I wanted to publicar the first chapter of the new stories before I left. So here you go. Chapter One of All I Wanted.
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“Tomorrow's the day, Hayley.” I reminded her.
She tilted her her back and kissed me.
“Our one ano anniversary.” She said as she pulled back.
“Hayles I kind of brought you here so we could be alone and tell you something.”
“Yeah?”
“I amor you Hayley.”
To my relief a smile spread across her face. “I amor you, too.”
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The memory replayed my mind over and over.
That was the dia before our anniversary. The dia I first told Hayley I loved her. The dia she first told me she loved me. That was the dia before Hayley's death. That was almost a ano ago.
“Josh.” My moms voice came from outside my door breaking through my thoughts. “It's time for school. If you don't wake up now you won't make it on time.”
“Just leave me alone.” Leave me in peace with thoughts of my angel.
“But school –”
“Mom I just don't feel up to going today ok?” I replied annoyed.
She sighed. “Fine honey. Just come on out and get some breakfast.”
I reluctantly dragged myself to the table. I sat in front of one.the three plates of comida my mom had set down.
My mom and dad both sat down and began eating their food. I grabbed my fork and started to chop my eggs into pieces.
“Josh this has to stop!” My mom screamed breaking the silence.
I looked up at her in complete shock. “What?”
“You've been like a zombie ever since Hayley died. I feel like you died with her.”
“I don't know what you mean mom. I'm fine. Same Josh I've always been.”
She shook her head, “No! We both know that's not true. You keep skipping school, I have to litterly drag you out of that room of yours, and even then you don't say a word to your father and I, and you barely eat anymore. I just feel like you've changed. It's like I don't even know you anymore.”
“Hayley was my girlfriend mom. I was in amor with her. I still am.”
“I know, but it's been a year.”
“Actually it won't be a ano until Friday.” I corrected her.
“Do you see what I mean?”
“Could you just get to the point?” I asked annoyed.
“I think it's about time you moved on. Hayley is dead, and she's not coming back. There's a girl who moved in down the street. I think you two would really hit it off.”
“No mom. It's just too soon.”
“One date. That's all I'm asking for. If you don't want to see her again after that then ok, but please just give Jenna a chance.”
“One encontro, data and that's it.”
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“Tomorrow's the day, Hayley.” I reminded her.
She tilted her her back and kissed me.
“Our one ano anniversary.” She said as she pulled back.
“Hayles I kind of brought you here so we could be alone and tell you something.”
“Yeah?”
“I amor you Hayley.”
To my relief a smile spread across her face. “I amor you, too.”
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The memory replayed my mind over and over.
That was the dia before our anniversary. The dia I first told Hayley I loved her. The dia she first told me she loved me. That was the dia before Hayley's death. That was almost a ano ago.
“Josh.” My moms voice came from outside my door breaking through my thoughts. “It's time for school. If you don't wake up now you won't make it on time.”
“Just leave me alone.” Leave me in peace with thoughts of my angel.
“But school –”
“Mom I just don't feel up to going today ok?” I replied annoyed.
She sighed. “Fine honey. Just come on out and get some breakfast.”
I reluctantly dragged myself to the table. I sat in front of one.the three plates of comida my mom had set down.
My mom and dad both sat down and began eating their food. I grabbed my fork and started to chop my eggs into pieces.
“Josh this has to stop!” My mom screamed breaking the silence.
I looked up at her in complete shock. “What?”
“You've been like a zombie ever since Hayley died. I feel like you died with her.”
“I don't know what you mean mom. I'm fine. Same Josh I've always been.”
She shook her head, “No! We both know that's not true. You keep skipping school, I have to litterly drag you out of that room of yours, and even then you don't say a word to your father and I, and you barely eat anymore. I just feel like you've changed. It's like I don't even know you anymore.”
“Hayley was my girlfriend mom. I was in amor with her. I still am.”
“I know, but it's been a year.”
“Actually it won't be a ano until Friday.” I corrected her.
“Do you see what I mean?”
“Could you just get to the point?” I asked annoyed.
“I think it's about time you moved on. Hayley is dead, and she's not coming back. There's a girl who moved in down the street. I think you two would really hit it off.”
“No mom. It's just too soon.”
“One date. That's all I'm asking for. If you don't want to see her again after that then ok, but please just give Jenna a chance.”
“One encontro, data and that's it.”
time goes by
as i think of you
staring in the mirror of my room
your lips are warm
my mouth it lingers
i think of you
with fiery eyes
i want you now
my sweety pie
you are my life
my world my earth
time goes by
with you in mind
i stare off silentl;y
wisshing you were right beside me
looking through
you are my air
the only thing
that keeps me breathing
my darkess imagens
are disapearing
you are my love
just like a dove
peacefull and beutiful
with oh such beuty
you call to me
through the waves of life
you are my baby
my lil muffin
my one true love
that i cannot get enough of
I amor you bree with all my coração
forever you will have my love
as i think of you
staring in the mirror of my room
your lips are warm
my mouth it lingers
i think of you
with fiery eyes
i want you now
my sweety pie
you are my life
my world my earth
time goes by
with you in mind
i stare off silentl;y
wisshing you were right beside me
looking through
you are my air
the only thing
that keeps me breathing
my darkess imagens
are disapearing
you are my love
just like a dove
peacefull and beutiful
with oh such beuty
you call to me
through the waves of life
you are my baby
my lil muffin
my one true love
that i cannot get enough of
I amor you bree with all my coração
forever you will have my love
Goodbye my love
goodbye my bride
I will give you time to get your head straight
you mean the world to me
and will always be
the only one I love
my coração it beats
for you
and you only
Goodbye my sweetheart
i will see you in time
goodbye my one and only
goodbye my bree
my loving fool
You are my life
and Ill give you time
goodby my life
goodbye my wife
I will miss you every segundo you leave
but goodbye
my love
my sweetest friend
my otherhalf
I amor you more
than I ever knew
so goodbye my baby
Ill see you soon
goodbye my bride
I will give you time to get your head straight
you mean the world to me
and will always be
the only one I love
my coração it beats
for you
and you only
Goodbye my sweetheart
i will see you in time
goodbye my one and only
goodbye my bree
my loving fool
You are my life
and Ill give you time
goodby my life
goodbye my wife
I will miss you every segundo you leave
but goodbye
my love
my sweetest friend
my otherhalf
I amor you more
than I ever knew
so goodbye my baby
Ill see you soon