Meridian walked on the costa line, the water slipping over her feet like sheets of liquid sky. She looked at the sunset, the wind blowing at her white hair, like snow. She sighed and looked into the water as it came and went. "I am going to die, all because of the Curse of the White Hair." Her silver eyes scanned the shore, as she came upon a peixe flopping on dry sand. With the quick motion of her wrist, sea water became and orb around the small fish, allowing it to live another dia of life.
She whispered at the small fish, "You get to live another dia oh Small Insignificant Fish.Because of me, because someone was there who cared, who wanted, you to live. But no, not me."
She brought the peixe closer to herself, and looked so close at the peixe that was only millimeters form her face. She whispered at it again and said with a sad face that was so serious and solemn, "No i'm going to die because no one will ever amor me, no boy anyway.If i reach the age of 20, without a love, i will die in my sleep, that is if something doesn't kill me first. But you won't die to dia Fish. and not over some ferkakta curse." Meridian's mind threw the peixe back into the water, and walked back along the shore. She looked back at her footprints and when the water came so quickly and made them disappear like no one had ever walked it. Her eyes saddened, thought, Thats exactly who i'll be some one only a few see then, i'm gone, and no one even remembers i was there.
She looked up to the sky, "Just think about it then. A queen, dying over a curse for beauty. How beautiful i must be," she scoffed at the words, "that they are afraid to amor me."
She bent over and picked up a rock the size of her palm and formed it into a small horse and a rider, "Where is my Prince Charming now? Are you ever coming for me?" and she kissed the rock, and threw it into the ocean, and kept walking.
She whispered at the small fish, "You get to live another dia oh Small Insignificant Fish.Because of me, because someone was there who cared, who wanted, you to live. But no, not me."
She brought the peixe closer to herself, and looked so close at the peixe that was only millimeters form her face. She whispered at it again and said with a sad face that was so serious and solemn, "No i'm going to die because no one will ever amor me, no boy anyway.If i reach the age of 20, without a love, i will die in my sleep, that is if something doesn't kill me first. But you won't die to dia Fish. and not over some ferkakta curse." Meridian's mind threw the peixe back into the water, and walked back along the shore. She looked back at her footprints and when the water came so quickly and made them disappear like no one had ever walked it. Her eyes saddened, thought, Thats exactly who i'll be some one only a few see then, i'm gone, and no one even remembers i was there.
She looked up to the sky, "Just think about it then. A queen, dying over a curse for beauty. How beautiful i must be," she scoffed at the words, "that they are afraid to amor me."
She bent over and picked up a rock the size of her palm and formed it into a small horse and a rider, "Where is my Prince Charming now? Are you ever coming for me?" and she kissed the rock, and threw it into the ocean, and kept walking.
The Face.
Everyday I wake up
and put on a face
that hides all of the tears, fears, thoughts, and feelings
that I deal with everyday.
Not many people even know the real me.
They know me as the happy, always smiling self.
They don't see the crying, upset, depressed me.
My friends have no clue how hard it is to appear so happy,
when, on the inside,
I'm ready to scream or cry.
It's hard.
Only one person, including me, knows my real self.
If anyone else saw it,
they wouldn't be able to take it.
They don't know what it's like to live a lie
everytime I wake up.
Sick. Twisted. Not One Of You.
Everyday I wake up
and put on a face
that hides all of the tears, fears, thoughts, and feelings
that I deal with everyday.
Not many people even know the real me.
They know me as the happy, always smiling self.
They don't see the crying, upset, depressed me.
My friends have no clue how hard it is to appear so happy,
when, on the inside,
I'm ready to scream or cry.
It's hard.
Only one person, including me, knows my real self.
If anyone else saw it,
they wouldn't be able to take it.
They don't know what it's like to live a lie
everytime I wake up.
Sick. Twisted. Not One Of You.
Trying to explain to Skylar why and what she wont say, and why the past may not matter, and why life sucks
Life Is a Sin : por Dox Eternal (ask me who that is okay, if u dont know)
Why is it a sin?
Does it really matter where i've been?
Life can take us on journeys
that no one else would understand.
If life is a sin,
Why don't we just stop livin'?
For us life may not be true,
life throws us fogo and we wont know what to do.
amor is part of life,
But living is sin,
It makes no sense anymore,
we will never win.
amor is lie, that we just keep on livin'
becasue life is a sin,
i will never understand,
Even though i aint perfect,
I am emotional,
But you wouldn't understand
i am some one else,
B/c i'm not really who u tihnk i am,
iam, iam.
Because life is a sin,
i will never fit in,
I know,
amor is life, but life aint good for you,
life is a sin,
and i will never know what to do, for you.
Life Is a Sin : por Dox Eternal (ask me who that is okay, if u dont know)
Why is it a sin?
Does it really matter where i've been?
Life can take us on journeys
that no one else would understand.
If life is a sin,
Why don't we just stop livin'?
For us life may not be true,
life throws us fogo and we wont know what to do.
amor is part of life,
But living is sin,
It makes no sense anymore,
we will never win.
amor is lie, that we just keep on livin'
becasue life is a sin,
i will never understand,
Even though i aint perfect,
I am emotional,
But you wouldn't understand
i am some one else,
B/c i'm not really who u tihnk i am,
iam, iam.
Because life is a sin,
i will never fit in,
I know,
amor is life, but life aint good for you,
life is a sin,
and i will never know what to do, for you.
Alias: Arwin
Age: 16
Occupation/Alliance: Hero
Appearance: Long black hair, laranja eyes, 5' 5"
Powers/skills/weapons: powers over the element earth, martial arts, and her family heir loom (a magic staff)
Personality: Withdrawn, optimistic, kind, brave, courageous, shy, cynical, hard-working, loyal
History: After being given into the care of her grandparents without warning Lana's parents mysteriously went missing. Lana discovered their family heir loom when she went looking for her parents a ano later. She took the heir loom into her possesion after leitura a note left with the heir loom por her parents. When she was fifteen she left her grandparents to train her powers. After training for three years and discovering many things Lana returned to her grandparent's house to find them gone. From that point on Lana decided that secrets only killed people rather than kept the safe.