And please read the possibilities that I have in the spot for a new story....
Help me decide...


“Catherine’s POV”

I look for you in my heart, I look for you in my soul…. Every face that I see makes me think of you, every voice I hear makes me look for you…
Nothing remains the same and the mais I try to wait for the moment when we’ll be together again, the mais my coração hurts…



I got dressed and went to the kitchen. Emily was just getting ready to leave to work.
“Hey, Catherine… I was going to leave this here for you but if you’re...
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posted by ashesandwine
Ok, this one is Patrisha727 idea:D Thanks, hon:P Please choose


My life was always surrounded por wealth… I never knew any other way to live. My family was one of the richest in Tokyo, Japan. But now my parents were dead and I was living in a orphanage, in a room with 10 other girls…
    “Chikako, come on… Worry up! We need to get to school…” Hisako said. She was my only friend in this hell on Earth.
    “Coming…. “ I reached her. “As soon as I turn 18 I’m, definitely leave this place…”
    “All right, but you still have 3 mais days until you get there” She didn’t believe me. She wasn’t like me, she never met her parents, she was dumped in the orphanage as a baby and she didn’t knew any other life. But I did, and I couldn’t stay here any longer.
    Three mais days… Three mais days and I could finally be free I would fight and I would get my old life back…
    I got to school… Another dia of school… Another dia of hell…
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