link It may not have an effect on you, but when I read this question, I thought you should read it for some reason.
But let me just tell you, everyone goes through crap, ok? You're not the only one, things could be a lot worse, so look at the positive things in life, yeah? I don't know what it's like to be you, no. But I know what it's like to be me. And I know that if I want to enjoy my life, then I have to think positively, as hard as it is.
Hope things get better for you hun, but remember that life could be a lot worse. And I'm sure that everything will work out for the best.