I was very confused on what I just did. Why would I leave Louis? Why would I leave my friends? Why did I care so much that Zayn quit? Did I have feelings for Zayn that I didn't realize until now?
I was so lost in my own mental interrogation that I had walked directly into someone. "Oh I'm so... Zayn!" I exclaimed, feeling mixed emotions as I see him smile lightly. "Hey babe." I get lost in those beautiful eyes until I remember, Zayn abandoned his friends. I took a step back.
"Zayn, we need to talk." He gestured to a nearby bench and we sat.
"Well... what do we need to talk about?" he asks. "Us." I spit out. "I mean... uh..." Zayn raises an eyebrow. "One Direction. That's what." He let out a sigh. "I quit. So what?" I stare at him. "So what? You're just going to abandon your friends. Leave them completely. With everything you've gone through together?" He looks at the ground, kicking it with his red and white hightops. "You make it seem worse than it is..." I look at him and gently reach over to him.
"Zayn Malik... you left people who have been there for you through EVERYTHING. You can't leave because... well whatever reason you left for. One Direction isn't One Direction without you. You have to go back."
"Back to what?!" he exclaimed, standing up. "Back to Louis rubbing it in my face that he has you? Back to him being pudgy whenever I ask to spend time with you? Him being so conceited about me loving you when he just wants you because Eleanor broke up with him? I don't want to go back to that!"
He just wants you because Eleanor broke up with him.
Tears. I fight to keep them in. I can't. "H-he's using me?" I feel Zayn's grip on my shoulders. "Yes. That's why I should have done this a while ago."
Before I could put together what he meant, he kisses me. Swiftly and softly. I felt myself beijar him back. Could I have been in amor with him and been with the wrong person? So much inner turmoil. But... I'd think about that later... I was a little busy.
I was so lost in my own mental interrogation that I had walked directly into someone. "Oh I'm so... Zayn!" I exclaimed, feeling mixed emotions as I see him smile lightly. "Hey babe." I get lost in those beautiful eyes until I remember, Zayn abandoned his friends. I took a step back.
"Zayn, we need to talk." He gestured to a nearby bench and we sat.
"Well... what do we need to talk about?" he asks. "Us." I spit out. "I mean... uh..." Zayn raises an eyebrow. "One Direction. That's what." He let out a sigh. "I quit. So what?" I stare at him. "So what? You're just going to abandon your friends. Leave them completely. With everything you've gone through together?" He looks at the ground, kicking it with his red and white hightops. "You make it seem worse than it is..." I look at him and gently reach over to him.
"Zayn Malik... you left people who have been there for you through EVERYTHING. You can't leave because... well whatever reason you left for. One Direction isn't One Direction without you. You have to go back."
"Back to what?!" he exclaimed, standing up. "Back to Louis rubbing it in my face that he has you? Back to him being pudgy whenever I ask to spend time with you? Him being so conceited about me loving you when he just wants you because Eleanor broke up with him? I don't want to go back to that!"
He just wants you because Eleanor broke up with him.
Tears. I fight to keep them in. I can't. "H-he's using me?" I feel Zayn's grip on my shoulders. "Yes. That's why I should have done this a while ago."
Before I could put together what he meant, he kisses me. Swiftly and softly. I felt myself beijar him back. Could I have been in amor with him and been with the wrong person? So much inner turmoil. But... I'd think about that later... I was a little busy.
It was Monday the 13th of July as jane woke to the alarm clock greated por the posters all over her mural of 1D but little did she know to dia was the dia directioners would take over the world as she set of to school she pulled out her phone a the ring of it to inform her of a a tex message in was her friend Jill she had text jane to tell her that 1D haters had been arguing with the directioners in her school and jane ran but when she reached the red gates of the school before her stood a army of haters all the directioners were being round up and kicked out the school and the staff with there old mans jackets and ties where now helping the haters........ Part 2 coming to if u enjoyed that part 1 leave a comment and let me now what u thought
Niall: He only thinks of you. Sometimes he gets so distracted that he’ll fumble over his words or stumble up a step. The boys have to give him a slap on the back to keep him focused.
Liam: He silently dedicates every song to you. As the opening chords begin to play he says to himself, ‘this one’s for you, babe.’
Louis: He tries to get you to come up for a song. Every single night he fails, but he hasn’t given up yet. “Just come on, one song!" he begs.
Harry: He gives you little winks and waves and blows you kisses. Sometimes the two of you even pretend to dance with one another. Cheeky, no?
Zayn: He refuses to look at you because he knows that you’ll distract him. Not on purpose, of course, but he knows that he is too weak to resist getting flustered. So, he tries his best to keep his mind and eyes off of you.
Liam: He silently dedicates every song to you. As the opening chords begin to play he says to himself, ‘this one’s for you, babe.’
Louis: He tries to get you to come up for a song. Every single night he fails, but he hasn’t given up yet. “Just come on, one song!" he begs.
Harry: He gives you little winks and waves and blows you kisses. Sometimes the two of you even pretend to dance with one another. Cheeky, no?
Zayn: He refuses to look at you because he knows that you’ll distract him. Not on purpose, of course, but he knows that he is too weak to resist getting flustered. So, he tries his best to keep his mind and eyes off of you.