at school the nxt day
my pov
wtf?! did randy just say he likd me?! no. no. no. no way mariah! but i kind of lik him 2-WTF AM I SAYNG?! HE FREAKN BEAT ME UP!!!!!!! NO H3LL NO!!!!!
me-*at my locker*
???-ohhhh u look cute 2day!
me-hey chrys-is that a new outfit?!
chrys-me?! wadda bout u?!
me-me?!
me n chrys 2gthr-LOOK AT U!!!!
me-lmao! watcha doin girlie?
chrys-nun just lookin at fine boys pass-hey baby wnna come hlp me study?
???-sure!
me-ugggg gurl u a freak
chrys-speakng of freak wat about u n HIM?!
me-nun he ddnt hurt me...he was-...nice
chrys-lmao ur kddng rite?!
me-no he was n he-well nvm tht would be tmi
chrys-i knw thts rite! speak of the-
me-chrys be nice!
chrys-i dnt make promises dnt look!
me-*turns head n prtend 2 put stuff in my locker*
???-hey Mariah can i tlk 2 u?
me-um...*looks at chrys*
chrys-Oh im gnna be good! *givs raio, ray death stare*
ray-*flinches*
chrys-*whispers in ear* if u do any little thng 2 her, i will go loco on yo a$$!!!!
ray-np *takes me 2 abandoned classroom n closes n locks the door*
me-uh...randy y u close the door?!
ray-i wnna hav sum fun with u *coming closer 2 me*
me-*steps back evytime he come closer unttil im trapped in a stupid corner*
ray-*presses hiself against me*
me-*winces*
ray-*keeps pressing*
me-ouch randy plz stop! tht hurts!
ray-i knw *keeps gttng closer*
me-*groans of hurt* ow ow owwwwww!!!! plzzzz!!!!
ray-*keeps doing it*
me-*pushes him off me n falls 2 knee's* i knw i cldnt trust u!
ray-y not?!
me-cuz i knw u werent nice! i hav heard of actng u knw!
ray-*comes ovr n slams me against wall*
me-*cries silently*
ray-i did nothng 2 u! im still tryng 2 get alyson back but she said she found her mr rite already! n its ur fault!
me-im sorry plz put me dwn! ur hurtng me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ray-n ur gnna hurt summore! *body slams me 2 floor n get on topo, início of me* wow n u thght sumone likd ur ugly a$$!!!!
me-n u thght the same!
ray-*punches me*
me-randy plz stop! ill get u the perfect girl i promise! somone just lik alyson!
ray-u thnk im dumb?! ALYSON WAS ONE OF A KIND!!!!!!
me-*crying* i knw but amor comes n goes!!!!! ow!!!!
ray-u wld knw!!!
me-yes i would but alyson mvd on!! thts wat u need 2 do!!!!
ray-im not mvng on without her!!!
me-*wines* okay but plz get off me
ray-nope ur gnna hurt lik i did!
me-randy mover on!!!! u cnt look progressivo, para a frente cuz ur 2 busy looking back!!!! tht waz like wat? 5 years ago?! n ur still not looking!!!
ray-*slaps me* ur not doctor phill so sthu!!!!
me-*winces n close my eyes tryng 2 thnk of being away frm here being famous n hvng crystal n summore ppl going on tour with me* (so i smile)
ray-wtf r u smiling 4?!
me-*comes back 2 realility* um...nothng
ray-r u lyng 2 me?!
me-no i swear i wasnt!!!!
ray-*puts his hand on topo, início of his head*
me-*flinches n covers face with hands*
ray-?! wat r u doing?!
me-*takes hands dwn* nothng. *winces*
ray-*gets off me*
me-*grabs stomach* *mumbles 2 self* owww!
ray-im sorry i got mad
me-thts...o...kay *winces n takes a deep breath n slides dwn mural 2 floor n cries sliently*
ray-*sits beside me* did i hurt u tht bad?
me-no im just sore
ray-can i see?
me-*looks at him funny* ur being nice again
ray-i knw
me-y?! do u get mood swings or sumin?
ray-lol no!
me-thn okay
ray-*lifts up shirt* *whispers*DAM!
me-wat is it gttn worse?!
ray-um..no but u got a nice azz body! i wonder y i ddnt see tht yesterday!
me-ray i gtta ask u somethng
ray-wat?
me-do u luv me, or h8 me?
ray-idk i get mad sumtimez n thn again i feel bad 4 wat i do 2 u
me-thn wich is it?!
ray-i...dk
me-ray look at me
ray-*looks up n looks in my eyes*
me-*turns away* i ddnt mean there
ray-u dnt lik mkng eye contact?
me-no
ray-well ill not make eye contact thn
me-*turns back* randy-
ray-*kisses me hard*
me-*flinches*
ray-*looks at me funny* r u okay?
me-yeah
ray-i hurt u tht bad? *puts head against mural n looks up*
me-yeah u sort of did
ray-*sighs* Mariah i told myself i would nvr hit a girl but i just...lose...control
me-*takes his hands in mine n looks him in the eye* randy i luv u. i really do but i wnt 2 help u
ray-U cnt u just cnt im gnna hurt u evn more
me-randy!!!! u keep doubting urself thts y u thnk u cnt do it!
ray-Mariah, i luv u 2
me-*smiles* its nice tht u made up ur mind
ray-*stares at me*
me-wat?
ray-u look beautiful wen u smile
me-*smiles n turns away*
ray-*makes me look at him n kisses me*
my pov
wtf?! did randy just say he likd me?! no. no. no. no way mariah! but i kind of lik him 2-WTF AM I SAYNG?! HE FREAKN BEAT ME UP!!!!!!! NO H3LL NO!!!!!
me-*at my locker*
???-ohhhh u look cute 2day!
me-hey chrys-is that a new outfit?!
chrys-me?! wadda bout u?!
me-me?!
me n chrys 2gthr-LOOK AT U!!!!
me-lmao! watcha doin girlie?
chrys-nun just lookin at fine boys pass-hey baby wnna come hlp me study?
???-sure!
me-ugggg gurl u a freak
chrys-speakng of freak wat about u n HIM?!
me-nun he ddnt hurt me...he was-...nice
chrys-lmao ur kddng rite?!
me-no he was n he-well nvm tht would be tmi
chrys-i knw thts rite! speak of the-
me-chrys be nice!
chrys-i dnt make promises dnt look!
me-*turns head n prtend 2 put stuff in my locker*
???-hey Mariah can i tlk 2 u?
me-um...*looks at chrys*
chrys-Oh im gnna be good! *givs raio, ray death stare*
ray-*flinches*
chrys-*whispers in ear* if u do any little thng 2 her, i will go loco on yo a$$!!!!
ray-np *takes me 2 abandoned classroom n closes n locks the door*
me-uh...randy y u close the door?!
ray-i wnna hav sum fun with u *coming closer 2 me*
me-*steps back evytime he come closer unttil im trapped in a stupid corner*
ray-*presses hiself against me*
me-*winces*
ray-*keeps pressing*
me-ouch randy plz stop! tht hurts!
ray-i knw *keeps gttng closer*
me-*groans of hurt* ow ow owwwwww!!!! plzzzz!!!!
ray-*keeps doing it*
me-*pushes him off me n falls 2 knee's* i knw i cldnt trust u!
ray-y not?!
me-cuz i knw u werent nice! i hav heard of actng u knw!
ray-*comes ovr n slams me against wall*
me-*cries silently*
ray-i did nothng 2 u! im still tryng 2 get alyson back but she said she found her mr rite already! n its ur fault!
me-im sorry plz put me dwn! ur hurtng me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ray-n ur gnna hurt summore! *body slams me 2 floor n get on topo, início of me* wow n u thght sumone likd ur ugly a$$!!!!
me-n u thght the same!
ray-*punches me*
me-randy plz stop! ill get u the perfect girl i promise! somone just lik alyson!
ray-u thnk im dumb?! ALYSON WAS ONE OF A KIND!!!!!!
me-*crying* i knw but amor comes n goes!!!!! ow!!!!
ray-u wld knw!!!
me-yes i would but alyson mvd on!! thts wat u need 2 do!!!!
ray-im not mvng on without her!!!
me-*wines* okay but plz get off me
ray-nope ur gnna hurt lik i did!
me-randy mover on!!!! u cnt look progressivo, para a frente cuz ur 2 busy looking back!!!! tht waz like wat? 5 years ago?! n ur still not looking!!!
ray-*slaps me* ur not doctor phill so sthu!!!!
me-*winces n close my eyes tryng 2 thnk of being away frm here being famous n hvng crystal n summore ppl going on tour with me* (so i smile)
ray-wtf r u smiling 4?!
me-*comes back 2 realility* um...nothng
ray-r u lyng 2 me?!
me-no i swear i wasnt!!!!
ray-*puts his hand on topo, início of his head*
me-*flinches n covers face with hands*
ray-?! wat r u doing?!
me-*takes hands dwn* nothng. *winces*
ray-*gets off me*
me-*grabs stomach* *mumbles 2 self* owww!
ray-im sorry i got mad
me-thts...o...kay *winces n takes a deep breath n slides dwn mural 2 floor n cries sliently*
ray-*sits beside me* did i hurt u tht bad?
me-no im just sore
ray-can i see?
me-*looks at him funny* ur being nice again
ray-i knw
me-y?! do u get mood swings or sumin?
ray-lol no!
me-thn okay
ray-*lifts up shirt* *whispers*DAM!
me-wat is it gttn worse?!
ray-um..no but u got a nice azz body! i wonder y i ddnt see tht yesterday!
me-ray i gtta ask u somethng
ray-wat?
me-do u luv me, or h8 me?
ray-idk i get mad sumtimez n thn again i feel bad 4 wat i do 2 u
me-thn wich is it?!
ray-i...dk
me-ray look at me
ray-*looks up n looks in my eyes*
me-*turns away* i ddnt mean there
ray-u dnt lik mkng eye contact?
me-no
ray-well ill not make eye contact thn
me-*turns back* randy-
ray-*kisses me hard*
me-*flinches*
ray-*looks at me funny* r u okay?
me-yeah
ray-i hurt u tht bad? *puts head against mural n looks up*
me-yeah u sort of did
ray-*sighs* Mariah i told myself i would nvr hit a girl but i just...lose...control
me-*takes his hands in mine n looks him in the eye* randy i luv u. i really do but i wnt 2 help u
ray-U cnt u just cnt im gnna hurt u evn more
me-randy!!!! u keep doubting urself thts y u thnk u cnt do it!
ray-Mariah, i luv u 2
me-*smiles* its nice tht u made up ur mind
ray-*stares at me*
me-wat?
ray-u look beautiful wen u smile
me-*smiles n turns away*
ray-*makes me look at him n kisses me*
