If I died...

If I died...
would you cry?
would you scream at my grave?
would you spit on my belongings?
would you say you finally "love" me?
would you pray for me to come back?

If I died...
would you wonder?
would you see the blood?
would you look over to my knife?
would you scream bloody Mary?

If I died...
would you miss me?
Would you see the pain?
would you see my pale reflection in the mirror?
would you through your tears away?
would you open your coração and mind FINALLY?
Would you see the red marks?

If I died...
my life would be allowed.
My dreams will be full filled.
only,
I found out that I feel inlove with someone...
he barely gets on when I'm open.
He's my new opening,
an opening to love...
but what if I died tonight?
I CAN'T live without him....
we're one of the nest friends,
but what if I died?


Can you help me?
He makes me so happy that I could die,
only thing is that I wont say who he is....

Luv,
SG!

P.s. I amor him... :(