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After a few weeks pass, you've been getting much sicker. You can feel it and you can see it. Whenever you look in the mirror, you see a pale face, small dark circles, and white lips. Your rosy cheeks have turned to paleness and nothing but paleness. You've been feeling much weaker and you've been sucking at basquetebol, basquete lately. Your coach notices and he talks with you about it.

Coach: So Jamie. How is it?
Jamie: ...you should know coach...I'm losing it.
Coach: What can you do Jamie? You need to rest. You can't play.
Jamie: What? But...but I amor playing. I can't just stop.
Coach: Then at least you can take mais breaks off than the rest of the team.
Jamie: ...even though it's not fair, I have to agree. I can't keep up anymore. I'm too slow.
Coach: It's ok. I understand...but the medicines the doctor gives you don't work?
Jamie: I...I couldn't get them.
Coach: Why not?
Jamie: The money...they were too expensive.
Coach: ...how much?
Jamie: A couple hundred or thousand dollars...

****

Coach: Ok listen up everyone listen up.

All the girl basquetebol, basquete players surround coach. Meanwhile, you and Randy left already to just hang out together.

Coach: Ok you all know Jamie's problem. Well she has another one, financially. She can't pay for the medicine she needs and us as a team, I thought we could help Jamie out por selling doces or what not. Sound like a good idea?
Girls: Yah!!

****

You and Randy are at his house and on his roof. You two are looking up at the sky, lieing down on the bricky roof. You lean on Randy's chest and you keep looking up at the stars. You lay your hand on Randy's chest and you close your eyes, feeling yourself relaxed.

Jamie: It feels nice.
Randy: *smiles* Your not cold right?
Jamie: No.

You hug Randy tighter and just then a phone call comes.

Jamie: Ugh...

Randy gets his phone from his jean pocket and he respostas it.

Randy: Hello?
Lauren: Randy.
Randy: Oh. oi Lauren.
Lauren: Randy...can you come to my house for a sec?
Randy: Why? I can't anyways. I'm with Jamie.
Lauren: Please...I...*cries* I can't take this anymore.
Randy: Are you crying?
Lauren: Please Randy I need comfort.
Randy: W-why me? Can't you call Jessica or Tanya?
Lauren: Randy please...please...
Randy: I-I'm sorry Lauren. I can't...I'm with Jamie...h-hello? Hello?

Randy looks at his phone and Lauren just hung up on him.

Jamie: Why?
Randy: Nothing. You don't have to worry.
Jamie: Randy...
Randy: She wanted me to come over to her house.
Jamie: And you told her no?
Randy: Yah.
Jamie: Oh...did you know why?
Randy: No. But she was crying.
Jamie: What?
Randy: Yah...but I wanna be with you.
Jamie: *smile* Thanks...I needed that.

You give Randy a small kiss on his lips and you lean your head back onto his chest, feeling and hearing his coração skip a beat...
In the middle of the night again, you wake up feeling a sharp twisting pain in your stomach. You twitch and you quickly yet gently mover Randy's hands off your waist. You leave the sofá and you run to the bathroom and you head to the toilet. You just start throwing up and throwing up into the toilet, closing your eyes but feeling the acidic burn in your throat. When your done throwing up, you look and you see blood in the toilet.

Jamie: Oh god...

**next morning**

You go back to your cama and you plop onto the bed, not being able to fall asleep. You look up at the ceiling, just staring into the...
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Even though you might never be por my side again, I will never forget you. You won't understand how happy I was with you. When those memories come por me, I will be thankful.

Randy: I want to Jamie really...but I can't let you. I don't wanna get hurt por you again.
Jamie: ...
Randy: And besides...what about Shawn? And what about Lauren? You always cared for them mais than you did for me or for you.
Jamie: ...
Randy: I'm sorry Jamie...
Jamie: Then at least drop me off at my house. That's the least you could do...right?
Randy: Of course.

You grab Angie and you sit in the back assento of Randy's car with Angie...
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Jamie: H-huh?
Randy: I like you Jamie. Not just as a friend but mais than that.
Jamie: ...I...
Randy: I know your going through a really tough time. I mean your grandma just died, you just broke up with your boyfriend, and...and your health.
Jamie: ...what?
Randy: I know...about your leukemia.
Jamie: ...
Randy: But Jamie...I want to help you. I don't want you to go through this alone.
Jamie: Randy...I want you to leave.
Randy: Wh-what?
Jamie: I want you to leave.
Randy: B-but-
Jamie: Randy...*tears* leave...
Randy: ...

Randy gets up and walks out your door. You hear him get in his car but something pulls...
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Why won't you understand my heart? Even if it's not me, can't it just be me? I've never had this want for anyone before. Can't it be me? Can't it be me in this life time, or can it be me in the seguinte life time? Even if you promised today is the end, I won't be afraid...

Randy parks in your driveway seguinte to Shawn's car and you see Shawn squatting down at your porch. He sees you and Randy and you get out of the car with Randy. You quickly get Angie and you walk seguinte to Randy, in case Shawn might do something to him. Shawn walks up to you and he starts yelling.

Shawn: Where the hell were you?!?!?...
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**October**

So a whole mês passed por and you and the whole group have gotten closer, esp. Randy. You and Shawn have started to barely hang out outside of school and you spend the rest of your time either studying, sleeping, eating, or hanging out with both Angie and Randy.

**Friday**

Randy: So what do you wanna do this weekend Jamie?
Jamie: Um I don't know. My grandma wants me to go to church with her but I'm not all that spiritual.
Randy: Oh. Well what days you going?
Jamie: Saturday night and Sunday for a regular service.
Randy: Oh. Well we can hang out at your church then so you won't be bored....
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As time goes por you'll be able to forget everything...

You've been getting closer with the group while getting farther from Shawn. You don't even bother hanging out with him when you see him around school. You just walk with Randy and the rest of the group (you and Randy have every single class together and 6th period too). You and Randy have been getting pretty close and you guys can crack jokes to each other now. In 6th period, you go to your coach and you give him the note from the doctor. You look at the coach's expression while leitura it and he looks like 0,0...

Coach: Sullivan...
Jamie:...
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**basketball:6th period**

You and the varsity team are all practicing drills and today for some reason, you feel really out of breathe and dehydrated. On your water break, you gulp down your whole water bottle but you still feel dehydrated. You feel dizzy and you fall on your knees.

Coach: Sullivan!! Get your behind over here!!

You try to get up but you can't. You just fall right back down to your knees and the assistant coach goes to you, Tommy.

Tommy: What's wrong Jamie?
Jamie: I feel dizzy.
Tommy: Why don't you sit down. Do you need water?
Jamie: Y-yah...

Tommy gets you cold water and you gulp it...
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posted by MJ_Fan_4Life007
Sitting at the pew in church that afternoon, Jamie Sullivan, the daughter of Reverend Sullivan, reached for her Bible, opened it and began to turn the pages, her hazel eyes scanning the words and phrases that she had picked out at aleatório and mentally began studying.

Finally, her eyes lit up with some sparkle when she came to the book of Psalms. She then began to read Psalm 1 up to verse 4.

For some reason that only she knew, Jamie felt that she had to read those verses. She knew that they were very important – both the words and the phrases.

"Oh, the joys of those who do not follow the advice...
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posted by MJ_Fan_4Life007
Landon Carter was on the stage opening night, shaking like a leaf under the hot lights. He honestly didn't know why he cared so much. So what if he made a fool of himself? He's Logan Carter; his popularity would save him, wouldn't it? Maybe that's why. Or maybe it was her… sitting there looking beautiful

Landon brushed the thought to the side and said his lines. "All I know is your beautiful…..will you sing to me?"

The piano began to play but it wasn't the song that they've all practiced. This one was better, but he wouldn't admit this to anyone.

There's a song that's inside of my soul

It's...
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posted by MJ_Fan_4Life007
Jamie's Point of view:

Dear Landon,

I finally have a life full of peace. I thought that I would never experience a life with true amor and joy until I met you. We got married a few months ago, and being married to you has been the happiness time of my life every since I was diagnosed with terminal cancer. We never talk about me dying, and even in on my worst days you always find a way to make me smile. I am unconditionally in amor with God, you Landon, and my life to know that it is alright for me to die. I know that my father will heal in his own way and you will go to college and fulfill a...
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Chapter 4: Calling All Angels

Landon and Jamie was on the poach swinging on their swing. Jamie looked at the sunset. Landon put his arm around her shoulder. Landon and Jamie kissed then the night began to fall.

Landon and Jamie came into the apartment.

Jamie put on her pajamas and she left asleep on the couch. Landon admired Jamie sleeping. Then the time was left '10:17' and then a left of light
came down on Landon.

Then it was Crystal. Crystal pushed her hair back and she walked up to Landon.

"I see you are very happy with Jamie," said Crystal

"I'm always happy with Jamie"

"Well since you never bothered me today I'll give back 2 mais of your wishes and let you keep Jamie"

"Thank you Crystal, "said Landon

"No problem many happiest will happen to you"

"Crystal what kinda of happiest?" asked Landon

"No way I can't tell you that," said Crystal

A light comes back and Crystal steps over the light. Landon saw Crystal comes back up

End of Ch4
Chapter 3: Morning that was supposed to be sorrowed

Landon woke up seguinte to the window. He stretched his arm and he felt someone seguinte to him. He looked over and he saw Jamie Sullivan.

He felt her short brown hair and he saw her eyes still closed. Landon looked at his appointment book and no meeting for a doctor in sight.

Landon looked as happy as he can be.

Jamie woke up and she saw her husband looking at his appointment book.

"Good morning Carter" said Jamie

"Good morning sweetie" said Landon

Landon moved in to kiss Jamie. Jamie got up out of cama and she got dressed, she put on a white sweater...
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Chapter 2: Dare You To Move

Landon woke up at 9 o'clock and he walked to cozinha and he saw his father there. Worth didn't make it to the funeral but he wished he did.

Worth and Landon's relationship was better...but over the months it got worst.

"Hello son" said Worth

"Where's Mama?" asked Landon

"She went shopping she'll be back later"

"Okay I'll take a walk," said Landon

"Landon I want to talk to you" he said sighing. "About yesterday, I wanted to be there"

"Then why didn't you come?" asked Landon

"Work" answered Worth

"You could of took a few days off or tell your boss, your daughter in law die...
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You said you needed me...then why don't you want me?

The past few days, you've been feeling much better with Randy. You feel like you have mais energy and you actually sometimes don't even think about your leukemia at all! You kinda have a feeling that it's cuz Randy is too sweet to you. He always makes you smile, laugh, and he always gives you a warm fuzzy feeling in the deep gut of your feelings. The past few Sundays, you've also been going to church with Angie, Randy, and his family. You sing for the choir all the time and after services, you two always go to the lake and hang out there......
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People always breaking up, falling in and out of love...I just want to let you know that I will never let you go for the rest of my life.

Jamie: I...I've thought about this for a while...
Randy: ...?...
Jamie: I like you too.
Randy: ...you...you like me too?
Jamie: *nods*
Randy: ...*smiles* Wow...*laughs*

****

It's now November and you and Randy have a good start to your relationship. The whole school knows about you and Randy cuz of the play. Both of you take it slow and steady cuz that's how you want it. You guys just hold hands, give small kisses on the cheek (never on the lips), and you two link...
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Randy: oi Jamie.
Jamie: oi Randy.

You sit in your assento in chemistry and the sino rings, starting the teacher's lecture. You drone off, about to fall asleep when Randy nudges you a little. You hate it when people wake you up but you quickly shake it off, knowing you barely know the guy to get mad at him. You start taking notes and you just start composição literária Shawn's name all over the place in different font size and style.

Randy: Who's Shawn?
Jamie: hm?
Randy: Shawn.
Jamie: Oh...oh! *tries to cover the paper*
Randy: *smile* Too late. I already saw. Is he your crush?
Jamie: Oh...um well boyfriend.
Randy:...
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I know I have to forget you but my coração is always searching for you. I have a person here who is por my side and I know I shouldn't be doing this. But the thought of you coming back, of hugging me once more...it's a silly thought I know. Forgive me for being the girl I didn't want to be for you, but that was all I could be.

The seguinte dia at school, you go to hang out with the girls at the cafeteria but you don't see Lauren there.

Jessica and Tanya: oi Jamie.
Jamie: Hey. Where's Lauren?
Jessica: With the boys. Didn't you hear? She got back with Randy.
Jamie: Yah...
Tanya: What happened Jamie?
Jamie:...
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Chapter 8: This I Swear

After arguing with his father Landon wanted to walk around. He felt bad after doing that do Jamie.

But Landon looked angry and then he saw Eric walking down the street. Eric still looked the same.

Eric walked up to him and Landon walked up to him too.

They high five each other.

They talked for a while.

"Landon Carter, you look great," said Eric

"Eric Hunter...Never changed," said Landon

"How's Jamie?" asked Eric

"Well she 4 months pregnant" said Landon

"You're gonna be a dad...Congratulations" said Eric

"Thanks what's new with you?" asked Landon

"I'm going to college" said Eric...
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