As I slip onto unconsciousness
My mind never sleeps
My eyes twitch, indicating dreaming
Odd dreaming
I feel dead inside
As I feel like I'm dying in my sleep
Aching muscles try to awaken me
I try kicking and screaming
My neck cannot turn or move
I feel trapped
It's almost like I'm in a coma
I cannot awaken
Somebody please!
Please!
Awaken me from this nightmare!
I truly think my dreams are trying to kill me!
Where's the morning light?
The light that wakens me
The dawn's light peaking over the horizon
It's not there for me
The mind is a place to escape from harsh reality
Yet it can be awfully deadly
So I hope you try to awaken yourself
When your body feels heavy and sleepy
When you sleep you can be in peace
Sometimes I am
Sometimes I'm not
My mind never sleeps
My eyes twitch, indicating dreaming
Odd dreaming
I feel dead inside
As I feel like I'm dying in my sleep
Aching muscles try to awaken me
I try kicking and screaming
My neck cannot turn or move
I feel trapped
It's almost like I'm in a coma
I cannot awaken
Somebody please!
Please!
Awaken me from this nightmare!
I truly think my dreams are trying to kill me!
Where's the morning light?
The light that wakens me
The dawn's light peaking over the horizon
It's not there for me
The mind is a place to escape from harsh reality
Yet it can be awfully deadly
So I hope you try to awaken yourself
When your body feels heavy and sleepy
When you sleep you can be in peace
Sometimes I am
Sometimes I'm not
What would you do if everything in my life was a lie
Would you Scold me
Would u Help me Tell the Truth
Would you Excpet it
if i lied today
i can lie tomorrow
to hide the pain
if i lied strait to your face
would you not be discussted
i Wanna Tell The Truth but cant
The Truth is Unbelivibly Far from my lies
you wouldent belive mevany way
shhh hush now in a world wide web of lies i am tangeld in.
Forgiving u
Forgiving me
Lie
You Started The lies
With the three simple words
I amor u
was ur biggest lie
and you said it with a smilebon your lieing Face
Would you Scold me
Would u Help me Tell the Truth
Would you Excpet it
if i lied today
i can lie tomorrow
to hide the pain
if i lied strait to your face
would you not be discussted
i Wanna Tell The Truth but cant
The Truth is Unbelivibly Far from my lies
you wouldent belive mevany way
shhh hush now in a world wide web of lies i am tangeld in.
Forgiving u
Forgiving me
Lie
You Started The lies
With the three simple words
I amor u
was ur biggest lie
and you said it with a smilebon your lieing Face
A thousand fears I kept inside all these years,
Afraid to live a lie,
A thousand stars are shining bright,
A thousand endless wars,
A thousand kids have died,
A thousand people have died,
We have to run as fast as we can,
From the past,
Say good-bye,
We have to travel a thousand miles,
So wide,
Please don’t die.
A thousand stars are passing by,
There's nothing and no one in this,
One dia we'll look back with no regrets,
A thousand endless years have passed us by,
Please dont drift away.
We have to run away,
A thousand miles...
A thousand years...
A thousand months...
A thousand days...
There's no diffrence in how it makes,
A thousand mistakes,
We need to run,
Please dont give up your faith in me.
Guessing Who's behind The Curtain,,
Who Walks along Besides U
Who always Dream about U
She Dancing without Music,,,
She sleeps without Dreams
waiting for a reason for walking,,,Even just to see u Smile once
See..Who Hiding behind ME..
She's The Lover
She's The dreamer
she's not even ordinary
and
she Needs u
'Im Only wanting your smile besides me....every morning got u smile awaiting from my widows was the Miracle for ME'
they Teasing about togetherness..
just Ignore them..
Im feeling Lucky to have a hearth mate in this Earth
u only can see me Dance,,fall out the Songs.
But u CAn cadastrar-se
Who Walks along Besides U
Who always Dream about U
She Dancing without Music,,,
She sleeps without Dreams
waiting for a reason for walking,,,Even just to see u Smile once
See..Who Hiding behind ME..
She's The Lover
She's The dreamer
she's not even ordinary
and
she Needs u
'Im Only wanting your smile besides me....every morning got u smile awaiting from my widows was the Miracle for ME'
they Teasing about togetherness..
just Ignore them..
Im feeling Lucky to have a hearth mate in this Earth
u only can see me Dance,,fall out the Songs.
But u CAn cadastrar-se
Coz I am not as hard as stone
Yes I am not a new grown bud
That doesn't mean you can throw on me that dirty mud
I know we can share something other than smile
But I think sharing is not your style
If I am complicated
Or if I am not sophisticated
amor me and care me as I am
No one is like me and I am like none
I accept you as you are
Stand beside me so that I can see my power
Look there is something deep heart
But leaving that behind I am ready to stand up with you and make a brand new start
I am just a simple person to amor you and care you
But don't try to crush my feelings from your branded shoes
*This poem is dedicated to HouseMindfreak. A truly awesome Godsmack fan, and a good friend. Enjoy Godsmack fãs out there!!!*
I stand alone
Yes I do
The crowd seems like nothing
As Sully looks at me
He doesn't look through me
Or behind me
Always at me
Does he dedicate this song to me?
Does he know I even exist?
I think he does as he looks at me and winks
My coração always melts
I have listened to the band for years
The night of going to their concert
What a great way to raise a little hell
And see the música rise
The show, concerto maybe over now
But I feel like the magic's still there
I still feel like he looked at me
No through me or behind me
But right at me
Does he know that I like him?
I hope he does
I hope he knows that I think he's one of the coolest people ever to hit the stage!!!
I stand alone
Yes I do
The crowd seems like nothing
As Sully looks at me
He doesn't look through me
Or behind me
Always at me
Does he dedicate this song to me?
Does he know I even exist?
I think he does as he looks at me and winks
My coração always melts
I have listened to the band for years
The night of going to their concert
What a great way to raise a little hell
And see the música rise
The show, concerto maybe over now
But I feel like the magic's still there
I still feel like he looked at me
No through me or behind me
But right at me
Does he know that I like him?
I hope he does
I hope he knows that I think he's one of the coolest people ever to hit the stage!!!
failing to swim
Succeeding to sink
Downing in the red ink
Slipping falling beneath the waves
Drowning in the red ink
Crying out but choking
Drowning in the red ink
kicking screaming not escaping drowning
dying life is seaping
Drowning in the red ink
Slipping into unconisness losing all senses of life
Head is throbing coração is raceing
The end is near so say good bye AND..........
Air Land Safety free at last
Free of the tourture the pain the struggle
Free to breath free to live
Free to ..........
GOOD BYE!!!!!!!!!
A place to hide
A place to relax
A quiet place
Full of amor and peace
The only place where the wild red rosas grow.
I see you standing there
People call you my stalker
I call you my guardian.
Others judge and misunderstand
What a great person you truly are
Let's fly away to our most secret place
Away from public disgrace.
My coração never grows weary here
My amor blossums like a morning lilac
Stars in Heaven whisper to me
As I drift to sleep peacefully.
The noise and confusiion never awakens me
Oh my dear friend, stay here with me forever
Let's forever be children, not with a care
Catching invisible fireflies in the midnight air.
A place to relax
A quiet place
Full of amor and peace
The only place where the wild red rosas grow.
I see you standing there
People call you my stalker
I call you my guardian.
Others judge and misunderstand
What a great person you truly are
Let's fly away to our most secret place
Away from public disgrace.
My coração never grows weary here
My amor blossums like a morning lilac
Stars in Heaven whisper to me
As I drift to sleep peacefully.
The noise and confusiion never awakens me
Oh my dear friend, stay here with me forever
Let's forever be children, not with a care
Catching invisible fireflies in the midnight air.
With that feeling of being
trapped under your desires,
you rot slowly and all your dreams
become nothing but the dust.
That decision you made was present
for years,
and yet, you lived with hope that
the things would change.
You left your days behind,
hoping that these days won't come back,
hoping that you will live,
hoping that you will live.
Your ways are unknown now,
and everything is new.
You live with that constant fear
of failure,
though you know that you are not
coming back to these days of sorrow,
the days you're trying to bury deep
in the past,
although the history of your past
has been cursed,
that smell of your past is on your backs,
smothering the light you seek for.
Your demons are awoken,
listening your breathing,
roaming in your mind,
but your will is strong,
and your ways are now unknown.
trapped under your desires,
you rot slowly and all your dreams
become nothing but the dust.
That decision you made was present
for years,
and yet, you lived with hope that
the things would change.
You left your days behind,
hoping that these days won't come back,
hoping that you will live,
hoping that you will live.
Your ways are unknown now,
and everything is new.
You live with that constant fear
of failure,
though you know that you are not
coming back to these days of sorrow,
the days you're trying to bury deep
in the past,
although the history of your past
has been cursed,
that smell of your past is on your backs,
smothering the light you seek for.
Your demons are awoken,
listening your breathing,
roaming in your mind,
but your will is strong,
and your ways are now unknown.
Who I am
I am mysterious yet sweet
I wonder what the future brings
I hear lobos cantar to the moon
I see diamonds swimming in a black sea above me
I want people to understand me
I am aleatório yet shy
I pretend I’m always on new adventures
I feel misunderstood
I touch shards of my past, remembering them well
I worry that no one can view things the way I do
I am courageous yet cunning
I cry when I can’t figure something out, no matter how hard I try
I understand people’s problems
I say witty things to persuade people
I dream of a life of adventure
I try to fit in but it’s just too boring
I hope to travel around the world, making even mais friends along the way
I am all that I am, I am myself.
I am mysterious yet sweet
I wonder what the future brings
I hear lobos cantar to the moon
I see diamonds swimming in a black sea above me
I want people to understand me
I am aleatório yet shy
I pretend I’m always on new adventures
I feel misunderstood
I touch shards of my past, remembering them well
I worry that no one can view things the way I do
I am courageous yet cunning
I cry when I can’t figure something out, no matter how hard I try
I understand people’s problems
I say witty things to persuade people
I dream of a life of adventure
I try to fit in but it’s just too boring
I hope to travel around the world, making even mais friends along the way
I am all that I am, I am myself.
but now the world is cold and dark.
when you held me close i could feel the warmth of your heart.
but now all i feel is the rain you left me standing in.
you said it was like we were flying to forever; you'd never let me fall.
but i guess your true words were carried with the wind.
and now all you've left me,
are bittersweet memories of you.
and now i know that when you come again,
i won't be smiling at the window.
for what you've done to me,
you need to feel.
you need to know what it means,
to lose your first love.
how the world stops turning.
blurring your visoin.
yet making it clear por erasing feelings for you.
and soon you'll realize,
that i will have moved on.
then you'll want me back.
but you want what you can't have.
because now the bittersweet memories have gone.
and i have stopped caring about you.