Dia das bruxas

[i]I miss you, I miss you. I miss you so much I hate myself for it. I remember the memories of when I was crazy in amor with you. My memories keep looking for you but find that you're not here with me anymore.[/i[

The seguinte day, after eating breakfast, you and Randy go to the de praia, praia together. It's kinda empty cuz it's early in the morning. You and Randy just wore regular clothes to the de praia, praia and you guys walk on the sand. You get tired of walking and you ask Randy to carry you. When he does, he says:

Randy: You're so light.
Jamie: Hm...
Randy: ...
Jamie: Can you pick a spot to sit down at?
Randy: Sure....

I lie awake driving myself crazy thinking of you. I made a mistake when I let you go. I drive myself crazy, wanting you the way that I do.

You've still been avoiding Randy as much as possible, yet yearning for him mais as days pass by. It's been a mês since you and Randy haven't said a single word to each other.

**Randy's POV**

I'm such a mess! Look at me! Tossing and turning in my bed. It's been 5 hours since I've tried to go to sleep. **gets up and goes to the living room, watching TV** Ugh all these stupid soap operas. Isn't there anything good on? ...man...I was such a fool. How good was...

Chapter 20: Epilogue

{Tim's POV}

Weeks pass into months, and months into years, and slowly, the pain begins to recede. I doubt there will ever be a dia where I don't wake up and pain pierce my coração that my son is gone, but I can live with it now. All of us have learned to adapt and cope with Randy's death.

I've returned to Tool Time. Our ratings are better than ever, though I'm slightly mais subdued. Al has been a tremendous help to be during all this, he was a shoulder to cry on, a listening ear, and most importantly, he was just there to be my friend. You never realize how good a friend is...

Jill dialed the phone number of the prestigious high school about twenty miles from their início where her nephew, John Patterson attended, school as a sophomore. She figured if anybody could be the backbone of their family in a time of need, John would be the person to call. The dia before, Randy, who was very close to his cousin, had been taken for some additional blood tests at a doctor's appointment after one of the doctors discovered a lump on his neck. It could be one of three things: a goiter, which would mean Randy would have to receive no treatment; hypothyroidism, which meant that he...