Chapter 1

1st of all: I’ve wrote a fanfic if Phoebe were to die instead of Prue.

‘I’m falling apart
I’m barely breathing
With a broken heart
That’s still beating
In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I’m holding on
I’m holding on
I’m barely holding on to you ‘~ Broken - Lifehouse

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A deal with the Source? How the fuck did he not expect for something to happen? But this? He let out a yell that came from his soul. He even felt Belthazor howling too inside his mind. He pushed through and before he knew it he’d changed.
“Cole, “a cold voice reached him. He inclined...

Seasons 3 and 4 I'd keep pretty much the same. It's only Season 5 I'd change. I know some people think that Cole was unforgivable por the time he'd become the Source, but I disagree. It wasn't as if he'd done that deliberately - he'd tried fighting it.

I'd start off the same way. Cole returning from the Wasteland, trying to win Phoebe back because he still loves her, her unable to accept him because she doesn't trust the effect she has on him. That's realistic. Then he'd back off, try to just prove he can be a good person. Try to just be a friend/ally if he can't be her lover. Maybe I'd still...