Friendship Poem

Maybe you are young
Maybe you are old
Maybe you are deaf
Maybe you are dumb(not having the ability to speak.
Maybe you think people are over caring
Maybe you think people dont care enough
Maybe you feel brokenhearted
Maybe you are the one that gave the broken heart
Maybe you feel left out of everything
Maybe you want to just get away from it all

I can look inside of you and see how you feel and you can not look insde of me.
But one thing I do know is that these ten maybe's are ten reasons why you or I can make a difference, and why MAYBE can make a difference to.

Every dia when I see your face there is nothing I can do but smile.
When I hear you voice the birds all hush thier noise.
but now when I see your face with that glowing light.
I dont know if I should laugh or cry.
When I think of the good times we had
I wish thoses time could have last.
I try to keep telling my self it will be ok
but then I think how much longer will I be able to go this way.
I wish to hear you laugh again and to tell you how much I amor and adore you.
However I know it wont ever come because
it might be to late to.
If your happy then I am happy
if your sad then I will grieve as well
You might have moved on but I will
never forget the great things you have done for me
no matter how long I live
I will allways-allways
amor you.

this goes out to you my old best friend,
i thought i'd never loose you until the end,
but i'm giving up today, this is the last time i say hey,
i miss the old days when we had something to do,
but i'm guessing you don't now, do you,
it's time to say goodbye,
maybe run away and die,
i still miss you a lot,
but i now it's time to let go.

it's hard to tell you how much i amor you,
i guess i have always been there just to help you,
i wish the future was mais like the past,
but then the future would never last,
i wish now was just the same,
but it seems to you i'm just a name,
it's not the end of the world and it's nothing new,
it's just the same old shytt we always knew,
but we can try to change and take a chance,
before this becomes our final dance.

i am depressed,
i am not acting,
you're not impressed,
but it has sent me packing,
i have lost my mind,
i have gone crazy,
it's you i try to find,
but now i have just gone lazy,
i seem to disappear,
i escaped reality,
i coward away in fear,
to escape your lethal ways,
i walk away,
not in front of you,
you ruin my day,
and others too,
you push me around,
you think you are so cool,
i stubble and fall down,
"dude, you are such a tool".

can we go back to the way we were,
after all we went through,
you are not the same as i thought you were,
so why do i still think of you,
because you're beautiful,
you are perfect,
your life was full so i left it,
it broke my heart,
but i suffered through,
and i still stand strong because i amor you

Imagine two different persons,
and yet, the same.


The person who's living
life for others
will stay.
That's the person who
has no life,
the person who
needed to devote
all these years to someone
who lives in memories,
to someone who
cares for all these past days
they have lived together.


The person who's dying
along with all these memories
is sitting in the dark.
That person remembers.
That person had a dream once.
That person see no light,
tho the other one used to be
the light of all these days
they shared together.


That person was me.

Behind the door
of your destiny
are dreams
that still shine
in the haze
of your memories.


These dreams
are so distant
and invisible,
though your eyes
still stare into them.


Everything is so foggy
like your thoughts.
You sit alone
trying to reach that
small piece of happiness,
trying to find
a purpose of life.


Dreams, that still
live in you
are smothered by
the cruel reality.
But, they still live
inside,
feeding the memories,
reviving the soul.


Dreams,
even if they are
condemned to oblivion,
live within your heart,
in hope,
in remembrance,
shining in
the haze of
your memories.

You don’t even know me
You don’t even know me,
Yet you judge me anyway.
You don’t even know me,
But yet you say hateful things.
The words that come out of you mouth are deadly.
They grind my soul in to dust.
Those words were meant to step on me,
Keep me in the dust
They were meant to keep me from being happy,
Well it didn’t work.
You Fool! Don’t you see that you’re not hurting me!
That you’re not going to get me down?
You don’t even know me, but you want to see me hurt!
You ARROGENT JERKS!
You don’t even know me but you hate me so.
You don’t even know me so JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.

I remember that girl.
She used to be stealing cookies.
She used to be so full of happiness.
But then, some thing happened that changed her life.
Its something that can't be reversed.
That girl was shattered.

What happened to that girl was so sad.
It was that bad.

One of her friends was her favorito person in the world.
She never was seperated from her friends.
They were like family to her
Until one day,
It was hard to say
But she was seperated from them.

She was so hurt
She didn't deserve it.
That's when she decided something that wasn't supposed to happen.
She was tortureing herself.
Everyday,
She saw people that looked like her friends.
She began to cry,
Inside, she was dying
Slowly.
It was hard to mover on
She couldn't go on
It was all wrong


How do I know about this? Well, that girl in the story is me.Victoria.