i know this may not be about ppb but i need someone to talk to...

i cant tell my friends cause they whent to places for summer vacation and i cant tell my family or els they would bugg me about it and posibbly tell!awwwwwww... i hate when this happends when you fall in amor with your guy friend i know maybe some of you have or had this experiance?well okay here it is so he started "liking me" when i was 10 well i think cause he told his parents that i was pritty and his parents told my grandma this is why you never trust a person in your family and eversence he has "liked me" like last ano he would sitt seguinte to me alot,flirt,try to make me jelouse,and come hang out with me all the time i go to my grandmas house cause he lives accross the rua from my grandma and now this ano he would do the same thing when i was gone for two weeks he didnt even want to look at me,nore say hi,because me,grandma,and her friend whent walking and on our wake back from walking he dot dropped off at his house and he didnt even say hi,nore look at me so his little brother ran and said hello to me and the guy i like told his brother to get over here but like in a pist off voice and i didnt even do eneything to him i rarley see him and yesterday june 15,2010 i was out side in the front yard of my grandmas house and my dad told me to open the water holes so i whent and he came back walking with his friend and told my dad hi and my dad said to me really loud look evelyn (thats my name)its ... (not mentioning names but the guy i like)and so i said kinda loud so he is just a friend and idk if the guy i am in amor with herd me or not i(i was tryings to hide my feelings)and waved and looked at me for a few saconds and waved to me and he brought out his new cachorro, filhote de cachorro to play with and i geuss he was trying to show it off idk and i think he was just trying to get my attention.PLEAS HELP me what should i do should i tell him i like him?does he like me?i am taller then him por 5inches so does hight matter?awwwwwwwwwwww... REALLY SORRY THIS IS LONG