"Harry,” I said with a sorry tone of voice. He shook it off. “Don’t.”
I gritted my teeth together, as much as it pained me to say, he loved me. He was like a rock. Hard on the outside and wait, hard on the inside.
I was angry, it boiled in my stomach. I wasn’t mad at Niall, there was no reason. We just lifted eye-brows. I wasn’t made at Liam, well, who can be? I was mad at Harry.
He loved me. He could’ve taken me before the X factor and the fãs would’ve been fine, just like Hannah and Louis. But no, he couldn’t take it. I couldn’t take it.
The tears streamed from my face. Harry looked quickly then looked back at the wall. I went and sat down on my bed, I put my face into my pillows. I kept crying, I couldn’t even look him in the eyes without trying to scream, “I amor you Harry Edward Styles, you fool! I know you amor me too!”
I felt a hand on my back later that night, around 11. I didn’t know who it was. It couldn’t be Harry. Too angry. It couldn’t be any of the other boys. No unless they are ninjas.
I kept on atuação like I was asleep, then he laid down tightened himself on me. Their face on my face, why did it seem so right? I didn’t know who it was then I felt a curl on the side on the side of my face.
“If I lay here would you lie with me and just forget the world?” The honey sweet voice continued, Harry. I felt his hand run down my stomach and pull me closer. If this is what he would do every night I was with him.
Why did I ever sleep? I mumbled and rolled a bit. His hand slid under me and pulled me tighter. I took in everything knowing that this could never happen when I am awake. I took in his sweet cologne.
Then the words came out into my ear, “I amor you, even if you amor Niall.” He kissed my head and through all of that I wasn‘t even mad anymore.
I wished I could just be awake, tell him I wasn‘t mad, tell him I was in amor with him not Niall. I wanted to grab his camisa and just never let him go but all good things have to end, even though this was a great thing. I felt my body let go into his arms.
I gritted my teeth together, as much as it pained me to say, he loved me. He was like a rock. Hard on the outside and wait, hard on the inside.
I was angry, it boiled in my stomach. I wasn’t mad at Niall, there was no reason. We just lifted eye-brows. I wasn’t made at Liam, well, who can be? I was mad at Harry.
He loved me. He could’ve taken me before the X factor and the fãs would’ve been fine, just like Hannah and Louis. But no, he couldn’t take it. I couldn’t take it.
The tears streamed from my face. Harry looked quickly then looked back at the wall. I went and sat down on my bed, I put my face into my pillows. I kept crying, I couldn’t even look him in the eyes without trying to scream, “I amor you Harry Edward Styles, you fool! I know you amor me too!”
I felt a hand on my back later that night, around 11. I didn’t know who it was. It couldn’t be Harry. Too angry. It couldn’t be any of the other boys. No unless they are ninjas.
I kept on atuação like I was asleep, then he laid down tightened himself on me. Their face on my face, why did it seem so right? I didn’t know who it was then I felt a curl on the side on the side of my face.
“If I lay here would you lie with me and just forget the world?” The honey sweet voice continued, Harry. I felt his hand run down my stomach and pull me closer. If this is what he would do every night I was with him.
Why did I ever sleep? I mumbled and rolled a bit. His hand slid under me and pulled me tighter. I took in everything knowing that this could never happen when I am awake. I took in his sweet cologne.
Then the words came out into my ear, “I amor you, even if you amor Niall.” He kissed my head and through all of that I wasn‘t even mad anymore.
I wished I could just be awake, tell him I wasn‘t mad, tell him I was in amor with him not Niall. I wanted to grab his camisa and just never let him go but all good things have to end, even though this was a great thing. I felt my body let go into his arms.
It's just been announced that Radio 1 will broadcast The Story Of One Direction between 9-10pm on BBC Radio 1, Monday 2nd April 2012. The press release states;
"One Direction invite Radio 1 Stories to follow them as they hit America for the first time. With full access to the boy band on the road as they tour with Nickleodeon act Big Time Rush, and prepare to launch their debut album in the country, we find out what it's like to be a Brit band breaking the US.
"And breaking it they are - with fãs chasing their tourbus down the rua and trying to break into their hotel rooms, pre-sales of the album going stratospheric, an appearance on the Today Show that drew a larger crowd than Lady Gaga, and US radio hosts comparing the frenzy to Beatlemania."
"With a chance the band, who formed during the 2010 X Factor, are about to break records for the highest US billboard album chart debut, Radio 1 gets the full behind the scenes story.
"Be prepared for the screaming."
"One Direction invite Radio 1 Stories to follow them as they hit America for the first time. With full access to the boy band on the road as they tour with Nickleodeon act Big Time Rush, and prepare to launch their debut album in the country, we find out what it's like to be a Brit band breaking the US.
"And breaking it they are - with fãs chasing their tourbus down the rua and trying to break into their hotel rooms, pre-sales of the album going stratospheric, an appearance on the Today Show that drew a larger crowd than Lady Gaga, and US radio hosts comparing the frenzy to Beatlemania."
"With a chance the band, who formed during the 2010 X Factor, are about to break records for the highest US billboard album chart debut, Radio 1 gets the full behind the scenes story.
"Be prepared for the screaming."
