Can you help me?

Baptized or not, not everybody in the world is perfect. The earth/world is very beautiful but it's not perfect. por that, I mean the people. I've been baptized when I was younger too. Everybody makes mistakes. I HATE making mistakes. They humiliate me. They make me look like a complete fool. Every time I make a mistake I think to myself "I am the dumbest idiot of all!" Even though that's not true. I just feel that way. It happens to all of us. Even when you apologize to god for whatever you've done, you still might make another mistake in the future but that's ok. It's completely normal. It only makes us human. God will always forgive you no matter how bad the mistakes you did are. He will always amor you. He can never forsaken you just for making even one mistake. I honestly feel the same way. I feel like he's angry at me that he might put some kind of curse on me but that's totally impossible. He wouldn't do that. That's not the god I know. What's making me feel that way is satan. He just messing with my mind to make me even mais depressed. I reckon satan is trying to do the same with your mind too. You can't let that happen. You must fight back and ignore the negativity. Those mistakes that happened, that's the past. You gotta forget that past and do better in the future. You can't change the past (which we all wish was possible) but you CAN change the future.

Thats not true. jesus loves you so much that he sent his only son to die on the cruz to pay for our Sins.
God forgives you because he loves you so much.
I'll admit, I'm not perfect, I make dumb mistakes again & again, and I ask for forgiveness and its received.
Please, don't ever think that hes unhappy with you, he loves you!