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Niall: you're so pretty when you cry, when you cry. Wasn't ready to hear you, say good-bye. Now you're tearing me apart, tearing me apart. You're tearing me apart.

Zayn: You're so Londres your own style, your own style. And together we're so good, so girl why? Are you tearing me apart, tearing me apart. You're tearing me apart.

Harry: Did i do something stupid? Yeah girl if i blew it. Just tell me what i did, let's work through it. There's gotta be some way to get you to want me like before...

All: Cause' no one ever looked so good in a dress. And it hurts cause'...

"aw come on! I won't tell Harry." he Said. I believed him.
"Yeah, I got one." I said to Lou. 
"cool what colour is it?" Louis asked. I was really happy that he was interested in what I was going to wear. 

"maybe you should come over this afternoon, just to see it. Hang out and stuff?"  
I asked him. Louis is a really great friend, I would go to the Ball with him. What am I saying...  He smiled. 
"I would amor too. And you have to show me your school fotografias so I can chose who I can ask to the Ball with me." he went down into a whisper.   
"cool! See you there around... 4?" I said
" yeah that...

Sooner or later mom had found out about my suicide thoughts,and Ofcourse she freaked out.It had been a few weeks before she found out.I sat with her on the couch,She just stared at me with tears in her eyes,Til she broke the silence.
"I think you should go back."She Told me.
"Mom,I can't...I just..no."
"It would be best,I can tell,You miss them don't you."
"I just can't right now,I think I should wait a bit more."
"Well,I've talked to Ronnie,And I can assure you it's been hell the last few weeks with out you for her."She said fiercely."Now,Think about your children,Don't you miss those sweet smiles?Its...