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Me-Iz-Here said:
Man, that sounds terrible. I honestly hope things get better for you. As for my own problems, I’ve been meaning to vent about this for quite a while, though the only site I really could is Tumblr, which the people I’m talking about could easily see, so I never really had a chance to say this. But they don’t have accounts here, and hardly even know what fanpop is in the first place, so here we go. I’m not using their names, though if you know my friends and I, it’s probably extremely obvious who I’m talking about. But whatever, not using names anyway. So I have this little group of friends. There are five of us and we’re all extremely close. This this revolves around three of us. Me, of course, and let’s call the others Person 1 and Person 2. I’d say we’re the closest three out of the group. Most of the time when we do Skype calls, it’s the three of us. Anyway, back in, say, late July or early August, I realized I had a lot of feelings for Person 1. They had probably developed over time, or maybe overnight, I honestly don’t know. But they were a hell of a lot mais than just friendship. My friends found out that I had a crush on someone, but they didn’t know who, of course. Turns out, Person 1 also had a crush at the time. The rest of our friends kept bombarding both of us with perguntas about who it was and taking guesses. One day, I was in a Skype call with Person 1 and Person 2, like we did all the time during the summer. Person 2 is one of those people who is very perceptive sometimes and can definitely guilt trip or threaten you into giving things away. Not in the “bad person” way or anything, we’re all just the type of friends who are total assholes to each other and have fun with it. But anyway, Person 2 would just slip in perguntas about who we had crushes on. It turned into a full-on interrogation. Not only am I a terrible liar, but I also just don’t like lying and I’m bad at avoiding questions, so naturally, she got a lot out of me. Same with Person 1. And somehow, as much as I tried to avoid it, she narrowed down the possible people. Both Person 1 and I had crushes on someone else of the group of us three. This honestly gave me hope. Looking back it was extremely stupid of me to become so optimistic, but hey, I couldn’t help it. There was a huge chance the person I liked could return my feelings. I was still too scared to ask her, though, so I just daydreamed about a possible relationship like a loser and never did anything about it. I honestly, truly thought that this would work out in my favor. Even Person 2 would constantly make comments like “Oh, just admit your amor for each other and get together!” Eventually, Person 2 found out about my crush on Person 1. She knew, and thought it was adorable, saying she’d try to set Person 1 up with me. So one dia at school, I had finally worked up the courage to ask her out. I would do it as soon as I got home. (finished in comments)
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