I refuse. I simply refuse to lose this battle. all this...this crap, it's not my fault. No.Why am I so stubborn? Why do I only indulge in myself? I let her die. I let them both die. I have to pay the price. But i refuse to go into the cat's room. As I pass the cereja blossom trees, I can only wonder if they know that one dia they'll simply die and fall off the tree? Well anyways, that doesn't matter. None of it does. they'll only just grow back. Staying the same, unchanging. Just like the curse. It'll never change. Eternity is eternity after all. But she understands. She's like a beautiful flor that got mixed up with the wrong pesticides, because i know that me being with her will only hurt her. But i amor her. If i had one wish, it would be that she stays happy forever. Even if it doesn't caused por me, I'll do whatever it takes. Regardless, she'll only say that it would be a waste on her. But i beg to differ. So like Tohru. As i open the door to my house, i know I'll hear her say "Welcome back, Kyo-kun!" *creak* "Welcome início Kyo! knew it! "yeah, hey" she looks a little frantic... "um... is Shishou doing well?" oh "yeah, he's okay i guess" I wonder why she's so nice? i thought that ever since the night that i transformed, that she would be mais distant, but for some reason i'm starting to see her mais and more. and i feel like it's not a coincidence. I wonder if she's still thinks about that night from time to time. Maybe I've become a man, or am i still a 17 ano old child? Whatever it is, i know that i'll make her smile one way or another. " um... Kyo-kun, there's been something I've been wanting to tell you...

to be continued in Tohru: A face in the hall and a man in a throne.