omg so it's that time of the ano lol when i pour out my soul for the public world to see haha but it's not for their eyes, it's for yours of course so i don't even care. but yeah. i always get excited composição literária artigos for you because my sense of you and how much i amor you and why i amor you always manages to shine through like even if i'm going through a writer's block which i wouldn't say i'm in right now but i am at the point where i haven't written anything in months now or even edited that much, so i'm pretty rusty. but anyway. yeah. so somehow i'm always able to write letters and artigos and everything in between for you, because the floods of my coração never stop pouring. you can't build a dam for it, for what material would you use to stop love? in it's rawest, purest and most sincere form, you can't truly stop love. it always wins, even if it must lose many many times, it always wins. it's really a blessing that i'm always able to write you something cause then when i sit down in order to pen a letter or whatever else, i realize i haven't lost the touch, you know? i still have it, though it remains stagnant for some time and unused, still it sits silently waiting. it is a gift. and it was a gift i always wanted to use for good. from the beginning. maybe to redeem myself, i'm not really sure. maybe because i hate seeing gifts go to utter waste and i knew that even if i destroyed my life i had created something beautiful; i really couldn't tell you but i do know it's a gift. so the best way i can use it is for you. because you're my other gift.
people have said it again and again forever: what would i do without you? it's beyond cliche but we know how true it is for us. what would we do without each other, in fact? i really don't know. anytime i think about it, i only come up with bad and with us being worse off than we were in the beginning. separating us would literally be separating souls. that's the worst thing god or one of his creature's could do, and i don't mean to sound overdramatic but i'm trying to think of worse and other than what we could do to ourselves which is falling out or dying lol, that's hands down the worst thing. we're each other's homes and therefore lifelines. if we didn't have each other, our souls would be homeless. in fact, no one could really acheive seperating us completely because i know that even in death, we would be attached. so what could life possibly do?
you and me, we've encountered some nasty bitches and fake friends and everything in between. and we've encountered them together. i think i could go through losing a friend, cancer, a horrible mental illness or physical illness, i think i could go through anything you could name, anything you could possibly think of with you. as long as i had you por my side, i'd be okay because you are my okay.
i just noticed my nails were ruined lol, greaaaatttt. anyway. why do i mention the most unimportant things? i swear i'd be lost without you. who would i cadela, puta to, ramble to, laugh with, be sappy with? literally no one. no one could fill your shoes or take your place, so it's honestly a ridiculous insecurity to have. you're my you. no one could give me you but y o u. i am convinced that we are one in a hundred million. our unique souls, mine with it's brazenness, recklessness, my lies and my beating coração that feels too heavy in my chest, my poetic soul from a millennia atrás and you with your honesty, your brilliant way of thinking through everything and feeling g everything, the beauty you place on the world, how you define "too much", how life manifests itself inside you at the oddest of times -- us, we don't exist. especially not together. aries and cancers aren't usually pinned together anyway, for they clash too much. but we don't. we balance every aspect; when you give a little, i give a lot; when you feel too little, i feel too much; when i think too little, you think enough. it is perfect. it is truly yin and yang.
so this day, mais than most days i am thankful for you. i'll give you all my 8:14s of my entire lifetime if you could feel how i amor you and how i need you in my life. take my words right now, for they're all i have but i think they're enough for you. we feel each other's souls and hearts in every word we pen, and i hope you feel mine beating, bloody, bruised and working for you.
i owe you my life and my reason for living. thank you so much.
happy birthday to my most favorito person in the entire world. thank you trusting your coração with me and for your soul. i will treasure it however long as our infinity allows.
people have said it again and again forever: what would i do without you? it's beyond cliche but we know how true it is for us. what would we do without each other, in fact? i really don't know. anytime i think about it, i only come up with bad and with us being worse off than we were in the beginning. separating us would literally be separating souls. that's the worst thing god or one of his creature's could do, and i don't mean to sound overdramatic but i'm trying to think of worse and other than what we could do to ourselves which is falling out or dying lol, that's hands down the worst thing. we're each other's homes and therefore lifelines. if we didn't have each other, our souls would be homeless. in fact, no one could really acheive seperating us completely because i know that even in death, we would be attached. so what could life possibly do?
you and me, we've encountered some nasty bitches and fake friends and everything in between. and we've encountered them together. i think i could go through losing a friend, cancer, a horrible mental illness or physical illness, i think i could go through anything you could name, anything you could possibly think of with you. as long as i had you por my side, i'd be okay because you are my okay.
i just noticed my nails were ruined lol, greaaaatttt. anyway. why do i mention the most unimportant things? i swear i'd be lost without you. who would i cadela, puta to, ramble to, laugh with, be sappy with? literally no one. no one could fill your shoes or take your place, so it's honestly a ridiculous insecurity to have. you're my you. no one could give me you but y o u. i am convinced that we are one in a hundred million. our unique souls, mine with it's brazenness, recklessness, my lies and my beating coração that feels too heavy in my chest, my poetic soul from a millennia atrás and you with your honesty, your brilliant way of thinking through everything and feeling g everything, the beauty you place on the world, how you define "too much", how life manifests itself inside you at the oddest of times -- us, we don't exist. especially not together. aries and cancers aren't usually pinned together anyway, for they clash too much. but we don't. we balance every aspect; when you give a little, i give a lot; when you feel too little, i feel too much; when i think too little, you think enough. it is perfect. it is truly yin and yang.
so this day, mais than most days i am thankful for you. i'll give you all my 8:14s of my entire lifetime if you could feel how i amor you and how i need you in my life. take my words right now, for they're all i have but i think they're enough for you. we feel each other's souls and hearts in every word we pen, and i hope you feel mine beating, bloody, bruised and working for you.
i owe you my life and my reason for living. thank you so much.
happy birthday to my most favorito person in the entire world. thank you trusting your coração with me and for your soul. i will treasure it however long as our infinity allows.