"For God's sake have mercy on me"
I sat on the sofá questioning myself about it.
Should I let it happen?And if I did would i ever forgive myself?I was always telling others,bad things happen for a reason,but was just another excuse?
There were no anwsers,simply because life has no anwser,just perguntas and sometimes you have to take a risk and leap with no fear.
"Daddy,look what drew."Kenna said with a smile.
She wobbled in the living room,holding a picture.
She gave it to me,it had a house on it with 4 stick people on it.The 1st one had a saia drawn on and the 2nd one had pants on.
"Whose that?'i pointed to the 1st one.
"Thats mommy."she said.
"Whose that?'i pointed to the segundo one.
"Thats Drew."
Pain struck my heart,i tried to be strong,but i got choked up.The other two were sperate.
"Those two are me and ronnie."
"Wheres Daddy and Alex?"
"Well,it doesnt matter.Ronnie says your going to leave again with Alex and mommy loves Drew."
"Look here.''i said to her,"I'm not leaving ever,and dont you forget that.now come here,i amor you."
I grabbed her and put her on my lap and hugged her,tears slowly fell from my face.
"Ronnie.'i called out.
"What?'' she walked down stairs.
"Come here beautiful."
"whats wrong daddy?"
"nothing i just amor you guys so much."I got up and hugged her."Im not leaving."
She smiled,it reminded me of why i live.For my kids.
"Okay you can let go now'' she giggled.
"But I dont want to."I smiled.
"I gotta get ready,im going out to the filmes with Derek."
"Your still dating that punk?''i asked.
"Yes,remember you said.."
"i know what i said,just how is jameson and Angel?''
"They came here earlier when you were asleep.''
"Really?''
"Yes now can you let go?Kennas getting jealous"
"Oh no she didnt!'kenna sassed.
I let go of Ronnie and picked up Kenna.
"You need to stop hanging out with your uncle Harry."
"But he gives me cookies"
"What are those?Some type of child biscuit?'
"Dad you know you like your child biscuits."ronnie said.
''Quit eatin my cookies!''
The door sino rang.
"That must be Derek."
Ronnie went to anwser the door.
shortly she came back.
"Dad,Some man is here...?''
"Huh?''
On our porch stood with a cane, a familar elderly old man.He had gray white hair and sharp blue eyes.Looking in to his eyes i could see his soul.Such fierce eyes covered with anger but love.Immedatelity recongized him,courtneys father.
"Ronnie take Kenna and go in your room."i ordered her.
"but Dad.."
"Its yes sir,now go."
she left for her room.I stepped on the porch.
"Why are you here?"i asked.
"Why wouldnt I?''
"Your at my house,i ask the questions."
:"Is that your children?Shes very beautiful."
I pulled out a gun,and pressed it under his chin.
"You will not lay a finger on my children,I sware to god if you dont tell me why you are here?''
"What are you doing??"Derek walk on the porch.
"Please dont shoot!I mean no harm,ive changed"
I had to think about it...I had a gun pressed against an sick elderly mans head....it probablly made me look bad.
"James!"i shouted.
"Woah,Mr.malik..put the gun down...''
i slowly released him.
"James come back another time."
"Give me the gun."he said.
i gave him it.
The old man fell to his knees.
''I have came to make things,right,my time is short.Please understand,i was young and stupid.I was wrong,but you are gifted.You were the man.For God's sake have mercy on me"he begged.He was bowwing down to me,begging me.I didnt know what to do,but only thing to do.
i knelt down with him and touched his shoulder.
He look at me.We were eye to eye,I could see his sorrows and regret.i got up held out a hand.
He reached for it and i helped him up.
Madision's P.O.V
when i got done cantar somebody knocked on the door. i checked and saw miley and the boys. "WELCOME TO ONE DIRECTION" says the boys at the same time. "are you seriouse oh my god thank you sooo much"i say with tears flooding my eyes. "yup we heard you cantar and miley is joining to so guys could talk girly stuff"says niall. i smile and hug all of the mand miley to i give niall a passinot ekis on the cheek. "what i want my first kiss to be special" i say blushing.
_______________Later______________________
I was with the boys and miley on the tour bus my feet were shaking like crazy. we walked on stage and we started off. it was my turn alll the lights the fãs on me. "i was thinking about her thinking about me thinking bout us thinking bout what we gonna be open my eyes it was only just a dre-ee-m" i smile and the fãs go crazy. i smile and jump up and down.
when i got done cantar somebody knocked on the door. i checked and saw miley and the boys. "WELCOME TO ONE DIRECTION" says the boys at the same time. "are you seriouse oh my god thank you sooo much"i say with tears flooding my eyes. "yup we heard you cantar and miley is joining to so guys could talk girly stuff"says niall. i smile and hug all of the mand miley to i give niall a passinot ekis on the cheek. "what i want my first kiss to be special" i say blushing.
_______________Later______________________
I was with the boys and miley on the tour bus my feet were shaking like crazy. we walked on stage and we started off. it was my turn alll the lights the fãs on me. "i was thinking about her thinking about me thinking bout us thinking bout what we gonna be open my eyes it was only just a dre-ee-m" i smile and the fãs go crazy. i smile and jump up and down.
Ally's P.O.V
their was something fishy going on he sounded just like him. but i shook it off i got up and went inside. i checked my Twitter and saw somebody followed me i check and see @Harry_Styles I smile and follow back. when somebody knocks on the door i check and see Harry "hey whats up" i say smiling. "nothing i just wondered if you wanted to take a walk?" i nod and head out. "so tell me about youreself" says Harry looking at me with those beaming green eyes. i told him every-thing he looked straight at my eyes when i was talking. i liked that cause i knew he was listening.
Harry's P.O.V
"so tell me about youreself" she says with that smile that i adored. i told her everything execpt that i was in One Direction. i sang her a few songs. so did she she had the most beutiful voice. i was already 9:30 at night we both head início tonight was the best night.
authors note: sorry if it was boring
their was something fishy going on he sounded just like him. but i shook it off i got up and went inside. i checked my Twitter and saw somebody followed me i check and see @Harry_Styles I smile and follow back. when somebody knocks on the door i check and see Harry "hey whats up" i say smiling. "nothing i just wondered if you wanted to take a walk?" i nod and head out. "so tell me about youreself" says Harry looking at me with those beaming green eyes. i told him every-thing he looked straight at my eyes when i was talking. i liked that cause i knew he was listening.
Harry's P.O.V
"so tell me about youreself" she says with that smile that i adored. i told her everything execpt that i was in One Direction. i sang her a few songs. so did she she had the most beutiful voice. i was already 9:30 at night we both head início tonight was the best night.
authors note: sorry if it was boring
The boys..being the boys
Alexis.
