City of Hope show, concerto (May, 7th 2011)

*Kendall,Carlos,and I were still group hugging and crying outside on James' porch,i looked at the police car as they drove off with James,i saw him through the window,he was sorry,i saw it in his eyes,and then I looked at the ambulância truck,poor Logan.Kendall motioned for Carlos and me to come back inside with him,all three of us were still crying,we all walked in and I plopped on the sofá on my back,my body hurt because of being a mês pregnant.Carlos sat near my feet and rubbed my legs,i looked up at him,he was still crying,i sat up and hugged him.Kendall stood in front of the sofá with...

*imagine*its been a week since james kissed you at the party.you're out at a restaurant with one of your bffs,pamela(just made that up).pamela:so congratz on your role for that new show!me:thx...(you say starrin blank into space,squinting.)pamela:(looks to try to find what you're starring at).uhhh,is something wrong?me:no,im find.pamela:no,you're not!i know that look!spill it!me:remember when we were at that party?pamela:yes...why?me:james maslow kissed me in front of the poparazzi&it was a little to soon...pamela:O.M.F.G!you've LOVED him forever,but why would he do that?you definitely...