This is a little poem I wrote. I wrote it from my heart, mind, body, and soul. I hope you like it. Comment if you can. :)
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I’m supposed to be happy.

I’m supposed to smile.

I’m supposed to laugh.

Yet, I can’t.

I can’t forget that he’s not here.

I can’t forget that he never was.

I can’t forget that he didn’t care.

You were supposed to be a father to me.

You were supposed to amor me.

You were supposed to care.

Yet, you didn’t.

Forgive me if I don’t understand.

I thought father’s were supposed to amor their little girls.

I thought they were supposed to be the dad that beat up their boyfriends.

I thought that I would have a father that loved me.


But, I don’t.

He doesn’t care.

He never will.


I’ve learned to forget him.

He’s no father to me.

He never was.


I’m happy now.

I can laugh and smile.

Even without you.

Dad.

There's a breathless hush in the Close to-night --
Ten to make and the match to win --
A bumping pitch and a blinding light,
An hora to play and the last man in.
And it's not for the sake of a ribboned coat,
Or the selfish hope of a season's fame,
But his Captain's hand on his shoulder smote
"Play up! play up! and play the game!"

The sand of the desert is sodden red, --
Red with the wreck of a square that broke; --
The Gatling's jammed and the colonel dead,
And the regiment blind with dust and smoke.
The river of death has brimmed his banks,
And England's far, and Honour a name,
But the voice of schoolboy rallies the ranks,
"Play up! play up! and play the game!"

This is the word that ano por year
While in her place the School is set
Every one of her sons must hear,
And none that hears it dare forget.
This they all with a joyful mind
urso through life like a torch in flame,
And falling fling to the host behind --
"Play up! play up! and play the game!"

If someone told you...
Life's like a rollercoaster,
Don't waste the ride.
Live it up all the way,
because today's your last day
What would you do?

Would you cry a little, scream a little, think it's all pretend.
Or go into silence until the very end...
Would you amor the ones you hate the most or be the person you hide?
Would you pretend that you're ok but really scream inside?

Would you try and keep the sun from setting as your last dia ends?
Knowing you'll never see it rise...
Tomorrow I'll be somewhere else you say as you close your eyes.

When you stare into my eyes
What do you see?

I know I see a scared girl,
Who wants to break out of her shell
and show the world who she really is.

She feels abandoned and alone
even with friends and family around her.
She has been used and she was choking on the promise she would never fall again.

She's the girl people see
Laughing and smiling on the outside
is actually Crying and Hurting inside.

People misunderstands her,
They judge and tease but she puts up a shield.
She is sweet and sensitive but they don't care
They're cruel as the world we live in.

Do you see that in my eyes?
Do you see me?

It's amazing what you can hide
Just por putting on a smile.

All My Fault

por Cody Herman

fogo courses through my body

Rage I never knew existed

I stumble around dizzily

I know I shouldn't have insisted

We were laughing together

The dia started out great

We could have lasted forever

Or maybe it was just fate

Deep inside my heart

I know that I was wrong

We shouldn't have part

Just when we got along

So where does the blame go?

Is it to me or to you?

How could I have stooped so low?

When was it I withdrew?

The blame is on me

The troubles are mine

To the air I plea

I knew it wasn't time

It could have worked out

We would have been fine

It would have been without

All because of the amor line

As you go turn out your light
The shadows come out into your eyesight
Lurking around in each corner waiting to be found
Waiting quietly trying not to make a sound
They appear in every form
The scariest ones are in a lightning storm
Some look like witches some look like goblins
They scare you por coming into your dreams
As light tries hard to come into the seams
To help you out with no prevail
Their tries are effortless like a ship without a sail
As the shadows lurk in and the light tiptoes out
You twist and turn making want to shout
So if you're weak and not strong at all
And these unreal ghouls make your skin crawl
Try getting a night light

This valentine ill try something new,
a very SPECIAL recipe invented just for you,

a touch of pain in a little glass flask,
with a little bit of hatred if you might ask,

shake the mixture with a bit of your crocodilo tears,
and dont forget your fake smiles tht fooled me for years,

CHOP my letters and burn my picture,
now heat this at about 30 degree celceius

now add the grief the dia u left me in tears,
then heat in that lonely amargo, amarga mixture with how i barely slept tht day,

now let's get to the topping that's my favorito part,
ADD what's left from my stabbed,crushed heart....

In fear of what you'll see,
this mirror is a painting
colored with memories
of your dying life.

In death and pain,
you see it clear,
tho these memories
are suppressed by
the blaze of unseen days.

Days that crave for smile,
but buried por the darkness
of your own.

Your dying life is still here,
impersonal and black,
this clock shows no time
for you, for your time has
stopped a long ago.

In memories of old,
you feed our dilapidated soul
with the same smell that
smothers your thoughts,
as your figure is terrified
to see your dying will.
The mirror has been covered
with cobweb for years,
for your eyes are never going
to be able to see
this dying life within.

Enjoy, comment if you can.
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This broken sky is falling.

This shattered earth is crumbling.

This broken coração is bleeding.


This black room is all I see.

The blackness is all I see.

The black is all that I am.


My sky has fallen,

My earth has crumbled,

Yet my coração continues to bleed.


You used to be my,

Sky,

Earth,

Heart,

But, you’re gone.

Now all I see is black, in this black room, within the darkness.


Yet, my coração continues to bleed.

dedicated to special people in our life called "FRIENDS"

When my world seems to whorl,troll, curl
I don't have to worry,
because my friends put in it pearls.

Whenever I get whirl,nerve ,curve
Those silly buddies, simply smirk
and all my problems get diverged.


What should I say about you guys?
You all rock my life.
Yes,of course, I was in a right path already,
But you all came and made me steady.

I swear , no need of tears
Let's be clear,
you all are My Dear.
you never let me go speechless,breathless,hopeless
No and never, we would never be apart
as something fascinating , would eventually start.

When the light goes down,
you all come and shout.
I amor the way you are,
you are the ones i once loved,
and I will amor u till
the stars are still
no matter its light or dark
Because I know, you would be there for spark!!

By
Mehakdeep Kaur

Days go por you
like a shadow,
you don’t live this life,
you’re becoming a shadow
of your destiny.



This cruel fate hates
your laughter,
loving your pain
that sleeps inside
your broken heart.



Broken and tired
of all these lost fights,
your life becomes
invisible
and you don’t care
anymore,
but you do,
you still do.



You’re trying to see
through this fog,
you’re still fighting
for that day,
the dia of your peace.



Your path is full
of thorns that
are stabbing you
directly into your hope,
tearing your soul apart,
you’re on the wings of powerlessness.

Help Me Please for i am on my knees begging beyond a beggar praying beyond a saint lying mais than a sinner i need someone to set me free from my chains of life, time and time again the same old routine i dont need the same thing over and over again please before my eyes become raw sore for i fear i can see no mais sore for every dia that leads to night i fear for you and me the temptation to leave them behind everything and everyone, all i know is that i need someone braver and stronger than me mentally, save me for i can not save myself help me for my future health

Brian Doerksen

(Today)



I have felt the wind blow
Whispering Your name
I have seen Your tears fall
When I watch the rain

How could I say there is no God
When all around creation calls
A cantar bird, a mighty tree
The vast expanse of open sea

Gazing at a bird in flight
Soaring through the air
Lying down beneath the stars
I feel Your presence there

I amor to stand at ocean’s shore
And feel the thundering breakers roar
To walk through golden fields of grain
Neath endless blue, horizon’s frame

Listening to a river run
Watering the earth
Fragrance of a rose in bloom
A newborn’s cry at birth

I believe
I believe
I believe
I believe

Just like a child

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