bella pov
i wake up and saw alice infront of me smiling rose cama was already made so she was already out
"hi alice"
hi bella come on i got just the right outfit for you today she said smiling
what outfit no nono
"thanks alice but i think i can pick an outfit for myself " i said
she giggle" well i doubt it this last two days you were almost the same clothes i pick somthing really nice"
she pointed at a mini saia and a camisa
"thanks that sweet but im not going to wear that" i said amost yelling atuação a bit like a brat
"please bella please" she make cachorro, filhote de cachorro eyes and i couldn't resist
"fine fine " i mutter and change
"yay " she said
school today was horrible again they stare at me and some guy whislte but stop when they saw my angry face
and to topo, início the dia rose alice and i went shopping and emmet and jasper came to carry our bags
it wasn't that bad it was really nice alice just pick a bunch of clothes and i just try them on
after probalby 5 hours of shopping the boys and me were hungry so we went to the school restaurant yes this school has a restaurant well actually 3 how cool is that !!!
when we sat and order i notice that some tables foward was a bronze hair and i look and it was edward but he look really sad really miserable it didn't matter that he was a pig and a player but his expression break my coração so i took a big breath and walk to talk to him
alice and rose didn't notice because they were lost in emmet's and jasper's eyes
"i have to go to the bathroom" i mutter
i walk to his mesa, tabela
what are you doing??? i thought i really didn't knew but seeing that expresion and remembering how i yelled at him i had to talk to him
i sat infront of him he was looking down when he look up his green eyes were red and swollen like he had cry all night
"edward what happen?" i didn't ask if he was ok because he clearly wasn't ok
he look at me not look almost glare but then his eyes turn hopeless
"what do you want bella?didn't you ask me to leave you alone?" he ask
he was right but his expression
"you didn't answer my question" i told him softly and touch his hand i wanted to help him it was as if this was a different edward he was not the player he was like almost a frighten little boy
he look at my hand and then at my face then he sigh
"if i tell you could you promise to keep it to yourslef?" he ask
i nodded
"is that today 3 years atrás my mother died" his voice broke "that is why my dad send us to this school he was too coração broken my mom was the amor of his life . i amor her too she was mais than my mom you know when i was a kid i didn't have friends so she was also my best friend" he said
i took his hand in both of mine
"im so sorry edward" i was surprize that alice and emmet seem so happy so normal today
edward seem to read my thoughts
" alice and emmet also amor her and miss her i think but i was closer to her or maybe they just deal with her death better than i do"
he look at me right at my eyes
"you are sure something else bella cisne i trust you wont tell anyone. i have to go thanks for hearing me i needed that" he gave me a weak smile and walk away
he suddenly turn around and look at me with angry eyes
"bella promise me that you will feel the same way you felt before i tell you this ok i don't need anyones pity" he turn and walk quickly away not giving me a chance to say anything
i was shook poor edward and he was alone although he had many fãs girls he was still alone
so was this the real edward cullen ??
i approch to my mesa, tabela
"hey are you ok you were ther for ages" emmet said i look at him and then at alice
"yeah im fine " i said
i was mad at alice and at emmet how could they let edward go alone through this !! but probably edward didn't want there pity either
"are you sure you look really pale bells" alice said
"your right maybe a should go to cama you stay here and eat " i said and smile weakly
"ok" they said
i arrive to my room and went to cama i wish the pianist was there but i didn't heard his música i fall asleep thinking about edward
i wake up and saw alice infront of me smiling rose cama was already made so she was already out
"hi alice"
hi bella come on i got just the right outfit for you today she said smiling
what outfit no nono
"thanks alice but i think i can pick an outfit for myself " i said
she giggle" well i doubt it this last two days you were almost the same clothes i pick somthing really nice"
she pointed at a mini saia and a camisa
"thanks that sweet but im not going to wear that" i said amost yelling atuação a bit like a brat
"please bella please" she make cachorro, filhote de cachorro eyes and i couldn't resist
"fine fine " i mutter and change
"yay " she said
school today was horrible again they stare at me and some guy whislte but stop when they saw my angry face
and to topo, início the dia rose alice and i went shopping and emmet and jasper came to carry our bags
it wasn't that bad it was really nice alice just pick a bunch of clothes and i just try them on
after probalby 5 hours of shopping the boys and me were hungry so we went to the school restaurant yes this school has a restaurant well actually 3 how cool is that !!!
when we sat and order i notice that some tables foward was a bronze hair and i look and it was edward but he look really sad really miserable it didn't matter that he was a pig and a player but his expression break my coração so i took a big breath and walk to talk to him
alice and rose didn't notice because they were lost in emmet's and jasper's eyes
"i have to go to the bathroom" i mutter
i walk to his mesa, tabela
what are you doing??? i thought i really didn't knew but seeing that expresion and remembering how i yelled at him i had to talk to him
i sat infront of him he was looking down when he look up his green eyes were red and swollen like he had cry all night
"edward what happen?" i didn't ask if he was ok because he clearly wasn't ok
he look at me not look almost glare but then his eyes turn hopeless
"what do you want bella?didn't you ask me to leave you alone?" he ask
he was right but his expression
"you didn't answer my question" i told him softly and touch his hand i wanted to help him it was as if this was a different edward he was not the player he was like almost a frighten little boy
he look at my hand and then at my face then he sigh
"if i tell you could you promise to keep it to yourslef?" he ask
i nodded
"is that today 3 years atrás my mother died" his voice broke "that is why my dad send us to this school he was too coração broken my mom was the amor of his life . i amor her too she was mais than my mom you know when i was a kid i didn't have friends so she was also my best friend" he said
i took his hand in both of mine
"im so sorry edward" i was surprize that alice and emmet seem so happy so normal today
edward seem to read my thoughts
" alice and emmet also amor her and miss her i think but i was closer to her or maybe they just deal with her death better than i do"
he look at me right at my eyes
"you are sure something else bella cisne i trust you wont tell anyone. i have to go thanks for hearing me i needed that" he gave me a weak smile and walk away
he suddenly turn around and look at me with angry eyes
"bella promise me that you will feel the same way you felt before i tell you this ok i don't need anyones pity" he turn and walk quickly away not giving me a chance to say anything
i was shook poor edward and he was alone although he had many fãs girls he was still alone
so was this the real edward cullen ??
i approch to my mesa, tabela
"hey are you ok you were ther for ages" emmet said i look at him and then at alice
"yeah im fine " i said
i was mad at alice and at emmet how could they let edward go alone through this !! but probably edward didn't want there pity either
"are you sure you look really pale bells" alice said
"your right maybe a should go to cama you stay here and eat " i said and smile weakly
"ok" they said
i arrive to my room and went to cama i wish the pianist was there but i didn't heard his música i fall asleep thinking about edward
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Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the coração which will stop beating soon, the coração which was the reason for me to live, the coração which she had given to me to keep seguro just like how I had given her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the coração which will stop beating soon, the coração which was the reason for me to live, the coração which she had given to me to keep seguro just like how I had given her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what you think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what you think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when you say one of the comments -and you've probably said one of the comments mais then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure you can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so popular if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my friends just don't understand lol). How many do you think you can fill, comment below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what you think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure you can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so popular if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my friends just don't understand lol). How many do you think you can fill, comment below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what you think please.
So these are, por far, my favorito frases from the first 3 books. (I haven't read breaking dawn yet :P)
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I amor you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I amor you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD