Now isn't this a bit confusing . Now obviously you believe in god and obviously you amor him . But isn't the faith to live a life in the goodness so that you can die to live enternity with god ? So technically you don't live for god , you live to be with god in his place of ruins . You die for him to become like others who have passed . God sends you a life to test you , but all in all life doesn't really matter if it is vs enternity in heaven with god .