As you were blasting música into your ears, ‘That Should Be Me’ por Justin .B came onto your Ipod. This song described EXACTLY how you were feeling at the moment and you couldnt anything but softly cry. It felt as though you had drained yourself and you just didnt have anymore tears to cry. You didnt want to listen to the rest of the song so you just sat there for the remaining of your bath relaxing. Your phone began to ring and you picked it up, not looking at the caller id..
YN: hello.?
???: you amor him dont you..?
YN: What.?! who is this.?
???: youve got caller id, look and see who it is.!
You do as you were told and luckily,it was Roc.
YN: oh..hey Roc.
Roc: hey. you doing alright..?
YN: i-i guess….no not really.
Roc: you know you never answered my pergunta right.?
YN: what ques-…. oh that. *sighs*
Roc: everyone knows you amor him….well everyone except Ray.
YN: wow, is it THAT obvious.??
Roc: *chuckles* yea, it kinda is.
YN: well that doesnt matter anymore. He has a GF that he loves and apparently everyone else loves her too.
You begin to sound frustrated and upset.
Roc: You know you’ll always be my friend. Whenever you need me i’ll be here unlike Ray. I wont just shut you out like that YN.
YN: Thanks Roc. im starting to think youre the only one who cares about me..
Roc: *smiles* No matter what, i’ll always care about you. You might not realize this but raio, ray doesnt deserve you. You’re too beautiful and special to be with a guy like him. you deservve someone whos gonna amor you no matter what, k-kinda like me.
YN: WHAT.?! Woahhh Roc.! You’re sweet and all but, i-i dont like you like that. Im sorry.
Roc: *sighs* So that means you wont go to the dance with me….?
YN: No sor- Waittt a minute.! You only said all of that to get me to go to the dance with you.?!
Roc: *chuckles* Im sorry. But i did mean the part about me being there for you. i just dont have a encontro, data to the dance and i didnt want to look like those desperate people who show up to these things and dont have a—-
He stops, realizing what he was about to say.
YN:….
Roc: Oh YN im sorry. I didnt mean it like that i swear.
YN: Its ok…Werent you gonna ask that one girl anyways.?
Roc: yea but…im scared.!!
YN: Just ask her dangg.! Im always fixing people up in relationships but i cant never get one of my owns….
Roc: Dont worry you will, i gotta go. Im about to go ask a girl out on a date. ;)
He hangs up and eventually you finish your bath. You put on a t-shirt and some pj shorts and walk downstairs to your kitchen. You were thinking about eating EVERYTHING in sight but you still had to fit into your dress. :). You grabbed a bottle of water and on your way upstairs, you heard a ‘thump’ sound at your front door. You slowly walked towards it as the ‘thump’ sounds continued. You slowly opened your door and SMACK.! Something hit you in the stomach. As you look up, you were devastated por what you saw. Ray, his GF and a bunch of other girls were throwing eggs at your house. One just happened to hit you and guess who through it, Ray. He stood there with and egg in his hand laughing at you.
YN: *walks up to Ray, pissed off*
GF: Ohhhhh, look who’s mad.
They all laugh..
Ray: Awwe whats wrong.? The baby need her mommy.? *smiles and laughs in your face*
You look raio, ray dead in the eye as a tear slowly wondered down your cheek. He looked in your eyes and you could tell that he cared…just a little. You could tell that he didnt want to do this to you but he still did anyways.
GF: Babe, you have one more, throw it at her. ;)
Ray: *looks at her then looks at you and drops the egg* Ooops.
He slightly smiled at you as if he was doing you a favor.
Ray: Lets go..
They all leave as you stand there watching them walk away. raio, ray didnt even look back at you once but you didnt care anymore. You walked back into your house and started to clean off your front door.
YN: Why did i let him put me through all of this…..Rocs right, i dont deserve it.
-To be continued.
YN: hello.?
???: you amor him dont you..?
YN: What.?! who is this.?
???: youve got caller id, look and see who it is.!
You do as you were told and luckily,it was Roc.
YN: oh..hey Roc.
Roc: hey. you doing alright..?
YN: i-i guess….no not really.
Roc: you know you never answered my pergunta right.?
YN: what ques-…. oh that. *sighs*
Roc: everyone knows you amor him….well everyone except Ray.
YN: wow, is it THAT obvious.??
Roc: *chuckles* yea, it kinda is.
YN: well that doesnt matter anymore. He has a GF that he loves and apparently everyone else loves her too.
You begin to sound frustrated and upset.
Roc: You know you’ll always be my friend. Whenever you need me i’ll be here unlike Ray. I wont just shut you out like that YN.
YN: Thanks Roc. im starting to think youre the only one who cares about me..
Roc: *smiles* No matter what, i’ll always care about you. You might not realize this but raio, ray doesnt deserve you. You’re too beautiful and special to be with a guy like him. you deservve someone whos gonna amor you no matter what, k-kinda like me.
YN: WHAT.?! Woahhh Roc.! You’re sweet and all but, i-i dont like you like that. Im sorry.
Roc: *sighs* So that means you wont go to the dance with me….?
YN: No sor- Waittt a minute.! You only said all of that to get me to go to the dance with you.?!
Roc: *chuckles* Im sorry. But i did mean the part about me being there for you. i just dont have a encontro, data to the dance and i didnt want to look like those desperate people who show up to these things and dont have a—-
He stops, realizing what he was about to say.
YN:….
Roc: Oh YN im sorry. I didnt mean it like that i swear.
YN: Its ok…Werent you gonna ask that one girl anyways.?
Roc: yea but…im scared.!!
YN: Just ask her dangg.! Im always fixing people up in relationships but i cant never get one of my owns….
Roc: Dont worry you will, i gotta go. Im about to go ask a girl out on a date. ;)
He hangs up and eventually you finish your bath. You put on a t-shirt and some pj shorts and walk downstairs to your kitchen. You were thinking about eating EVERYTHING in sight but you still had to fit into your dress. :). You grabbed a bottle of water and on your way upstairs, you heard a ‘thump’ sound at your front door. You slowly walked towards it as the ‘thump’ sounds continued. You slowly opened your door and SMACK.! Something hit you in the stomach. As you look up, you were devastated por what you saw. Ray, his GF and a bunch of other girls were throwing eggs at your house. One just happened to hit you and guess who through it, Ray. He stood there with and egg in his hand laughing at you.
YN: *walks up to Ray, pissed off*
GF: Ohhhhh, look who’s mad.
They all laugh..
Ray: Awwe whats wrong.? The baby need her mommy.? *smiles and laughs in your face*
You look raio, ray dead in the eye as a tear slowly wondered down your cheek. He looked in your eyes and you could tell that he cared…just a little. You could tell that he didnt want to do this to you but he still did anyways.
GF: Babe, you have one more, throw it at her. ;)
Ray: *looks at her then looks at you and drops the egg* Ooops.
He slightly smiled at you as if he was doing you a favor.
Ray: Lets go..
They all leave as you stand there watching them walk away. raio, ray didnt even look back at you once but you didnt care anymore. You walked back into your house and started to clean off your front door.
YN: Why did i let him put me through all of this…..Rocs right, i dont deserve it.
-To be continued.