"Go die" they say when they pass me in the halls. Yes, i may have blonde hair contacts that make my eyes look red snakebites tatoos and black clothing but does that mean you have to hurts me. "Kill me now please" i beg god everyday. "Pathetic girl" mother said slapping me leaving a red mark. "Shut the f*** up" my sister says kicking me down. Father? do you hear me? please come back to me.
Since when has my depression gone to suicide? i have no idea. "I'm so sorry" he'd say wrapping his arms around me my only friend. Chaner? Do you hear me? i may be a horrible friend but i still amor you.
Do i miss my life being normal? mais than anything. "I hate life!" ill yell. "B*tch" mom will yell.
"Kaitlyn" Chaner'd whipser. "Please, don't hate me" i'd whimper. "Never" he'd whisper touching his lips to mine.
Do i miss Chaner? mais than life it's self. "God kill me, and give them back" ill say. "Don't talk to yourself you idiot" sister would say kicking me in the head. "Do you hate life" all the other kids would ask. "Yes" i'd slowly say."Do you cut yourself" they'd ask. "Everyday" i reply. "Do you pray to die" they'll ask. "Why wouldn't i? everyone hates me the ones i amor are gone, and i hate life mais than i hate my mother" i'd say at this point on the ground crying.
My hands soaked in tears and blood. My white capret stained with red dots and small puddles.
God do you hear me? I refuse to let any of them hurt me. I'll die when im aighty-some and fall in amor be a better mouth and let mother and sister hate me.
Because i have i life that i have to live! Just like all of you who took the chance to read this. I amor everyone out there and i hope you all reconsider suiced and hatred of life.
Since when has my depression gone to suicide? i have no idea. "I'm so sorry" he'd say wrapping his arms around me my only friend. Chaner? Do you hear me? i may be a horrible friend but i still amor you.
Do i miss my life being normal? mais than anything. "I hate life!" ill yell. "B*tch" mom will yell.
"Kaitlyn" Chaner'd whipser. "Please, don't hate me" i'd whimper. "Never" he'd whisper touching his lips to mine.
Do i miss Chaner? mais than life it's self. "God kill me, and give them back" ill say. "Don't talk to yourself you idiot" sister would say kicking me in the head. "Do you hate life" all the other kids would ask. "Yes" i'd slowly say."Do you cut yourself" they'd ask. "Everyday" i reply. "Do you pray to die" they'll ask. "Why wouldn't i? everyone hates me the ones i amor are gone, and i hate life mais than i hate my mother" i'd say at this point on the ground crying.
My hands soaked in tears and blood. My white capret stained with red dots and small puddles.
God do you hear me? I refuse to let any of them hurt me. I'll die when im aighty-some and fall in amor be a better mouth and let mother and sister hate me.
Because i have i life that i have to live! Just like all of you who took the chance to read this. I amor everyone out there and i hope you all reconsider suiced and hatred of life.