That's me inside your head. Why did you just tell me all that? We don't even know each other. Maybe that's the point.I'll be seein ya.Nice hands. Nice legs.
I guess misery really does love company.
Lonely. I want to draw something that means something to someone! I want to draw blind faith, or a fading summer, or just a moment of clarity. And if I can't be great at it, then I don't want to ruin it. It's too important to me. They are not you. Could you take a look at these? You won't be disappointed.
You're art matters. It's what got me here.
You enviado my sketches to thud magazine. And they liked them didn't they? Maybe you are ready, but you're just scared. I guess I'm just a riddle wrapped in a mystery inside a bitch. Or maybe just a tortured artist. Look, I don't need you defending me and my work. I don't need you analyzing it or interpreting me either. And in fact, I'm pretty sure I don't need you at all. Pretty sure? You know, I would gladly erase my dad if it would bring back your mom. I wish I could change it for you. I didn't come here for you tonight. Wow, you made me a mix? Does this mean we're dating? I've wanted this for so long. Me too. And now we can have it. I want to have everything with you. I want it all. I want us.
And now we can't have it. I'm sorry. For what? All sorts of things.
Lucas, I made a mistake. When you said you wanted to be with me, I got scared and I pushed you away, but the truth is, I want all the same things that you want, I do. And I want them with you. Tracks 8 and 11? Totally you.
It didn't mean anything. It didn't? Of course it did. I feel it in my heart. Don't you? Yes.
I have to be with you. I'm with you, you know that. I'll wait forever if I have to.
I was so afraid you weren't going to wake up. What? And miss out on being with you?
I amor to watch you draw. I can't get you out of my head. I wish we could fast progressivo, para a frente these seguinte six months so we could just be together. It's better this way, right? Yeah.
I know how you’re into this whole 80's metal thing, so I got you the first Tesla record. This is sweet. I got you a high five. Do you want it now or later? Now's good. You don't need to apologize, it's just for all the stuff that you and I have been through... where my head and my heart were at, I couldn't have gone and slept with some stranger. Look, I just want to apologize again for not being a better person lately. I'm trying. I don't know what else to say. It's not what you say, it's what you do.
When was the last time we even had a conversation about something real? I just thought you could use a friend. Yeah, I could use a friend, but you don't qualify as that anymore. Whatever you think, I really do care about you. You're a good friend. Well now, Bonnie and Clyde, I guess you're wondering why I called you here. por the way, remember when you accused me of being a crappy friend? Yeah, I'm really sorry. No, you were right. I don't ever want that to happen again, so if you need anything, I'm around.
You look like you need some chocolate. You gave me the best mixtape I have. Even all the bad songs ain't so bad. I just wish there was so much mais than that, about me and you. Looks like it's just you and me this summer.
Come on, let's get you home. I can't be there alone. Will you stay with me? I knew you couldn't go a whole summer without doing something. Whatever. You don't know me. I think I do.
It's always going to be there, isn't it? You and me. So the whole summer and I still can't get use to that hair of yours. What? You did yours last spring and mine actually looks good. Hey!
Sometimes all you need is one. There's that look again. What look? I don't have a look. You're one of the few people that's actually been honest with me through this whole thing. You should go. Yeah, we're both going. Painting while angry? That's original. Like cutting your hair. If I don't go, I never will and I need to. Will you go? Sure. A promise is a promise. Besides, you should be able to turn to me for help. I amor being that guy for you. I guess I just needed help getting here. You never needed my help.
The stars are crying for what we could have had.
Are you drunk? Are you wearing eye shadow? Working through the pain? Kinda. Everything is going to be alright, right? Yeah, it is. Don't live your life alone. Let us in.
Don't leave me, please. I'm gonna go block the entrance. We'll just hide, alright? Listen to me, I'm not leaving you. Nothing will happen to you, I promise. You're always saving me. Somebody's got to. If I say I love you right now, will you hold it against me? Come here. If I don't get her out of here, she's going to die. You love me. Okay, that is so not fair. You probably want to kiss me again. Dude, shut up! If I told you I love you, would you hold it against me? Because I do. I know how you are. I'm the same way. I love you, you know that? I love you too. Hey, you look nice. And then there were two. Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds. It is an ever fixed mark that looks on tempests and is never shaken. Love alters not with time’s brief hours and weeks, but bears it out even to the edge of doom.
She's A Runner? Billy Squier. And I am very impressed that you have Billy Squier on your iTunes. Actually I think you gave that to me. When was the last time we just hung out? Um, just the two of us? Probably the dia we hid out in the biblioteca and I got shot in the leg. You think about that much? Everyday. I wish I could take that dia back for your mom and Keith. Thanks for the sex. We all need a little help sometimes, someone to help us hear the música in the world. To remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there, and that someone will find you.
Give me your hand. You know I use to watch you? When? Freshman year. Sophomore year. Both summers, actually. Stop it. What did you watch? You're legs mostly. You know, from up close they are a little chickeny. Shut up! But from where I was hiding, they were pretty awesome. I'm not sure that's a compliment. Oh it is, trust me. Look, on the contrary to what's written on your wall, people don't always leave. Last time I checked I'm still here. I would never cut you out of my life. I'm just trying to watch out for you. I know that and I thank you. You were right. I'm sorry I doubted you. Whoa! Is this your way of thanking me? It's okay, I'm here. I thought I'd try and paint the shadows away. It's who I am and you need to be who you are. Can I stay? Sure. Life comes rushing at you from out of the darkness, when it does... is there someone in your life you can count on? Someone who will watch over you when you stumble and fall? And in that moment, give you the strength to face your fears alone? I love you, Lucas. I love you too. You don't understand. I've been holding this in for a really long time. I just need you to know, I love you... I'm in love with you.
Nice shot. Nice legs. They're a little chickeny. Well, I'll be seein ya. Hey, Peyton. It's you. What? When all my dreams come true... the one I want seguinte to me. It's you. It's you, Peyton.
You know my girlfriend Peyton, right? por the way, I forgot how much of a good kisser you are. Well, maybe you should come por later and I'll remind you for a few hours. I'd like that. This is good isn't it? Us. It's perfect.
You're always saving me. Please, let me find a way to save you. I have to go back. I never told Peyton I love her. I want to go back. Last time we kissed was so damn good I collapsed. The last time we kissed you had a coração attack. And I didn't die. I couldn't die. Do you know why? Because I had to come back and look into those green eyes of yours and tell you I love you. No matter how long it takes I'll wait for you. I think we waited long enough.
Peyton, you look amazing. I can't wait till class is over so I can look at those green eyes and kiss your perfect lips. Happy looks good on you. Peyton is the best thing I have in my life. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for her. Likewise. This is the best cookie I've ever had.
Pretty please with me on top. What do you want now? I want what you wanted. I want everything with you. I'd do anything for you.
I really love you. I love you too. I promise. Poof. Poof? Poof! You're destined for greatness and we both know that. No matter what happens to either one of us, you will always be in my heart. Just let me hold you for a couple mais minutes. That's what's going to fix me.
I'm going to love you forever.
Chapter three. Peyton Sawyer is destined for greatness. Actually she's already great, because Peyton Sawyer has a thing called integrity. And nothing and no one is ever going to change that.
How long has it been? Two years. No, it's been longer than that. Luke, I missed you.
So you couldn't change the world from Los Angeles. Change it here. I know you can do it and so do you. Do you remember what you said that night when you first entered the gym? Your art matters. It's what got me here. Yeah, it's like you touched my soul and a few days atrás I was ready to quit again, but you saved me with the words you wrote about me in your novel. So if your struggling composição literária the seguinte one you should know that your art matters Lucas. It's what got me here.
We had a relationship. We can't pretend that we didn't. But before that we were really close friends. There's no reason we can't have that again, right? Right. Peyton, I love you and I want us to be together forever. Luke, wait okay. I know it's a bit sudden, but yesterday was a great day. And I'm sitting on the bus and I realize that none of my great days in my life matter without you. You're the one I want seguinte to me when my dreams come true. You're the one I want seguinte to me if they don't. As long as I have you nothing else matters. I am not saying no, I am saying not now. I want to marry you someday.
I went por my old house. There's a teenage girl living there now. She showed me my closet door and you know what that said? Lucas and Peyton, True amor Always. Always Lucas, that's what we were supposed to have. Let me tell you how you get "always" Peyton... when a man asks you to marry him, you say yes. I never said no! I said that I loved you and that I did wanna marry you someday.
I moved on. Why haven't you? Cause I should have said yes. I was young, and I was scared, and I did not realize that por saying I wasn't ready it would mean that we would never be together again. Had I known that, I would have said yes. I miss you every day. And I have told everyone here that I didn't come back for you, but I did. Of course I did. I still love you Lucas. You still love me, don't you?
Suddenly it was as if the roar of the crowd, and the cheers of my team mates were all sounding from a thousand miles away, and what remained in that bizarre muffled silence was only Peyton, the girl whose art and passion and beauty had changed my life. In that moment, my triumph was not a state championship, but simple clarity. The realization that we'd always been meant for each other and every instinct to the contrary had simply been a denial of the following truth; I was now and always would be in love with Peyton Sawyer. Look me in the eye and tell me that, that kiss did not feel exactly the same as it felt three years ago.
I was reminded today in a roundabout way that the most perfect act of amor is sacrifice. It's what Keith did for Karen... burying his feelings for her for all those years so he could be a good friend. I love you Lucas. I think I have since the first moment we locked eyes and it is going to suck, but if what you want is for me to let go, then I'm gonna do it. Be happy Luke. I want that with all my heart.
It was mais than just a comet because of what it brought to his life; direction, beauty, meaning. There are many who couldn't understand, and sometimes he walked among them. But even in his darkest hours, he knew in his heart that someday it would return to him, and his world would be whole again... and his belief in God and love and art would be reawakened in his heart.
I come in here and I sit in silence and hear the echoes of who we used to be, and so I wish for patience, and grace, and the strength to just let him be happy. Mostly, I pray for the strength to not make his life worse because of what I want. That's the toughest part, letting go, you know? That's the part of grace that just really sucks. Make a wish, place it in your heart. Anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the seguinte miracle will come from, the seguinte smile, the seguinte wish come true. But if you believe that it's right around the corner and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it... you just may get the thing you're wishing for.
I don't blame you, Peyton. I hate you. Peyton Sawyer will become Peyton Scott.
The dia you start thinking that amor is overrated is the dia that you're wrong. I don't hate you. I remember the first time I ever saw you; all skinny arms and enrolados mess of hair. It was hard letting you go, Peyton. It was hard losing you and it was hard seeing you again. It's still really hard. I know. While I'm asleep I have this dream where we're back in that hotel room in LA and you propose to me; and every single time I say yes. It's just a dream right? It's my dream. To all those lost souls who have forgotten to believe in the immensity of love.
Our Mixtape.♫
(thanks to ritergrl (S!<3), Laurencia7, yourartmatters!)
1. Maybe Tomorrow - Sterephonics
2. Mixtape - Butch Walker
3. You Found Me - Kelly Clarkson
4. She's No You - Jessie McCartney
5. Absolutely (Story Of A Girl) - Nine Days
6. amor Will Come Through - Travis
7. We Might As Well be Strangers - Keane
8. Hanging por a Moment - Lifehouse
9. You and Me - Lifehouse
10. Why Can't I - Liz Phair
11. Forgive and Forget - The Get Up Kids
12. This is the Last Time - Keane
13. Comfortable - John Mayer
14. Back to You - John Mayer
15. Shimmer - Fuel
16. A Moment Like This - Kelly Clarkson
17. Fall To Pieces - Avril Lavigne
18. Whatever it Takes - The Faders
19. Fix You - coldplay
20. On fogo - Switchfoot
21. If You're Not The One - Daniel Bedingfield
22. I Want to Save You - Something Corporate
23. Complicated - Carolyn Dawn Johnson
24. Come On - Ben Jelen
25. Lonely September - The Plain White T's
26. Ever The Same - Rob Thomas
27. Alway On Your Side - Sheryl corvo and Sting
28. Don't Forget About Us - Mariah Carey
29: The Mix-Tape - Jack's Mannequin
30: Halo - Haley James Scott aka Bethany Joy Galeotti
31. Nothing Else Matters - Metallica
32. Never Tear Us Apart - INXS
33. With or Without You - U2
34. Layla - Eric Clapton
35. sino Bottom Blues - Eric Clapton
36. She Loves You - The Beatles
37. angel - Aerosmith
38. Don't Wanna Miss a Thing - Aerosmith
39. Ten Years Gone - Led Zeppelin
40. amor Song - The Cure
41. Coming to terms
42. Everything we had - The academy is
43. Feel This - Haley James Scott
