This is a little thing I put together about what happened, and I never want to happen again...

She smiles,
So beutiful,
But not in her eyes,
For every day,
I count
One
Two Three.
Three new marks,
That cover her arms,
And I pleadd
No no, please your so much better!
But she dosn't listen,
And it makes me sick
That she dosn't see the beauty
Blonde hair
Blue eyes
But not just on the outside
She'll never tell you she loves baseball
And can sing,
Like she was born too
And she has a pretty heart
With an amazing soul to match
I beg and beg because she dosn't realize
She has everything
That i have ever wanted
But the seguinte dia she comes back
One
Two
Three
Four
Five
When will it stop!
Because she dosn't know how much it hurts
Like she's not cutting her arm
But my heart
One
Two
Three
Four
Five
Six
Eventually it will break
And so will I
Sometimes I hate how much I care
Because I get crushed too much
I wish I could care for every soul
But it would be broken
One
Two
Three
Four
Crack
Crack
Snap
Maybe I should stop caring
But I can't
Because if I don't
Wh will?
Bullies
The Bullied
There's barely any median,
Exept for me,
And I'm not alone,
But it hurts knowing you try so hard and it's never enough
Because every cut,
Every word and I feel
Crack
Crack
Crack
When will it snap?
And leave me
All
Alone
In this
Big
Lonely
World