Akashi's lema

It's frustrating, it's really shameful
If you want to laugh at my unstoppable tears, go on and laugh

Isn't it very unfair? We're different the moment we're born
I can only look enviously at your back that's distancing away
"You're a genius", there's no way I can catch up
I willfully set my limits on a meter por myself

I really know it, I know the truth
I know I worked hard mais than anyone else
I'm just pretending to not see
I know it, I know it, but

I say it won't work or be like this and
so and so and so on
Fooling everyone and myself and myself
and myself skillfully
What in the world can I be proud of?...