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Its amazing how one person can change your whole world compleatly,all it takes is one look and suddenly your heads in the clouds.Every amor song reminds you of him,you start watching romantic films and recreateing it in your head with new charectors...you and him.You gaze at his fotografia for hours hopeing that one dia he'll see you...the way you see him.Hes always the first and last thing on your mind every single day.To experence all this emotion for one special person can make you feel sad at times...but at the same time feel compleately wonderful but...you still dont have him...and even though you want to fight for him you just cant...theres always something holding you back...maybe the fact that so many people amor him and you think you dont have a chance...

This is how i feel about gerran...anyone else experence these feelings?

Imagine its an ordinary dia just like any other your walking down the rua but then something happens on this dia that is completly out of the ordinary you see walking down the rua straight towards you talking to his mates OMG!!!
ITS GERREN HOWELL!!!! but then you realise that he wasn't walking towards you and you are standing there a like an idiot drooling over him.

So he walks past and stares at you like you some sort of freak.
You then walk início still thinking about that moment and you don't care that him and his mates laughed at you because you are treasuring that moment that segundo you will remember for the rest of your life that ordinary dia on an ordinary rua when Gerren Howell walked past you stared into your eyes and laughed!!