This right here. Is the best dia of any transgender's life. It's....hard to explain but it's like....an acknowledgement that you can be who you really are. that you are going to be you. come hell or high water. and the knowledge that no matter what happens, that won't change. When my Therapist got me on hormones, I was excited. I got in to see the doctor THAT day. and GOT my hormones.
I was excited. Yet fearful that if too many knew, they'd be taken away from me. so I hid it from work and family. telling only friends who needed to know. Now a days I'm out of the closet. and loving it. yeah my family shunned me, but still that moment was like a switch in my head. a dia I will never forget. I know many of you can't understand that feeling. maybe some of you can, but all the same I am still grateful for the support from everyone on here.

So I had a horrible time on trimet today. Went to do my unemployment and ended up not going to do it because someone decided to "prove" i was male and was getting exceedingly dangerous and angry as the segundos ticked. eventually he was shouting at me to drop my pants. I was crying por that point. And trimet officials came on to check tickets when they saw the event happening. grabbing the man they got him away from me and after explaining the situation they took him off the train and one of them rode the train on my way back making sure no one bothered me until I got off. but still that was not fun. and I think I'll avoid trimet as much as possible.