for late update I wrote little bit longer one
That night House couldn’t sleep well, his head was full of minds, minds of Cuddy, he saw her tonight, she is everywhere, like even destiny want see them together, or him suffering, he could swear he really want to forget her, he really want to live without her, por him own. He want relationship, he want to try be happy, to in amor with someone. He is ready for this, but it’s too late that it could be Cuddy, his Lisa, for who he was trying, for who he wanted to change
That dia and night was very hard for him, and his own mind make his suffer. Every time he try to think about something else, he start thinking about her again and again. Pure nurse, he really start sorry for her, he never cares no one else, then himself, but he want to change, he want to try relationship, and his first try went to badly, he ruined it, cause he couldn’t forget her, his boss, that witch, that sexy bomb. He liked that nurse, she is beautiful, have great body, funny, play piano. But after this night he couldn’t hope that he could try again with her, no matter that she didn’t showed her disappointment, no matter that she said understanding his atuação cause Cuddy. She doesn’t know him yet, and when she will she find out who he is, how bastard or insensitive he could be. And if he would pretending, she would be even mais disappointed when she would find out of him lying, he doesn’t want to lye of himself, he want to find someone, who could be with him who he is. He even doesn’t want to lie about his feelings for Cuddy, he would amor to say truth, but still be loved. In any other it won’t be fair for his new date.
Cuddy was that woman who could amor him who he is. But now he have to find someone else, actually he doesn’t knew, would Cuddy be loved him who he is, what would happened after long time together, but he wanted to believe that their amor would win in everywhere.
seguinte dia House still had some work with the same case, but his dia was much easier, so he could have mais free time, to take a nap, to eat or work in clinic. As usually he went to clinic to take a nap, he liked to do two jobs in same time. He get lucky not to meet Cuddy going to clinic, in one way she could see that he is working his clinic hours, but in other way he just can’t see her after last night, and he doesn’t want just to stare at her bunda anymore, not because he doesn’t like her ass, but because he have to stop doing it.
Cuddy came to work in clinic for some hours. This dia wasn’t very busy for her, she doesn’t had any meeting today, and paper work wasn’t very hard, so she could work easily and work in clinic. She loved to work in clinic, she loved to be Dean , but she loved to be just a simple doctor who help people too.
She took some patients, it was easy and she loved it, it was like vacation, she wasn’t like House who loved puzzles, she loved to help for simple patients, they need help too. After one patient, she came to station to took mais files, “- It seems you are in good mood, much working today, Dr. Cuddy”, one nurse said, seeing Cuddy smiling working in clinic, “- Yeah, very easy cases today, maybe you have something mais special today...” she was smiling with some hope, she wanted to help to someone today, and she doesn’t have opportunity when in clinic coming just rashes and comida poison. “- Sorry, no... But Dr. House is in exam room nr. 2 for a very long time, so maybe he have something special”. Nurse get smiled but Cuddy’s face showed her shocking and disappointing.
Cuddy stand for a few minutos frozen, she wanted to talk with House about last night, but she doesn’t know how, how she should react of him dating, of him beijar other woman. Kiss... her minds was boiling again, she can’t be jealous, she can’t stopped him of dating. She supposed to be happy of him, of him trying live normal life again, trying to forget her. But she just couldn’t stop thinking about it, now she remember that horrible moment when she Frozen - Uma Aventura Congelante seeing him in restaurant.
Last night she came with Lucas, her boyfriend to the restaurant , to have nice dinner. Few days was very busy and she couldn’t give him as much attention as her boyfriend disserved. Lucas is always so romantic, he make a surprise bringing her to the lovely restaurant. Last night when she came back after work, he gifted her a bouquet of roses, waited until she get ready and bring to lovely restaurant, he wanted romantic jantar for them, but it went different. They came with good mood, with wide smiles, she smiled at her romantic boyfriend, he hold her on waist. But when they came to restaurant she look around and saw Him, him with other woman dancing and kissing, she turned at him exactly in beijar moment. Does he saw her first, does he done it cause of her, or he just had a good time, maybe he liked her...
Cuddy took deep breath and went to exam room nr. 2, she open door slowly, she found him sleeping on clinic bed. She came slowly and silently, close doors after herself, and came closer. “- House..? You sleeping...? House...?”, she said not very loudly, she doesn’t wanted to scared him. “-Mm...hmm..” he just murmed, he was sleepy, it sounds like he forget where he took a nap, and who is waking him. “- House...wake up... you are in clinic you have to work there....”, he murmed again, and she get smiled, he looked so cutely. “- House..... wake up...”, she get angry, she can see that he is not sleeping he just taking relax, he is just sleepy, with closed eyes he is trying to pretend, but there is no reason why, he knows she would be angry about it. “-I know that you are not sleeping..” she said with very serious voice. “- Don’t think so,... then why you let me stay relax...”, he opened his eyes and take a look at her, she stopped her breath, “- I didn’t, I was trying to wake you up...” she was talking angrily, but when he take a deep look at her she couldn’t handle it, she looked away. “- Go to work,.. work in clinic or with your cases, but don’t take a nap and especially in clinic”. She felt her nervous, she scared that he could noticed so she decided to leave. But when she opened the doors she turned at him again, “- Have you been in restaurant last night....I was with Lucas and he said...he saw you...” she felt her voice shaking, she wanted to ask him about last night, but she doesn’t know how, she scared to show her jealous.
It seemed he was nervous what to say too, he get Frozen - Uma Aventura Congelante after her question, he wasn’t sure does she saw him last night or not, he thought she does, but then why she said not. “- No... I’m not the guy who is going to restaurants. Seems like Wilson doesn’t want encontro, data me...” he was trying to make some joke, but it was like he was hiding his nervous.
She didn’t said anything else, she just nodded and left. What she could expect, she can’t hope that he will say truth when she is lying too. Is he hiding cause it’s nothing or cause is something, or cause it’s not her business. She stayed the same confused like before.
He stayed there for few minutos mais for rethinking about last night. He couldn’t understand why Cuddy asked him about restaurant, why does she cares, does she cares, does she saw him or doesn’t. But is still doesn’t change anything. He get deep breath and left. It was lunch time, so he went to cafeteria where he hoped to meet Wilson.
When he came to clinic he saw his friends near small mesa, tabela in cafeteria end. “- You eat alone, not wait for me..?”, Wilson came to House, who was standing in waiting line. “- I was drinking coffee with my patient.”, they took some comida and went to their table, “- Off course, friends for everyone...”, Wilson always been friends for everyone, that’s why he is House’s friend. Being friendly useful for his job. “- Where have you been? Taub was searching for you...” House still haven’t finished his case, “- Like always, napping in clinic”, he said with small smile, he liked to be childish, “-Cuddy saw you..?” , she wasn’t care about his atuação very much, he is genius who will never be normal, but after she start dating Lucas she become not so kind anymore. “-Yes she did....she came to wake me for lunch..” , House is always joking, it’s easier way to handle hard working dia and meeting Cuddy.
“- So how about last night. Tel me how is she...Sarah..?”, House look around and saw her drinking coffee with some other nurses. He was forget her name. “- I....don’t know...”, he shake his head with sad face. “-House..? Is this serious..?”, Wilson looked at him with surprise, like he could read something from his face, “- What do you mean?”, he didn’t had much intres talking about last night. “- Do you like her..?”, Wilson was surprised that House could have relationship again. “- Well, you see she is pretty, funny, and she have piano”, but House’s voice wasn’t exiting, his face was sad, and he couldn’t look at her. “- Well...it’s great...”, House looked at him surprised, “- Really...? Last night you told me fight for Cuddy, and today you saying have fun...?” , Wilson get smile for himself, “- Cause I saw you both unhappy, but if you can forget Cuddy and be happy with someone else, then go for it”, House stayed confused, “- Seriously...? So you don’t want me fight for her ...?” it sound like disappointing. “- House I want you be happy, if you think you could be happy with Cuddy, then yes, you should fight for her, but if you be happy without her then try be happy with Sarah...she looks really cute”. It sound logical, so House just nodded.
After lunches House did his clinic hours and came back to his case, case was almost finished, he thought that his team could handle without his help, but it seemed he was wrong. His team would never be so smart and genius as he is. He was proud of himself.
House never talk with his patients so when his team left to patient he stayed alone in his office, he had some free time to be alone, to think about something. Now he was thinking about Sarah and Cuddy, what he should do, does he should ask Sarah to the segundo date, or he should fight for Cuddy, or stay alone. He hopped that not 3 one, but 2 or 1 was harder.
House start playing with his balls when he heard lovely voice, “- oi you..”, it was Sarah standing in his office, “- Hey..”, he get confused, he didn’t expect to see her and especially in his office. “- You didn’t called me ,... so I came to see how busy you are...”, she was smiling watching him playing with his balls. “- To do some tricks need to work hard and a lot of time....” she get smiled widely and he demonstrate some with cane and ball, “- That’s impressive...”, she was smiling at him lovely and he felt sorry, “- Look, Sarah.. you seems cute woman..”, he nervous to look at her, “- Oh...is this a new way how to get rid of girls...?”, she felt offence, “- No,.... look, you are beautiful, funny, good sculptured woman, and I’m not good for you, I’m not like other guys...I can’t care of woman....I’m sorry...”, he really felt sorry, he kind liked her, he doesn’t want to hurt her. “- Who ask you...I doesn’t need you take care of me, I’m big girl.... You are really different from other guys..you say I’m beautiful , funny and you still say me no...”, she get loath, House felt confused, he really didn’t expected her atuação and speaking like that, “- So you want that I would do everything to take you to cama mais than atuação like gentlemen”, she get loath, “-Does it sound ,like that..?”, he get smiled too, he liked her flirting, “- I know you doesn’t have friends, and maybe you doesn’t need them, but if you would like to talk, to drink or to play together...almost every night I’m going to cute bar not far from my house.” She get smiled at him for a last time and left him alone in his office.
That night House couldn’t sleep well, his head was full of minds, minds of Cuddy, he saw her tonight, she is everywhere, like even destiny want see them together, or him suffering, he could swear he really want to forget her, he really want to live without her, por him own. He want relationship, he want to try be happy, to in amor with someone. He is ready for this, but it’s too late that it could be Cuddy, his Lisa, for who he was trying, for who he wanted to change
That dia and night was very hard for him, and his own mind make his suffer. Every time he try to think about something else, he start thinking about her again and again. Pure nurse, he really start sorry for her, he never cares no one else, then himself, but he want to change, he want to try relationship, and his first try went to badly, he ruined it, cause he couldn’t forget her, his boss, that witch, that sexy bomb. He liked that nurse, she is beautiful, have great body, funny, play piano. But after this night he couldn’t hope that he could try again with her, no matter that she didn’t showed her disappointment, no matter that she said understanding his atuação cause Cuddy. She doesn’t know him yet, and when she will she find out who he is, how bastard or insensitive he could be. And if he would pretending, she would be even mais disappointed when she would find out of him lying, he doesn’t want to lye of himself, he want to find someone, who could be with him who he is. He even doesn’t want to lie about his feelings for Cuddy, he would amor to say truth, but still be loved. In any other it won’t be fair for his new date.
Cuddy was that woman who could amor him who he is. But now he have to find someone else, actually he doesn’t knew, would Cuddy be loved him who he is, what would happened after long time together, but he wanted to believe that their amor would win in everywhere.
seguinte dia House still had some work with the same case, but his dia was much easier, so he could have mais free time, to take a nap, to eat or work in clinic. As usually he went to clinic to take a nap, he liked to do two jobs in same time. He get lucky not to meet Cuddy going to clinic, in one way she could see that he is working his clinic hours, but in other way he just can’t see her after last night, and he doesn’t want just to stare at her bunda anymore, not because he doesn’t like her ass, but because he have to stop doing it.
Cuddy came to work in clinic for some hours. This dia wasn’t very busy for her, she doesn’t had any meeting today, and paper work wasn’t very hard, so she could work easily and work in clinic. She loved to work in clinic, she loved to be Dean , but she loved to be just a simple doctor who help people too.
She took some patients, it was easy and she loved it, it was like vacation, she wasn’t like House who loved puzzles, she loved to help for simple patients, they need help too. After one patient, she came to station to took mais files, “- It seems you are in good mood, much working today, Dr. Cuddy”, one nurse said, seeing Cuddy smiling working in clinic, “- Yeah, very easy cases today, maybe you have something mais special today...” she was smiling with some hope, she wanted to help to someone today, and she doesn’t have opportunity when in clinic coming just rashes and comida poison. “- Sorry, no... But Dr. House is in exam room nr. 2 for a very long time, so maybe he have something special”. Nurse get smiled but Cuddy’s face showed her shocking and disappointing.
Cuddy stand for a few minutos frozen, she wanted to talk with House about last night, but she doesn’t know how, how she should react of him dating, of him beijar other woman. Kiss... her minds was boiling again, she can’t be jealous, she can’t stopped him of dating. She supposed to be happy of him, of him trying live normal life again, trying to forget her. But she just couldn’t stop thinking about it, now she remember that horrible moment when she Frozen - Uma Aventura Congelante seeing him in restaurant.
Last night she came with Lucas, her boyfriend to the restaurant , to have nice dinner. Few days was very busy and she couldn’t give him as much attention as her boyfriend disserved. Lucas is always so romantic, he make a surprise bringing her to the lovely restaurant. Last night when she came back after work, he gifted her a bouquet of roses, waited until she get ready and bring to lovely restaurant, he wanted romantic jantar for them, but it went different. They came with good mood, with wide smiles, she smiled at her romantic boyfriend, he hold her on waist. But when they came to restaurant she look around and saw Him, him with other woman dancing and kissing, she turned at him exactly in beijar moment. Does he saw her first, does he done it cause of her, or he just had a good time, maybe he liked her...
Cuddy took deep breath and went to exam room nr. 2, she open door slowly, she found him sleeping on clinic bed. She came slowly and silently, close doors after herself, and came closer. “- House..? You sleeping...? House...?”, she said not very loudly, she doesn’t wanted to scared him. “-Mm...hmm..” he just murmed, he was sleepy, it sounds like he forget where he took a nap, and who is waking him. “- House...wake up... you are in clinic you have to work there....”, he murmed again, and she get smiled, he looked so cutely. “- House..... wake up...”, she get angry, she can see that he is not sleeping he just taking relax, he is just sleepy, with closed eyes he is trying to pretend, but there is no reason why, he knows she would be angry about it. “-I know that you are not sleeping..” she said with very serious voice. “- Don’t think so,... then why you let me stay relax...”, he opened his eyes and take a look at her, she stopped her breath, “- I didn’t, I was trying to wake you up...” she was talking angrily, but when he take a deep look at her she couldn’t handle it, she looked away. “- Go to work,.. work in clinic or with your cases, but don’t take a nap and especially in clinic”. She felt her nervous, she scared that he could noticed so she decided to leave. But when she opened the doors she turned at him again, “- Have you been in restaurant last night....I was with Lucas and he said...he saw you...” she felt her voice shaking, she wanted to ask him about last night, but she doesn’t know how, she scared to show her jealous.
It seemed he was nervous what to say too, he get Frozen - Uma Aventura Congelante after her question, he wasn’t sure does she saw him last night or not, he thought she does, but then why she said not. “- No... I’m not the guy who is going to restaurants. Seems like Wilson doesn’t want encontro, data me...” he was trying to make some joke, but it was like he was hiding his nervous.
She didn’t said anything else, she just nodded and left. What she could expect, she can’t hope that he will say truth when she is lying too. Is he hiding cause it’s nothing or cause is something, or cause it’s not her business. She stayed the same confused like before.
He stayed there for few minutos mais for rethinking about last night. He couldn’t understand why Cuddy asked him about restaurant, why does she cares, does she cares, does she saw him or doesn’t. But is still doesn’t change anything. He get deep breath and left. It was lunch time, so he went to cafeteria where he hoped to meet Wilson.
When he came to clinic he saw his friends near small mesa, tabela in cafeteria end. “- You eat alone, not wait for me..?”, Wilson came to House, who was standing in waiting line. “- I was drinking coffee with my patient.”, they took some comida and went to their table, “- Off course, friends for everyone...”, Wilson always been friends for everyone, that’s why he is House’s friend. Being friendly useful for his job. “- Where have you been? Taub was searching for you...” House still haven’t finished his case, “- Like always, napping in clinic”, he said with small smile, he liked to be childish, “-Cuddy saw you..?” , she wasn’t care about his atuação very much, he is genius who will never be normal, but after she start dating Lucas she become not so kind anymore. “-Yes she did....she came to wake me for lunch..” , House is always joking, it’s easier way to handle hard working dia and meeting Cuddy.
“- So how about last night. Tel me how is she...Sarah..?”, House look around and saw her drinking coffee with some other nurses. He was forget her name. “- I....don’t know...”, he shake his head with sad face. “-House..? Is this serious..?”, Wilson looked at him with surprise, like he could read something from his face, “- What do you mean?”, he didn’t had much intres talking about last night. “- Do you like her..?”, Wilson was surprised that House could have relationship again. “- Well, you see she is pretty, funny, and she have piano”, but House’s voice wasn’t exiting, his face was sad, and he couldn’t look at her. “- Well...it’s great...”, House looked at him surprised, “- Really...? Last night you told me fight for Cuddy, and today you saying have fun...?” , Wilson get smile for himself, “- Cause I saw you both unhappy, but if you can forget Cuddy and be happy with someone else, then go for it”, House stayed confused, “- Seriously...? So you don’t want me fight for her ...?” it sound like disappointing. “- House I want you be happy, if you think you could be happy with Cuddy, then yes, you should fight for her, but if you be happy without her then try be happy with Sarah...she looks really cute”. It sound logical, so House just nodded.
After lunches House did his clinic hours and came back to his case, case was almost finished, he thought that his team could handle without his help, but it seemed he was wrong. His team would never be so smart and genius as he is. He was proud of himself.
House never talk with his patients so when his team left to patient he stayed alone in his office, he had some free time to be alone, to think about something. Now he was thinking about Sarah and Cuddy, what he should do, does he should ask Sarah to the segundo date, or he should fight for Cuddy, or stay alone. He hopped that not 3 one, but 2 or 1 was harder.
House start playing with his balls when he heard lovely voice, “- oi you..”, it was Sarah standing in his office, “- Hey..”, he get confused, he didn’t expect to see her and especially in his office. “- You didn’t called me ,... so I came to see how busy you are...”, she was smiling watching him playing with his balls. “- To do some tricks need to work hard and a lot of time....” she get smiled widely and he demonstrate some with cane and ball, “- That’s impressive...”, she was smiling at him lovely and he felt sorry, “- Look, Sarah.. you seems cute woman..”, he nervous to look at her, “- Oh...is this a new way how to get rid of girls...?”, she felt offence, “- No,.... look, you are beautiful, funny, good sculptured woman, and I’m not good for you, I’m not like other guys...I can’t care of woman....I’m sorry...”, he really felt sorry, he kind liked her, he doesn’t want to hurt her. “- Who ask you...I doesn’t need you take care of me, I’m big girl.... You are really different from other guys..you say I’m beautiful , funny and you still say me no...”, she get loath, House felt confused, he really didn’t expected her atuação and speaking like that, “- So you want that I would do everything to take you to cama mais than atuação like gentlemen”, she get loath, “-Does it sound ,like that..?”, he get smiled too, he liked her flirting, “- I know you doesn’t have friends, and maybe you doesn’t need them, but if you would like to talk, to drink or to play together...almost every night I’m going to cute bar not far from my house.” She get smiled at him for a last time and left him alone in his office.
Sorry i havent updated anything it is just because this fanfic kinda sucks and i am thinking about quiting.
Bur here comes another chapter PLZ tell my what you think, it is okay if you think it sucks to;D
House and cuddy were sitting in the hot tub at houses home.
House ; so what did you want to say??
Cuddy ; it is about the kiss i was feeling emotion...
What??
House was looking at cuddys lips with dreamy eyes all he wanted to do was to kiss her again like they had did last ninght at her house.
House ; Nothing!
Cuddy ; okay,, as i was saying only reason why we kissed was because i was feeling emotional because of joy and you actually let your human side show for a moment.
what?? cuddy asked again
House ; Nothing it is just..
house went to cuddy and kissed her..
i will continue later plz comment
Bur here comes another chapter PLZ tell my what you think, it is okay if you think it sucks to;D
House and cuddy were sitting in the hot tub at houses home.
House ; so what did you want to say??
Cuddy ; it is about the kiss i was feeling emotion...
What??
House was looking at cuddys lips with dreamy eyes all he wanted to do was to kiss her again like they had did last ninght at her house.
House ; Nothing!
Cuddy ; okay,, as i was saying only reason why we kissed was because i was feeling emotional because of joy and you actually let your human side show for a moment.
what?? cuddy asked again
House ; Nothing it is just..
house went to cuddy and kissed her..
i will continue later plz comment
House to Cuddy point of view (House's POV):
You're hopelessly lost, because today
The world seems a bit too big for you
I was pretty sure I've seen it all
Until you came, opened up my heaven
And ironically my hell
I get torn down
You're glad to get torn down with me
Well that's something I've never seen
It seems that I'm a bit wrong about the world
As of toady
Because you came and showed me wrong
You take me down, you bring me up
Well, at least you made a change
Despite the things you cannot see
Despite the world attire
And despite the truths you wish to change
You hide well, that i have to admit
But I can see right through you.
You're hopelessly lost, because today
The world seems a bit too big for you
I was pretty sure I've seen it all
Until you came, opened up my heaven
And ironically my hell
I get torn down
You're glad to get torn down with me
Well that's something I've never seen
It seems that I'm a bit wrong about the world
As of toady
Because you came and showed me wrong
You take me down, you bring me up
Well, at least you made a change
Despite the things you cannot see
Despite the world attire
And despite the truths you wish to change
You hide well, that i have to admit
But I can see right through you.