“- So, what can I do for her,”, he repeated his pergunta again, Wilson was sitting with small smile on his face, he knew that House still care about Cuddy. House sit in chair face to his friend, his face was sad, his head was boiling with minds of her, of her cancer, of his girlfriend.
House hated to care of something it makes him miserable , when he cares of someone he stop to thinking rational , he just thinking about that person not like doctor anymore, he heated that feeling. He felt like that, when Amber was sick, and when he was heeling psychiatric Kate.
“- First, tell me what happened.” Wilson could read on his face that he know something, something what change his mind. House never cares of anyone, even Cuddy, he thought. House care of people very rarely , House doesn’t have many feelings, when he start feeling something he doesn’t know what that means, he doesn’t know what to do with that. The same time was when he used cetanin after surgery and his leg doesn’t hurt, when Wilson advised him to work with his feelings, to do some exercise like for his leg, to make feelings came back.
Wilson could see that House care of Cuddy now, he always knew that she means a lot to him, but House never admitted that. Now something changed, it would be strange if cause her cancer, cause House told before, that he doesn’t want relationship with cancer’s woman. Maybe he doesn’t care of having relationship, maybe he changed and he just care. This mean that he admit his feelings for her.
“- I saw her…” his voice was shaking, he wasn’t sure to say or not, “- She looked tired, …she sick”, House was avoiding his friend eyes, it made this serious. Wilson knew that she sick so he doesn’t have to say that, but everything change of how he said that. “- Wilson, it’s Cuddy,…there have to be the way how we could help her..”, now he start staring at Wilson with huge eyes, full of scare and hope. His voice was angry and sad, he couldn’t believe that there is no hope.
“- House, what’s happening, why you start caring so much?”, Wilson was analyzing his friend, he never saw him like that. Was doing his best to help her, and House know that Wilson would do anything if that could help his friend, Cuddy wasn’t his boss, she was his friend, and he care of her too, House know that, so he can’t blame him of anything, that he is trying not enough.
House start talking just after long silent moment, he was scare to say something wrong, to tell him hi secret, but now he was scared and confused, he could think just about Lisa, he stop caring of consequences.
“- I do care, I always did,…Wilson it’s Cuddy,… you know that I care”, his voice was angry, like he there is no time to talk about that, Wilson always knew that House care of her, so why he is asking for that.
Wilson was silent, he was waiting for explanation, he knew House too well, there have to be something more. “- What?, Wilson don’t look at me like that, you knew that I care of her.” Wilson was still silent, it made House angry, how he just sit like that, “- It’s serious, she have CANCER “, he was screaming on his face, like wanting him to wake up, his hands even start shaking. “- House, calm down, I know. I do care of her too, I know that she have cancer”, his face was calm, Wilson never lose his control like House did.
“- When do something, we can’t just see how she is going worse and worse”. His face was sad, he can’t imagine watching her dying, he couldn’t handle that, he have to do something. “- We won’t, I’m doing my best, believe me,..” his voice was sad, he was trying to conform his friend, he knew how to do that, it was in his job skills.
House sit in chair for some minuto more, when he understand that he is not cancer doctor , he can’t help to heel her.
He was standing up to leave, when Wilson stopped him for the moment, “- Wait, a minute, just tell me, what changed, you didn’t care so much at beginning?”, House knew that he won’t leave this, he had to say, no matter how much he doesn’t wanted, “- I just never thought that I could lose her, that she really might dye…. I guess I care too much to handle her death”, he said with sad voice staring throw window, when he take deep breath and left, he knew that Wilson have so many questions, but know he just doesn’t want to talk about it.
House wasn’t in mood to work or do anything, but he had to do something to stop thinking about her, about her cancer. He start working, he was scared to go into clinic where she is working, so he took new case, on his office mesa, tabela he always found about five new cases, but he always taking just one, the most interesting, with biggest puzzle. So now, when his team almost finished with old case, he could took new one. His smart minds always letting him to do mais than one job in same time.
His team was shocked when House asked one of them to help him with new case, but House never care to explain them everything. He was just happy to have distraction, and he amor puzzles and his job, so his team stop asking about that not to ruin his mood for work.
It helped to get distraction from everything else, House was in sad mood, but he was working and now it cares the most. For his happiness after few hours Wilson came to talk with him about Cuddy’s cancer, and it helped to rise his mood. Her cancer never make him happy but now they was talking about how to help her, it was all what he wanted.
In job ending Wilson entered Cuddy’s office. She was working on her laptop and just get smiled little when she noticed him. Wilson sit in chair face to her, he was sitting in silent waiting until she could talk, she was always busy, he doesn’t wanted to disturb her, but it’s about 6 pm. so it’s close to job ending.
She wrote some sentences more, then she turned off her laptop and turned to Wilson, “- I’m….done, so what about you wanted to talk..?”, she looked tired, but she was trying to stay in good mood, she is smiling a lot, so not everyone could noticed her tiredness, or bad mood.
“- I have talked with some doctors about your cancer, ..and we believe that there is some hope, that you could have surgery.”, he was happy about that new, but he know that it’s danger so Cuddy might not like that. Wilson was analyzing her with scare.
“- Isn’t it very dangerous?, You told me that I can’t be operated”, her voice was confused, she wanted to get better, but if surgery might caused death, she would like to live for some more.
“- I found one doctor who agree to operate you, Lisa, I know that scares you, but we have to try, we have to do something, we can’t give up, we can’t watching how you are getting worse and worse…”, he was talking with energy, he wanted to convince her to agree.
“- We..? wait, House?...”, she get shocked, Wilson was talking fast, and he forget to choose right words. “- He cares about you,”, there was no else what to say, “- He told you..?”, she said with sadness, she asked House not to tell him, but she was still surprised that he actually didn’t.
“- Yes,….you and House? You serious?”, he was shocked and surprised when House finally told him few hours ago. There was no other explanation, why House so care about her now, he had to admit it.
“- Yes, well I guess we are..”, her voice was sad, she was happy about their relationship, but she was cared to left him hurt, “- I shouldn’t do that for him, I have no right to be so selfish…”, she was avoiding his eyes, but Wilson still could noticed her eyes becoming wet.
“- Don’t, you will get better. He decide por him own to risk with this relationship”, Wilson knew what about she was thinking. She was right that if she will dye House would get hurt, a lot, but now he is very happy.
“- It’s not fair to him, he could fell in love, and then I will leave him suffering, he not disserved that…” she felt so guilty, House is sensitive person, if she will die, he could never have any relationship again.
“- He is already in love, he is happy now with you, he is glad took this risk, …and he won’t let you to die”,
He was talking very convincible, she is glad having friend ,like him.
They talked about her surgery and others opportunities left, like her doctor and her friend, he was thinking about best. She agreed to think about it very well. He left her alone in her office, it’s job ending so Wilson needed to get ready to leave, and she needed it too.
She was packing her suitcase to going home, when House entered her office. “-Hey, you ready? I thought I could bring you home”, his voice was light, he was glad that Wilson found that doctor, it means there is some mais hope.
“- I’m not so tired, I could drive…”, she get smiled when she saw him, but she was still thinking that she is hurting him.
“- It’s ok,..I like to care of you…”, he said with small smile, he know that is surprise for her, and even for himself.
“- Wilson was came to talk to me…”, her voice sound with some disappointment.
“- Yeah…. You angry that I told him...?”, he asked carefully , he was promise not to tell him, but his nature won. He won’t be told him if he won’t be scared so much of her healthy.
“- No….I was,.. but I’m surprised that you haven’t told him earlier”, she said truth, after they start dating she stopped being angry on him.
“- So, can we go início now…?”, he asked with hopeful smile. She smiled him back and nodded. She took her casaco and they left.
It was 6.30 pm, so not many people could see them walking together smiling at each other. They wish not to hide that, but it was even mais interesting.
They reached her car, “- But how is your motorcycle?”, she asked when he opened door for her,
“- I came back início with him, and left at home, I came back with cab there…”, he sit in driver seat
“- You came back with cab just for me…?”, she was totally surprised
“- For my girlfriend,.. yes”, she get smiled, it was so strange to heard that she is his girlfriend.
“- Can we kiss now..? Nobody see us..”, he said with evil smile.
“- Yes,…” she smiled back and kissed him gently.
House hated to care of something it makes him miserable , when he cares of someone he stop to thinking rational , he just thinking about that person not like doctor anymore, he heated that feeling. He felt like that, when Amber was sick, and when he was heeling psychiatric Kate.
“- First, tell me what happened.” Wilson could read on his face that he know something, something what change his mind. House never cares of anyone, even Cuddy, he thought. House care of people very rarely , House doesn’t have many feelings, when he start feeling something he doesn’t know what that means, he doesn’t know what to do with that. The same time was when he used cetanin after surgery and his leg doesn’t hurt, when Wilson advised him to work with his feelings, to do some exercise like for his leg, to make feelings came back.
Wilson could see that House care of Cuddy now, he always knew that she means a lot to him, but House never admitted that. Now something changed, it would be strange if cause her cancer, cause House told before, that he doesn’t want relationship with cancer’s woman. Maybe he doesn’t care of having relationship, maybe he changed and he just care. This mean that he admit his feelings for her.
“- I saw her…” his voice was shaking, he wasn’t sure to say or not, “- She looked tired, …she sick”, House was avoiding his friend eyes, it made this serious. Wilson knew that she sick so he doesn’t have to say that, but everything change of how he said that. “- Wilson, it’s Cuddy,…there have to be the way how we could help her..”, now he start staring at Wilson with huge eyes, full of scare and hope. His voice was angry and sad, he couldn’t believe that there is no hope.
“- House, what’s happening, why you start caring so much?”, Wilson was analyzing his friend, he never saw him like that. Was doing his best to help her, and House know that Wilson would do anything if that could help his friend, Cuddy wasn’t his boss, she was his friend, and he care of her too, House know that, so he can’t blame him of anything, that he is trying not enough.
House start talking just after long silent moment, he was scare to say something wrong, to tell him hi secret, but now he was scared and confused, he could think just about Lisa, he stop caring of consequences.
“- I do care, I always did,…Wilson it’s Cuddy,… you know that I care”, his voice was angry, like he there is no time to talk about that, Wilson always knew that House care of her, so why he is asking for that.
Wilson was silent, he was waiting for explanation, he knew House too well, there have to be something more. “- What?, Wilson don’t look at me like that, you knew that I care of her.” Wilson was still silent, it made House angry, how he just sit like that, “- It’s serious, she have CANCER “, he was screaming on his face, like wanting him to wake up, his hands even start shaking. “- House, calm down, I know. I do care of her too, I know that she have cancer”, his face was calm, Wilson never lose his control like House did.
“- When do something, we can’t just see how she is going worse and worse”. His face was sad, he can’t imagine watching her dying, he couldn’t handle that, he have to do something. “- We won’t, I’m doing my best, believe me,..” his voice was sad, he was trying to conform his friend, he knew how to do that, it was in his job skills.
House sit in chair for some minuto more, when he understand that he is not cancer doctor , he can’t help to heel her.
He was standing up to leave, when Wilson stopped him for the moment, “- Wait, a minute, just tell me, what changed, you didn’t care so much at beginning?”, House knew that he won’t leave this, he had to say, no matter how much he doesn’t wanted, “- I just never thought that I could lose her, that she really might dye…. I guess I care too much to handle her death”, he said with sad voice staring throw window, when he take deep breath and left, he knew that Wilson have so many questions, but know he just doesn’t want to talk about it.
House wasn’t in mood to work or do anything, but he had to do something to stop thinking about her, about her cancer. He start working, he was scared to go into clinic where she is working, so he took new case, on his office mesa, tabela he always found about five new cases, but he always taking just one, the most interesting, with biggest puzzle. So now, when his team almost finished with old case, he could took new one. His smart minds always letting him to do mais than one job in same time.
His team was shocked when House asked one of them to help him with new case, but House never care to explain them everything. He was just happy to have distraction, and he amor puzzles and his job, so his team stop asking about that not to ruin his mood for work.
It helped to get distraction from everything else, House was in sad mood, but he was working and now it cares the most. For his happiness after few hours Wilson came to talk with him about Cuddy’s cancer, and it helped to rise his mood. Her cancer never make him happy but now they was talking about how to help her, it was all what he wanted.
In job ending Wilson entered Cuddy’s office. She was working on her laptop and just get smiled little when she noticed him. Wilson sit in chair face to her, he was sitting in silent waiting until she could talk, she was always busy, he doesn’t wanted to disturb her, but it’s about 6 pm. so it’s close to job ending.
She wrote some sentences more, then she turned off her laptop and turned to Wilson, “- I’m….done, so what about you wanted to talk..?”, she looked tired, but she was trying to stay in good mood, she is smiling a lot, so not everyone could noticed her tiredness, or bad mood.
“- I have talked with some doctors about your cancer, ..and we believe that there is some hope, that you could have surgery.”, he was happy about that new, but he know that it’s danger so Cuddy might not like that. Wilson was analyzing her with scare.
“- Isn’t it very dangerous?, You told me that I can’t be operated”, her voice was confused, she wanted to get better, but if surgery might caused death, she would like to live for some more.
“- I found one doctor who agree to operate you, Lisa, I know that scares you, but we have to try, we have to do something, we can’t give up, we can’t watching how you are getting worse and worse…”, he was talking with energy, he wanted to convince her to agree.
“- We..? wait, House?...”, she get shocked, Wilson was talking fast, and he forget to choose right words. “- He cares about you,”, there was no else what to say, “- He told you..?”, she said with sadness, she asked House not to tell him, but she was still surprised that he actually didn’t.
“- Yes,….you and House? You serious?”, he was shocked and surprised when House finally told him few hours ago. There was no other explanation, why House so care about her now, he had to admit it.
“- Yes, well I guess we are..”, her voice was sad, she was happy about their relationship, but she was cared to left him hurt, “- I shouldn’t do that for him, I have no right to be so selfish…”, she was avoiding his eyes, but Wilson still could noticed her eyes becoming wet.
“- Don’t, you will get better. He decide por him own to risk with this relationship”, Wilson knew what about she was thinking. She was right that if she will dye House would get hurt, a lot, but now he is very happy.
“- It’s not fair to him, he could fell in love, and then I will leave him suffering, he not disserved that…” she felt so guilty, House is sensitive person, if she will die, he could never have any relationship again.
“- He is already in love, he is happy now with you, he is glad took this risk, …and he won’t let you to die”,
He was talking very convincible, she is glad having friend ,like him.
They talked about her surgery and others opportunities left, like her doctor and her friend, he was thinking about best. She agreed to think about it very well. He left her alone in her office, it’s job ending so Wilson needed to get ready to leave, and she needed it too.
She was packing her suitcase to going home, when House entered her office. “-Hey, you ready? I thought I could bring you home”, his voice was light, he was glad that Wilson found that doctor, it means there is some mais hope.
“- I’m not so tired, I could drive…”, she get smiled when she saw him, but she was still thinking that she is hurting him.
“- It’s ok,..I like to care of you…”, he said with small smile, he know that is surprise for her, and even for himself.
“- Wilson was came to talk to me…”, her voice sound with some disappointment.
“- Yeah…. You angry that I told him...?”, he asked carefully , he was promise not to tell him, but his nature won. He won’t be told him if he won’t be scared so much of her healthy.
“- No….I was,.. but I’m surprised that you haven’t told him earlier”, she said truth, after they start dating she stopped being angry on him.
“- So, can we go início now…?”, he asked with hopeful smile. She smiled him back and nodded. She took her casaco and they left.
It was 6.30 pm, so not many people could see them walking together smiling at each other. They wish not to hide that, but it was even mais interesting.
They reached her car, “- But how is your motorcycle?”, she asked when he opened door for her,
“- I came back início with him, and left at home, I came back with cab there…”, he sit in driver seat
“- You came back with cab just for me…?”, she was totally surprised
“- For my girlfriend,.. yes”, she get smiled, it was so strange to heard that she is his girlfriend.
“- Can we kiss now..? Nobody see us..”, he said with evil smile.
“- Yes,…” she smiled back and kissed him gently.