Gwen's P.O.V.
I get up out of bed. Attempt to make it. I "brush" my hair, and put on my makeup. I walk to the cozinha and try to eat something so I won't starve, but I can't get anything done without thinking about Duncan. Then I look at that dreaded calender. How I hated it. Crossing the red "x"s on every stupid day. Waiting. Can't believe we made it this far. Long distance I mean.
But you can only seperate for so long. Until either one or both of you go crazy.
But here we are today. It's been 5 months. 5 stupid goddamn months.
5 months since I've seen his face. 5 months since I've hugged or even kissed him. It kills me so much not to know where he is. What if he's with other girls? I miss him. Sure we've talked on the phone but I don't know how much I can handle. His stupid band tour should've been done a mês ago, so why the hell am I still alone at our apartment?
"Our apartment" I say.
"Our..."
I shake it off. I can't let this get to me. He's going to come início with no secrets. I know it. He loves me. After everything that we went through with that god-damn TV show I know he loves me.
I walked over to my mirrow. Ugh! I can't stand it!
I through a picture frame at it.
The mirror shatters. But I don't care. I walk over to clean it up, but I forgot I was barefoot so the glass cuts my feet. I wince at the cuts.
"Shit." I say under my breath. Blood dripples onto the carpet. No time for hospitals. A couple of band-aids will do the job.
Haha yeah no worries. I started to laugh.
" Nothing but a little scrap! "
I freeze. God I'm loosing it! I'm bleeding and I'm laughing about it? What's wrong with me..?
-sigh- I pick up the picture frame I threw. It's a picture of me and the Total Drama gang. Yeah those days were fun. Well, fun when Chris wasn't trying to kill us.
Agh my feet. Man this is worse than I thought. I'll just take a bath. Ugh it's only 10 AM though. Oh well.
I go into the bathroom, feet still aching with every step and I fill the bath. I get undressed and step in. Ahh. It feels good. My feet stopped bleeding. I guess I'm at peace now.
-15 minutos later-
I haven't felt so relaxed in ages. Maybe from all that stress and worrying about Duncan. No. No, no, no, no. Gwen your alright. Duncan is fine. We're fine. Just breathe and everything-
Wait. I heard a creak or something. I don't know maybe it's just the apartment playing tricks on me. Then I hear it again. Is something there?
I sit up in the bathtub.
"Hello...?" I ask.
No response. Was someone or something actually there?
I close my eyes and take a deep breath in. Then I open them. And I see her.
"Wait no! No! Courtney you can't be here! No!"
Is what I wanted to say but she pushed me under so fast I couldn't talk.
I tried pushing and struggling against her but her grip was stronger than I thought it would be. I was done for. All I saw now was here evil, dark, empty black eyes, piercing into me. No. No! I'm not letting her win! No! I clawed her so I could get above water.
To get her off of me I take my feet and ram them into her stomach so hard that she feels the glass even. She winces and falls. Good. Now here's my chance.
I run out of the bathroom in my robe, veste, roupão and try to get help, but she's already standing in front of me. No. Impossible. She's not that fast. No one is.
" What the hell do you want Courtney?!?! Leave me alone!!!"
She didn't respond. She just grew this grin on her face from ear to ear. God, I'm not the one that went crazy, she did.
Wait. I'm still in the bedroom. Yes the broken mirror is still there. I didn't think, I darted. I made it to the mirror and I grabbed a shard of glass.
"Come on. Brind it your CIT bitch."
I didn't care anymore. About if I was losing it. If Courtney was really there. Or even if Duncan still loved me.
I lunged at her. I took the glass and stabbed her. She twitched for a little but then stopped.
I looked at her lifeless body. I put on some sweats and started shaking. Now I had to calm myself. I closed my eyes again. When I opened them the body was gone.
I looked around and I started to cry.
"Why doesn't anything make any sense anymore?!?!?!"
I scream at the topo, início of my lungs. I really am going mad. Mad at being alone, trapped por darkness.
Then I hear a creak again. Oh god not again. Please not again.
But it was different this time. Instead I saw Duncan. He's back? No it's can't be real.
He had a look of happiness, but seeing the state I was in , it turned to confusion.
"Gwen..? Gwen what happened?" he said.
He started to walk towards me, to embrace me in a hug, but I hesitated.
Now I was scared. I don't know how much I can take. Of being alone. I already went crazy. I thought I killed Courtney! Tears were strollign down my face. Now I had to do it. I have to see if Duncan is really there so I can stop this madness!
I reached up to touch his face, to see if he was real.
And he was.....
-hey hope u like it :J
sorry if it's not exactly dXg but i thought of gwen going kinda loco from being alone in her and duncan's place. idk i like it, hoep u do -
peace!
I get up out of bed. Attempt to make it. I "brush" my hair, and put on my makeup. I walk to the cozinha and try to eat something so I won't starve, but I can't get anything done without thinking about Duncan. Then I look at that dreaded calender. How I hated it. Crossing the red "x"s on every stupid day. Waiting. Can't believe we made it this far. Long distance I mean.
But you can only seperate for so long. Until either one or both of you go crazy.
But here we are today. It's been 5 months. 5 stupid goddamn months.
5 months since I've seen his face. 5 months since I've hugged or even kissed him. It kills me so much not to know where he is. What if he's with other girls? I miss him. Sure we've talked on the phone but I don't know how much I can handle. His stupid band tour should've been done a mês ago, so why the hell am I still alone at our apartment?
"Our apartment" I say.
"Our..."
I shake it off. I can't let this get to me. He's going to come início with no secrets. I know it. He loves me. After everything that we went through with that god-damn TV show I know he loves me.
I walked over to my mirrow. Ugh! I can't stand it!
I through a picture frame at it.
The mirror shatters. But I don't care. I walk over to clean it up, but I forgot I was barefoot so the glass cuts my feet. I wince at the cuts.
"Shit." I say under my breath. Blood dripples onto the carpet. No time for hospitals. A couple of band-aids will do the job.
Haha yeah no worries. I started to laugh.
" Nothing but a little scrap! "
I freeze. God I'm loosing it! I'm bleeding and I'm laughing about it? What's wrong with me..?
-sigh- I pick up the picture frame I threw. It's a picture of me and the Total Drama gang. Yeah those days were fun. Well, fun when Chris wasn't trying to kill us.
Agh my feet. Man this is worse than I thought. I'll just take a bath. Ugh it's only 10 AM though. Oh well.
I go into the bathroom, feet still aching with every step and I fill the bath. I get undressed and step in. Ahh. It feels good. My feet stopped bleeding. I guess I'm at peace now.
-15 minutos later-
I haven't felt so relaxed in ages. Maybe from all that stress and worrying about Duncan. No. No, no, no, no. Gwen your alright. Duncan is fine. We're fine. Just breathe and everything-
Wait. I heard a creak or something. I don't know maybe it's just the apartment playing tricks on me. Then I hear it again. Is something there?
I sit up in the bathtub.
"Hello...?" I ask.
No response. Was someone or something actually there?
I close my eyes and take a deep breath in. Then I open them. And I see her.
"Wait no! No! Courtney you can't be here! No!"
Is what I wanted to say but she pushed me under so fast I couldn't talk.
I tried pushing and struggling against her but her grip was stronger than I thought it would be. I was done for. All I saw now was here evil, dark, empty black eyes, piercing into me. No. No! I'm not letting her win! No! I clawed her so I could get above water.
To get her off of me I take my feet and ram them into her stomach so hard that she feels the glass even. She winces and falls. Good. Now here's my chance.
I run out of the bathroom in my robe, veste, roupão and try to get help, but she's already standing in front of me. No. Impossible. She's not that fast. No one is.
" What the hell do you want Courtney?!?! Leave me alone!!!"
She didn't respond. She just grew this grin on her face from ear to ear. God, I'm not the one that went crazy, she did.
Wait. I'm still in the bedroom. Yes the broken mirror is still there. I didn't think, I darted. I made it to the mirror and I grabbed a shard of glass.
"Come on. Brind it your CIT bitch."
I didn't care anymore. About if I was losing it. If Courtney was really there. Or even if Duncan still loved me.
I lunged at her. I took the glass and stabbed her. She twitched for a little but then stopped.
I looked at her lifeless body. I put on some sweats and started shaking. Now I had to calm myself. I closed my eyes again. When I opened them the body was gone.
I looked around and I started to cry.
"Why doesn't anything make any sense anymore?!?!?!"
I scream at the topo, início of my lungs. I really am going mad. Mad at being alone, trapped por darkness.
Then I hear a creak again. Oh god not again. Please not again.
But it was different this time. Instead I saw Duncan. He's back? No it's can't be real.
He had a look of happiness, but seeing the state I was in , it turned to confusion.
"Gwen..? Gwen what happened?" he said.
He started to walk towards me, to embrace me in a hug, but I hesitated.
Now I was scared. I don't know how much I can take. Of being alone. I already went crazy. I thought I killed Courtney! Tears were strollign down my face. Now I had to do it. I have to see if Duncan is really there so I can stop this madness!
I reached up to touch his face, to see if he was real.
And he was.....
-hey hope u like it :J
sorry if it's not exactly dXg but i thought of gwen going kinda loco from being alone in her and duncan's place. idk i like it, hoep u do -
peace!