Amber Dawn

Fanpopping since April 2013

  • 26 years old
  • Chicago, United States of America
  • Favorite TV Show: uma familia da pesada
    Favorite Movie: diário de uma paixão
    Favorite Musician: I can't pick a favorito :o
    Favorite Book or Author: Seven Types of Ambiguity
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ambear15 said about rin e len kagamine
Oh how I wish Vocaloid were real people. I freaking amor them! Posted over a year ago
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ambear15 said about amor
I said I loved him.. And he said it too. Now he's leaving. It's been about two and a half weeks since he even tried to text, call, message, talk to me.. Sometimes, I wonder if he still cares. He told me he cared and that he always will. So, I've been trying to be understanding.. But.. It's just hard. And it gets harder every day. Best part? Can't even talk to anyone about it. We weren't supposed to be together back then, everything has to stay a secret. Get do bottle up all my feelings. Yay. :/ Posted over a year ago
Sinna_Hime_chan commented…
You do not HAVE to bottle them up- you are talking here. IF it was real and IF it was meant to be- it will work out later. People return to us many times. Sometimes we have to let go to see mais clearly, to see if it was real, and just HAVE to for whatever situation. We forget that people are ONLY on loan to us as gifts anyway and that whether months or years may pass, that is all a part of it. We must accept. I know it hurts & it is frustrating. I do not reccomend to people to just automatically believe people mean all they say. "Always" - "never" these are absolutes we should not use & promise, for when unfufilled it hurts terribly. I am used to hearing that stuff now and only time will prove it. I can pray if I want to & then all we can do is talk about it or write about it or all of those -for however long we need & however long it takes. over a year ago
coriann commented…
awe, hun, are you guys gay? bi maybe? hey, i know, and i think everybody here knows at least a little how it feels to be let down por someone you loved so much! i was stabbed in the back, hurt, dissapointed many times but don't give up! amor is hard to find but it's there, you just have to keep looking *hugs you* over a year ago
coriann commented…
and don't let things like these get to you, and if you feel alone, know that somebody cares, because if nobody did then we would not have answered your post :) over a year ago