Chapter 19: Honorary lobo (Nessie's POV)
The sun streamed into the open flap of the tent reflecting off of me and Jake’s skin sending prisms of color swirling around us. We had been laying in a contented silence for the past hora just trying to embrulho, envoltório our heads around the fact that we were able to be here together without a worry. It amazed me how even after all of the drama that had unfolded in our lives over the past couple of weeks we could still fall right back into place as though nothing had happened. I was even mais grateful than I had been for each moment that I was in his arms.
He smiled down at me his perfect white teeth flashing against his flawless skin as he ran his fingers up and down my bare back. I shivered at the electrifying sensation that his touch brought forth.
“Do you know how much I amor you Mrs. Black?”
I propped myself so that my hands were on his muscular chest and my chin was resting against them giving me the perfect view of his stunning face.
“I think that I have an idea…” I said breathlessly.
His face grew very serious; “I really don’t think that you understand what these past few weeks have done to me…” his eyes drifted far away and contained a heavy sadness as he continued. I stroked his cheek as he spoke his hand flew up to his face holding me to him- almost as though he still believed that at any segundo I would disappear.
“You don’t understand Renesmee.”
I was now fully alert paying attention to his every word this was serious if he was reverting to my full name.
“… I watched you…die. I was helpless there was nothing that I could do to make it better. You are my imprint, my other half when you died I did too. I knew that I had to keep going for our children but honestly I am too weak without you I don’t think that I would have been strong enough to live without you… I would have chosen death over our children what kind of father does that?” His eyes snapped shut and my lips moved smoothly to caress his eyelids and then lingering on his earlobes as I whispered, “My poor sweet Jacob. I am so sorry for all that you went through…”
His face twisted in surprise, “YOU are sorry, Nessie you almost died because I couldn’t; protect you. You have nothing to apologize for.”
I shot him a look of warning and he obediently gave up the grudge he held against himself.
He sighed running a hand through his hair and then he smiled at me, a sad smile but still it was progress.
“The point is that I realized that I amor you even mais than ever and I didn’t think that it was possible. You are amazing and you are absolutely everything to me. You sacrificed your life in order to give me our beautiful children… I have a little something for you it is nothing compared to everything that you have given me.”
I arched an eyebrow, “Jake you know I don’t want you to spend money on me…”
“Yes Nessie we all know how you feel about that…”
I snorted in laughter at his mock seriousness.
“I bought the materials but I made it…”
I sat up quickly holding my hand out. I loved when my Jacob made me gifts they held such meaning.
He laughed at my eagerness, “Still so much a child.” He reached into one of the bags on the side of the tent and he pulled out a tiny leather pouch.
“Thank you for our children and for fighting as hard as you did to come back to me I amor you Ness.”
I pulled the leather drawstring and reached into it carefully pulling out the contents. I gasped at the beauty of what I held in my hands. I knew that I would be crying had I been able.
“Oh Jacob…”
His brow furrowed in concern, “Do you like it? I have never worked with platinum before. We owe my dad a new work bench I broke it because I kinda’ got kind of pissed off… I think they look mais like blobs than…”
I placed a finger on his lip silencing him so that I could observe the beauty of his work in the silence that it deserved.
He had taken a platinum charm bracelet and made little lobos out of platinum. The lobos had such detail own to the finest line on each face. He had given each of the wolf’s eyes made out of their birthstones first Jake, then me, and each of our children in their birth order rosa, -de-rosa tourmaline for the girls and laranja tourmaline for the boys.
I touched each charm delicately and then turned to Jake to have him put it one me nest to the promise bracelet he had made for me so many years go.
He smiled at my obvious amor towards the bracelet that he had made me.
“I wanted to give you something that would tell you the birth order of the bebês since you weren’t really…there for it…” his voice broke.
I sat on his lap and nestled his head against my chest as I stroked his hair. My lips moved against his neck in between my words.
“It is the most thoughtful and beautiful gift I have ever received. I amor it. I will never take it off.”
He smiled my favorito goofy Jake grin.
“Do you get it? Me and the kids are all lobos but we are made out of a cold hard metal. We decided to allow you to be an honorary wolf- you know so you wouldn’t feel left out.”
I rolled my eyes, “How kind of you all- I think that the initiation was a little much though don’t you?”
He started out looking as though he was pained por my words but then something changed in his eyes and he snickered at my comment. Perhaps he truly was moving on from this, what a relief.
“Well it has to be that way otherwise anyone could be a vamp-wolf…”
I shook my head at his corniness but I was glad that he was getting back to normal and coming out of his depression and self hatred.
“You just couldn’t help yourself could you?” I teased. Suddenly my mind flashed back to the night before, “And while we are on the topic of not controlling ourselves what the hell happened last night? You were out of control.”
He looked at me sheepishly and I could tell he would have blushed if he were still alive. “What can I say Renesmee Black, you lead me to do some pretty crazy things…your scent alone is enough to make a sane man go mad.”
I giggled at him as I pushed him onto his back so that I could thank him for his gift properly.
The sun streamed into the open flap of the tent reflecting off of me and Jake’s skin sending prisms of color swirling around us. We had been laying in a contented silence for the past hora just trying to embrulho, envoltório our heads around the fact that we were able to be here together without a worry. It amazed me how even after all of the drama that had unfolded in our lives over the past couple of weeks we could still fall right back into place as though nothing had happened. I was even mais grateful than I had been for each moment that I was in his arms.
He smiled down at me his perfect white teeth flashing against his flawless skin as he ran his fingers up and down my bare back. I shivered at the electrifying sensation that his touch brought forth.
“Do you know how much I amor you Mrs. Black?”
I propped myself so that my hands were on his muscular chest and my chin was resting against them giving me the perfect view of his stunning face.
“I think that I have an idea…” I said breathlessly.
His face grew very serious; “I really don’t think that you understand what these past few weeks have done to me…” his eyes drifted far away and contained a heavy sadness as he continued. I stroked his cheek as he spoke his hand flew up to his face holding me to him- almost as though he still believed that at any segundo I would disappear.
“You don’t understand Renesmee.”
I was now fully alert paying attention to his every word this was serious if he was reverting to my full name.
“… I watched you…die. I was helpless there was nothing that I could do to make it better. You are my imprint, my other half when you died I did too. I knew that I had to keep going for our children but honestly I am too weak without you I don’t think that I would have been strong enough to live without you… I would have chosen death over our children what kind of father does that?” His eyes snapped shut and my lips moved smoothly to caress his eyelids and then lingering on his earlobes as I whispered, “My poor sweet Jacob. I am so sorry for all that you went through…”
His face twisted in surprise, “YOU are sorry, Nessie you almost died because I couldn’t; protect you. You have nothing to apologize for.”
I shot him a look of warning and he obediently gave up the grudge he held against himself.
He sighed running a hand through his hair and then he smiled at me, a sad smile but still it was progress.
“The point is that I realized that I amor you even mais than ever and I didn’t think that it was possible. You are amazing and you are absolutely everything to me. You sacrificed your life in order to give me our beautiful children… I have a little something for you it is nothing compared to everything that you have given me.”
I arched an eyebrow, “Jake you know I don’t want you to spend money on me…”
“Yes Nessie we all know how you feel about that…”
I snorted in laughter at his mock seriousness.
“I bought the materials but I made it…”
I sat up quickly holding my hand out. I loved when my Jacob made me gifts they held such meaning.
He laughed at my eagerness, “Still so much a child.” He reached into one of the bags on the side of the tent and he pulled out a tiny leather pouch.
“Thank you for our children and for fighting as hard as you did to come back to me I amor you Ness.”
I pulled the leather drawstring and reached into it carefully pulling out the contents. I gasped at the beauty of what I held in my hands. I knew that I would be crying had I been able.
“Oh Jacob…”
His brow furrowed in concern, “Do you like it? I have never worked with platinum before. We owe my dad a new work bench I broke it because I kinda’ got kind of pissed off… I think they look mais like blobs than…”
I placed a finger on his lip silencing him so that I could observe the beauty of his work in the silence that it deserved.
He had taken a platinum charm bracelet and made little lobos out of platinum. The lobos had such detail own to the finest line on each face. He had given each of the wolf’s eyes made out of their birthstones first Jake, then me, and each of our children in their birth order rosa, -de-rosa tourmaline for the girls and laranja tourmaline for the boys.
I touched each charm delicately and then turned to Jake to have him put it one me nest to the promise bracelet he had made for me so many years go.
He smiled at my obvious amor towards the bracelet that he had made me.
“I wanted to give you something that would tell you the birth order of the bebês since you weren’t really…there for it…” his voice broke.
I sat on his lap and nestled his head against my chest as I stroked his hair. My lips moved against his neck in between my words.
“It is the most thoughtful and beautiful gift I have ever received. I amor it. I will never take it off.”
He smiled my favorito goofy Jake grin.
“Do you get it? Me and the kids are all lobos but we are made out of a cold hard metal. We decided to allow you to be an honorary wolf- you know so you wouldn’t feel left out.”
I rolled my eyes, “How kind of you all- I think that the initiation was a little much though don’t you?”
He started out looking as though he was pained por my words but then something changed in his eyes and he snickered at my comment. Perhaps he truly was moving on from this, what a relief.
“Well it has to be that way otherwise anyone could be a vamp-wolf…”
I shook my head at his corniness but I was glad that he was getting back to normal and coming out of his depression and self hatred.
“You just couldn’t help yourself could you?” I teased. Suddenly my mind flashed back to the night before, “And while we are on the topic of not controlling ourselves what the hell happened last night? You were out of control.”
He looked at me sheepishly and I could tell he would have blushed if he were still alive. “What can I say Renesmee Black, you lead me to do some pretty crazy things…your scent alone is enough to make a sane man go mad.”
I giggled at him as I pushed him onto his back so that I could thank him for his gift properly.
If we never found this love
If we never took that road
If we hadn't had the heart
We wouldn't have this home
Love, amor will take you
Love, amor will take you there
Love, amor will take you
Love, amor will take you there
In this world the coração beats slow
In my arms let's share the cold
In my eyes you’re all I've known
Darling let's go home
Love, amor will take you
Love, amor will take you there
Love, amor will take you
Love, amor will take you there
Love, amor will take you
Love, amor will take you there
Love, amor will take you
Love, amor will take you there
If we never took that road
If we hadn't had the heart
We wouldn't have this home
Love, amor will take you
Love, amor will take you there
Love, amor will take you
Love, amor will take you there
In this world the coração beats slow
In my arms let's share the cold
In my eyes you’re all I've known
Darling let's go home
Love, amor will take you
Love, amor will take you there
Love, amor will take you
Love, amor will take you there
Love, amor will take you
Love, amor will take you there
Love, amor will take you
Love, amor will take you there
Last born of the clan
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his faca and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing seguinte of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his faca and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing seguinte of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
When these pillars get put down
It will be you who wears the crown
And I’ll owe everything to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
How much pain has cracked your soul
And how much amor would make you whole
You’re my guiding lightning strike
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
And she attacks me like a Leo
When my coração is dividido, dividir like Rio
And I assure you my debts are real
I can’t find the words to say
When I’m confused
I traveled half the world to say
You are my muse
Oooohh
Oooohh
Oooohh
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
It will be you who wears the crown
And I’ll owe everything to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
How much pain has cracked your soul
And how much amor would make you whole
You’re my guiding lightning strike
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
And she attacks me like a Leo
When my coração is dividido, dividir like Rio
And I assure you my debts are real
I can’t find the words to say
When I’m confused
I traveled half the world to say
You are my muse
Oooohh
Oooohh
Oooohh
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
fãs tried to save the school but in the end they couldn't get enough cash together.
A popular Twilight landmark has been demolished after a fã fundraiser to save the site failed to reach its target amount. They needed $287,000 to preserve the facade of Forks High School in Forks, Washington raised just a few thousand dollars.
The school, where Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson filmed scenes for the hit vampire movies, is one of a handful of locations in the sleepy town visited por devotees of the franchise to be destroyed.
The facade was bulldozed earlier this mês as bosses make way to build a new school. So if you want to see it, see it now!
29th December 2010
Hi! I am Mary Alice Brandon Cullen, but i prefer to be called Alice! my family is:
me
Jasper
Bella
Edward
Rosalie
Emmet
carlisle
Esme
and Renesmee(Nessie!)
The reason i got this diary was because nessie forced me into it. " Look auntie Alice! i bought this for you!" That mean little angel! nessie bought me this diary, and you can't say no can you! so really this is annoying, and i probably won't even do a segundo entry!Nessie also bought me a blue jacket. there was 2 tickets that came with it. the tickets were to go to this de praia, praia place. " auntie Alice! do you like this coat? you won't like the tickets! i will take them! Jasper and me just looked at each other when she said that. Anyway she is growing up so fast i feel depressed. God, 200 years old tomorrow! Yay! I have to go now thought bye!
Hi! I am Mary Alice Brandon Cullen, but i prefer to be called Alice! my family is:
me
Jasper
Bella
Edward
Rosalie
Emmet
carlisle
Esme
and Renesmee(Nessie!)
The reason i got this diary was because nessie forced me into it. " Look auntie Alice! i bought this for you!" That mean little angel! nessie bought me this diary, and you can't say no can you! so really this is annoying, and i probably won't even do a segundo entry!Nessie also bought me a blue jacket. there was 2 tickets that came with it. the tickets were to go to this de praia, praia place. " auntie Alice! do you like this coat? you won't like the tickets! i will take them! Jasper and me just looked at each other when she said that. Anyway she is growing up so fast i feel depressed. God, 200 years old tomorrow! Yay! I have to go now thought bye!