girl. its ok. no matter who you are you have a reason to live no matter how small or odd. any one could be your reason. may it be a small smile or a tight hug. im here fr you. im hanging on, i stoped the clocks, you can stop the count down, and be Frozen - Uma Aventura Congelante in time.over a year ago
My life is over. I can feel the black void encircle me like the fires of Hell itself. The medications are'nt stopping the pain in my coração that boils my blood, that twists my veins, that eats me alive. I hate my entire exsistence on this horrid Earth.
Posted over a year ago
i have a feeling life doesn't teach you lessons to make you stronger, life just teaches you lessons because it's a aleatório load of crap
Posted over a year ago
it's so hard trying to stay alive, especially when you feel like if there's no one trying to help you...no one at all, not even your own family cares about you...i don't feel like if anyone truly loves me, i feel so alone :'( i just don't feel like there's anything left to live for
Posted over a year ago
Please don't think so if you will look around yourself you will find many peoples who cares about you! I know how are you feeling, my sympathy is with you.over a year ago
You gotta remember people can't read your mind. If you're sad, tell them, if you see left out, tell them. We're all humans, we all have hard times, but none of us deserve to be aloneover a year ago
@Awkward sometimes i don't feel like i can tell them, but, you're totally right about the no one deserves to be alone thing, and i don't think Katie deserves to be alone, she can have me :*over a year ago
I'm too alone. I want to go back to about June, when not even my parents knew what was wrong with me. I'd kept it all a secret on my own, until they found out. My friends noticed, too, and said straight to my face today I'm a physchopatic. Everytime I tell someone how I really feel, behind the crying eyes and fake smile plastered on, they run away. Nobody loves me and I can't help but feel like there's nothing left to do but curl up in a ball and die.
Posted over a year ago
I hate feeling this way because the people at my school always put me down por avoiding me and saying crap behind my back. Plus, my autism is playing a huge role on this.... It crushed my social life, and that lead to people being mean to me :( I just want to feel happy and accepted.
Posted over a year ago
me too TD i hate being rejected all my life, and i hate that there'sno one there to comfort me,ive had a horrible social life, and ive never felt loved por anyone ever i just want to feel accepted but i feel like if i can never be happy againover a year ago
trust me hun i hear ya, this is the girl that tried to commit suicide in her kitchen. Please talk to me if you need anything you shouldnt go through this alone and i wont let you! im here for you babe :)over a year ago
When the world brings you down And hurtful words break your heart Don’t turn around And walk away from who you are
Stand up for your beliefs Trust in what you know In yourself you’ll find strength Not in another soul
Life is full of chances Some you’ll surely take Though from some you’ll learn a lesson And those we call mistakes Just because someone tells you That it can’t be done Doesn’t mean you must adhere Or that you should give up
Posted over a year ago
Life is so precious And each dia a gift So enjoy every minute As it were you last to live
Cherish your loved ones Hug them tight Share with them your heart And your time
When troubles arrive And knock you off your feet Stand up and smile And remember life is too sweet
Every morning when you wake, Decide right from the start, That “Today will be a good day” And let it all in with an open coração
Posted over a year ago
thanks :) and I hope you get better aswell ! Remember: you can't fight against deoression alone ! :) if you don't want to talk to family or friends you can just anonymously talk to someone here :)over a year ago
Okay. Here's the whole story. I was happy in the start of summer, but then.... it all went down. My best friend from childhood, Noel, was murdered por her father along with her sister. I decided to do some stuff I wouldn't want to speak about online, but I did tell everything to someone who abandoned me, but meant the WORLD to me. I feel like any segundo now, I'll fall to pieces. I'm scared, and I just feel so alone. I probably shouldn't talk about this, but I feel... like I need to, you know?
Posted over a year ago
blossomyumyumyum, im so sorry, yes, people can abandon friends sometimes, trust me, i know how that feels. it's always good to talk about how your feeling at least, we don't know who you r so you don't need to worry, if you need a friend to talk to im here :) i know how it feels to be alone, cause i feel like that every diaover a year ago
Thanks! I feel just like glass sometimes... you know, like I'll just crumble at my family's feet. Just thank you so much for the support, I needed it after crying myself to sleep countless times.over a year ago
i am so tired of living like this. everything i do is wrong, according to my sisters. i try to act happy and cheer them up because they have problems as well but i always end up the one hurt in the end. Tje things i'm told every day, is on the edge of verbal abuse. i can't do this any more, will SOMEONE talk to me without judging me?
Posted over a year ago
You need to talk to someone you trust. (Family member, doctor, Councerler, friend) nobody is judging you! You will feel alot better once you open up to somebody you trust.over a year ago
I'm sure not everything's bad. You shouldn't put yourself down. Where all special in our own way and I'm sure your family and friends amor you very much. Keep strong!over a year ago
I act perfectly fine... but in reality, I'm done. I just want to faint or something, because I don't feel good at all. When I try to tell the truth, people will tell me shut up about my problems. So, that's why I'm no longer here. I'm not in presence. I've vanished, I'm invisible. Don't forget me, I really don't think I'm going to last. No one wants me in the first place. I am waste of space..
Posted over a year ago
sometime my sister makes me so angry and depressed that i need to find a way to annoy her and make her cry this is one of those times and some times she never talks to me for days i want to slap her now!
Posted over a year ago
i told my mother i self harm and that i wanted help but she didnt react how i wanted. she got so mad and doesnt believe i did it because im depressed but for attention and to be like my friend (friend is in a mental hospital for cutting).so i told mom, *screaming cause of so much anger* "the only reason i told you was because i didnt want to end up there"yet she doesnt believe me still. the only thing thats changed is she txts me she lovs me all the time. i dont belive it though. i dont txt back
Posted over a year ago
The problem with some people is, they don't believe in mental disorders- they believe it's a way to give yourself excuses when it truly isn't the case. I'm sure she means it when she says she loves you, but isn't sure what to think on the matter. Is there anyone else you could tell, like a friend or another relative?over a year ago
:( well, im not hating on your mom or anything but, she obviously doesn't know much about emotional support, don't worry, most parents are like that *hugs you* im sorry you mom doesn't want to help you deal with your emotional problem, but you may really need care, i just hope you get it soon, i have to take...medison :(over a year ago
happy mother's dia everybody, ps. this was the worst mothers dia ever -_- i was miserable all day, and plus i was planning to sing a song to my mom with my sister, and my sister totally ruined it, you guys might think tis is petty, but i really really hate my life, and im o tired and fed up of being so lonely and sad and angry :(
Posted over a year ago
I had depression. And it was terrible, and i never want to go back to that dark place ever agian. I had sucidal thoughts and i was so close to actually comiting suicide. I cried everday, and thought the world was hell. But, i got help, and i feel better than ever. If your expirencing depression, you can always come and talk to me, i know how it feels.
Posted over a year ago
You should talk to someone about your problems. I promise you"ll be happy again one day. Remember you a strong person and where all here for youover a year ago
The rain is no mais crystal The rain is now blood. We slip and fall in it as we run only to find that shelter is gone. The red is everywhere.
Posted over a year ago
I used to be depressed. I mean I kind of still am,but evrything's better now. I'm worried for my BFF. She's depressed. I've tried to talk with her and tell her she can talk to me about anything anytime. The only thing she says is:''You don't have to do this,'Cause talking won't help me.'' I'm in total panic 'cause she also says she wants to die and kill herself. She just got dumbed por an ass-hole. When she cries,I cry. I can't handle this anymore! She cuts herself all the time. Please help me!
Posted over a year ago
When she talks about suicide, I think it's time to tell somebody about it. Even if she doesn't want others to know, it's better she recieves help before she acts. You shouldn't have to bare this all on your shoulders.over a year ago
i talked with her mom few days ago,but she won't do anythin! I asked why and she says 'cause she's a single parent she doesn't want to upset her! D:< I mean how stupid people can be ?! ;((over a year ago
That is ridiculous.. It's sad when you can't turn to your own parent. If here's no one else to resort to, I suggest talking with a teacher about it- at least, that's what my friend did when I admitted I felt suicidal. Being a single parent, while stressful, shouldn't be used as an excuse. She needs to take her to a psychiatrist, then she wouldn't have to help her child all on her own.over a year ago
just stand por her neaaw! i had a friend who left me because i was depressed, it onli made things worse, just keep being there for her till the end, friendship is so important in depression ^ ^ when your depressed, you always feel like you are so lonely and no one understands youover a year ago
thanks and yeah of course I'll stand por her :) she's the closest person to me in the hole wide world...I amor her like a sister,and I'm not gonna let my 'BFF kill herself like my real sister didover a year ago
because all of you are such good poets, i think you guys should check out the club called "the game of poems" it hasn't started yet so you can still play. if you do play then good luck!!!
Posted over a year ago
You guys please stop hurting your self my friend is the same as you guys but whenever i see her hurt i just want to cry so now you guys come along and now i just want to make a difference plz don't try to kill yourselves you have your life ahead of you probably a brighter future than everyone else and whoever or whatever is making you feel this way don't let them get to you. You are a fighter. I know this world is cruel but theres nothing we can do you just have to live your life and live it
Posted over a year ago
DERESSED WARNING DONT EVER BE friends WITH UR EX-BOYFRIEND THEY WILL TRY TO GET U OUT OF A RELATIONSHIP OR GET MAD N HIT U IN THE FREAKIN FACE!!!!
Posted over a year ago
i found out that i don't have depression but i do have bipolar but don't think i don't know what it feels like! i do i really do! sometimes i just want to cut myself although i know that i couldn't because one of my "pet peas" is self inflicting. when i get depressed i get depressed. you might be thinking "Ohh shes lucky because she is just happy or sad not one." Its mais than that. i deal with mood swings everyday.
Posted over a year ago
The people with no problems or none that have anything to do with feelings might think that feelings arent important... they are wrong. It has a lot of importance.over a year ago
I'm the user cherry9090 I closed my old account for personal reasons but I'm still here well back yes I still suffer from depression and with all the drama and everything it has gotten worse I'm taking Abilify which is suppose to help it kinda does but with the recent miscarriage I went threw then the lose of a friend I feel mais depressed although I have one amazing bf and a wonderful foster family I still feel it sinking in at times
Posted over a year ago
Not that I didnt know the reason why you didnt tell anyone lol but just know you are the most amazing girl out there and am proud your my gfover a year ago
oi again you guys, here i am again, i know i should be appreciating all the good stuff, I'm trying to, there's a lot of good stuff to appreciate, i just find it hard to cope, i feel like something's wrong, i feel like I'm missing something, like somewhere along the line something went wrong, and things just aren't the way they're supposed to be
Posted over a year ago
The bottom line is im lonely and sad, i wish i had someone to relate to. i just feel so differerent from everybody else, like no one wants me, its frustrating -_-over a year ago
I feel the same way, and I can deffinatly realate to what you are feeling! I know that it is a really rough think to got hrough, but this verse that I read from he Bible always makes me feel better! Here it is! John 8 12-13 When jesus spoke again to the people he said, I am the light of the world, whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life! That verse always makes me feel a lot better, I read it whenever I am sad are lonaly!over a year ago
oh, very nice verse, you know im not so sure about God anymore, but he could be out there, thankyou for that, and thanks 19987, good ol 19987, youre always there to help ^ ^ <3over a year ago
i sit here all alone. no one cares and knows how i feel. i seem happy on the outside but its a lie then from whats on the inside. pain, sorrow, an abused heart. i scream for help but all that comes out is air. the loud silence burns my ears while my coração is being punctured from the stake of hate and misery. i reach out my hand but no one grabs it. i fall but no one is there to catch me. here alone in my own thoughts tourmented. push comes to shove but its really a shove off a cliff as i fall.
Posted over a year ago
well, at least you were still able to share what was wrong, alot of the time, i can't put my finger on why im so sad either, but some days are better than others, hopefully you'll have one of those good days sometimeover a year ago
I am depressed.I know that,but everything seems so bright somehow,and I own it all to you 'cause you were the only ones who listened to me when I was down.So thank you. You made me realise that if you'r depressed,it doesn't mean that no one can help you. I'm starting therapy 19.2 but you really honestly helped me up from the bottom I taught no one cared,but then you who are completley strangers to me helped. I just wanna say to you all: There is ALWAYS someone who'll listen.Thank you all.
Posted over a year ago
the last thing i wanna do is kill myself but when the world doesnt give a shit bout u and everyones bullies u its kinda hard. i fight for my life everyday. im living for two people and they r the best people ever. find someone to live for and the world will make sense once again. plz talk to me if u hav problems ill always listen and be there for you.
Posted over a year ago
yeah...it can be harder than you think because the people that you live for can end up being the reson why you want to die in the fist place :Pover a year ago
I just want to let everyone know that im on here almost everyday so if you need to talk with someone or need advise or anything like that ill be happy to help.
Posted over a year ago
hey, you guys...lol, I'm back again, is feeling like you don't belong a good enough reason to be depressed, i feel like hieveryone, not knowing why I'm so sad, i guess i sort of do know a little bit, I'm mostly sad because i feel like if i failed at life.
Posted over a year ago
You havnt failed at all Your still so young and got all your life ahead of you...everyone feels down and lonley at time...talk to a friend they"ll cheer u up :)over a year ago
Im atleast glad i dont think about suicide or cut myself or anything like that. But i do stay in one mood, sadness. I've stayed in that mood since 08 or 07. I do have some happy times but in my head its cloudy, gray, even though there is a sun that tries to make me peppy, and dont get me wrong it does, but theres always sadness coming through but theres not always happiness.
Posted over a year ago
I thought once i wish i knew someone who really understood, but for that to happen they would have to have depression, i dont think that anymore.
Posted over a year ago
no maybe they could have just had it in the past or something, most of us do, im going through this right now and alot of us here all are, so maybe you can find someone who understands you hereover a year ago
I understand you and I'm sure someone u trust would understand too if you gave them a chance and opened up to them about how your feelingover a year ago
''I'm broken shattered on the floor.Iknow you can't hear me anymore. I wish you could see me,dying of pain and misery. I wish I could hug you for one last time and say goodbye. I didn't have a chance, I know your memory will last.'' R.I.P. Nora Susanne Bhatia 15.10.1994-29.1.2009 I miss you sis <3
Posted over a year ago
Im fricken 10 years old! I shouldn't have depression! I found out last night. I've hade it for about 3 years now. Its just wrong!
Posted over a year ago
yeah you are right,you sholdn't be depressed,but if something tragic has happened to you or your family it really helps if you talk to someone.Even online.Few people has been really nice and they listen to me here.Just talk to someone 'cause one thing I've learned here,is that we all are in the same situation...you are not alone (;over a year ago
Thanks your all so nice. I take some of what i said back because i saw people with so much worse conditions. And •hugz back• to corian. Nothing happened to me or my family it just came out of no were . I was just really mad that dia and had to let it out., i was kinda a big baby so...over a year ago
I've been depressed for about a ano now. There really is no reason to be, as I have a nice life. I tell my parents but they don't bother to put me in counseling or some shit like that.... I feel like I'm trying to reach through a stormy nuvem but the sun is just so far away....
Posted over a year ago
maybe you should go for conceling, i like my phsycologist, she's my friend...i know its sad, but i dont really have many friends in real life :Pover a year ago
I really only have one friend in RL.... and not that many fanpop friends. But thank you guys for the kind words and advice. coriann I am with you :)over a year ago
I really taught I was the only one. ): I got depressed after my siset died 3 years ago, and since that life has felt unfair and unnecessary. Good to know that I'm NOT the only one. Altought it's not good when everybody's depressed... :/
Posted over a year ago
thanks..I have tried to talk to my friends but they don't actually they can't understand how it feels...They aren't even so interested,they just say:''It's been 3 years! Can't you just get over it ?'' and I try to tell them that it's impossible to get over it..over a year ago
I understand what your going through...you can't always get over it..they should try understanding and listening to you...it's okay if u can't get over something u don't wanna let them goover a year ago
even i saw fml i kno someone wants me to be alive. even though each dia i wish i was dead so maybe i cant feel the pain. my coração hurts my hands are numb and i cant feel anymore. y cant life just be kind to me for once....
Posted over a year ago
This ano sucks. The first dia my Mom kicked me out of the house, thinks everyone hates her, din't want me back, and now does. On topo, início of that she is keeping all of my stuff and may possibly throw out my dog. In less then two weeks is my dead brothers birthday, my "dad" now wants to be apart of my life now that all this shit is happening, and I have to continue acting, even when I go to sleep so I don't break down.
Posted over a year ago
I'm really sorry to hear that! You"ve got your friends and im sure you could sort things out with your mum. She will always be there for you and care about you. Your her daughter. Keep strong and don't be on your ownover a year ago
I just heard from my friend that someone, I think it was my mom because it had the same signature on the text, texted her that I didn't want to be her friend, and texted her just a little bit later I'm not worth shit and not to play my games.over a year ago
It really helps talking your problems out. You should make an appointment with a doctor or talk to a friend or tearcher about how your feelingover a year ago
i just can't live like this my brother is dead and so are my parents im just another old kid that gets beaten up every dia at school i don't deserve to be in this world im a waste of o espaço
Posted over a year ago
my parent's aren't dead but my sister is. so I kindof know how it feels like. I'm really sorry for you ); just don't do anything stupid ):over a year ago
My bestfriend commited suicide because of his depression a couple of months ago... My baby brother died..... I don't know what to do...:/
Posted over a year ago
um, ppl that kill themselves usually r not in thier right frame of mind i heard somewhere, im sure your best friend diddnt mean to leave you, and as for your little brother, im v. sorry, i hope you get over this although it may take a while since it recently happened. maybe he's in a better placeover a year ago
I'm really sorry to hear about that. Where all here for you ! You will get through this. Your family need you I'm sure they don't want to loose another child.over a year ago
happy happy, rainbows, my lil pony, i like wall-e ,.....................................hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaapppppppppppppppppppppppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Posted over a year ago
it is raining in my head. an umbrella cant ceep me from getting wet. i try to fun and hide but i cant. i am stuck here in the rain with my note book composição literária everything i feel and see. i am like so deep inside my quiet hell. no 1 can here my cry's 4 help now. i am sad and hurting but no 1 can help.
Posted over a year ago
i am ending this shit i am so depressed! no 1 likes me my life is a hell. i lost my bf and i cant get 1. all my friends hate me now! idk what 2 do i need help but i cant get it! some 1 save me!o wate u cant!!!!
Posted over a year ago
Yeah, screw my one rare good dia up just to make your one rare bad dia better. I seriously hate people. I hate her. But I amor her. She's one of my best friends. I couldn't stand to leave her, but I hate when we're the complete opposite.
Posted over a year ago
i need a new best friend. i lost my old friend from school, the funny thing is i dont even know if the feeling was mutual. i feel so dumb for even talking to her in the first place
Posted over a year ago
I know how you feel...iv never had friend just people I talk to...I was on my own at school and couldn't wait to leave....iv got 1 true friend who I met on here and we talk everyday....I'm here if you want someone to talk to...don't be on your ownover a year ago
-_- wateva im sick of ppl trying to get into other ppls lives and they r not all nice. my old 1 tried to drug me so i'd be happy and when i did i passed out. so u go help all those other emo ppl I DONT CARE! but u ppl r just annoying. i get them everyday and trust me. u think ur sooooooooo great and save everyone from there own little hell but then u just end up sinking to ur own hell too.over a year ago
Iv hated my life since the dia my dad was kicked off my familys property. i was 5 back then. I od and cut myself to the point i was lieing on my living room floor throwing up my mom and step dad never knew what was going on. i still to this dia eventhough i saw my dad i still hate myself
Posted over a year ago
I've always hated my life, and myself.. And I did cut.. Until I was made to stop.. I still have scars. I often do feel as if I want to die.
Posted over a year ago
Take the aqua weapon of your choice. No time to love, no time to rejoice. You turn your head from north to south. You know that poison spills from your mouth. ~This is an excerpt of one of my poems. I only write poesia when I am depressed. Need a translation? 1st line: Choose the words that will make me cry 2nd: You never let me be happy 3rd: You are searching for the words to hurt me with. 4th: Your words are venomous.
Posted over a year ago
the fact that you know you dont like how your life is could mean that you do indeed have some demons :/ get yourself checked out, plus if you ever wanna talk im ur girl ;D everyone in this club is here for each otherover a year ago
Life has it's ups and downs...we all have are moments....we'v gotto keep strong and keep believing that things will get better...things always work out in the end....It's important to remember that your not alone......let all the pain and angry out....where all in this together....your not Alone...turn to someone you can trust...the pain can't last forever....keep believing for the better and think positive...
Posted over a year ago
look ups and downs dont cover it! some ppl dont get it! when ur so upset and u wanna die THE ONLY POSITIVE THING TO THINK ABOUT IS DYING!over a year ago
i feall like i am a bad person. i miss the old me. i was so nice and every thing i had was pink. now everything i have is black dark purple and dark blue. i have odd hair i do different as cores every 3 weeks and i am all dark.i just hate the me i am now i have a hard time with people allways getting in to fights. and icut my arms and i miss the old me.
Posted over a year ago
Me too but i try not to get in fights if its something stupid ignore something serious doesnt matter act tough.that helps alot and how many cuts i luv cutting well the marks.over a year ago
Just bcuz u changed doesn't mean u'r a bad person. And even if u've done some wrong things, it doesn't mean u'll never set them right. We've all done wrong. That's wat makes us human.over a year ago
i am so sad i had to make a new fanpop and i lost all my friends and my boyfriend dosent no and i am so sad and i hate myself and it is so bad
Posted over a year ago
i feall like no one understands me. thay say that i am so defferent. i am just the way i am it dosent matter if i am goth or emo or both. and it is so sad.
Posted over a year ago
I know exacly how you feel. Your not on your own. U should talk to someone about how you feel and get some help. I'm here if you need anyone to talk toover a year ago
we are lonely somewhere in life but we're somehow connected to each other through the things we have in common, things we love, stuff we have, feelings we share, when you feel lonely just remember this, there's someone else out there somewhere feeling your pain, then you'll realize you're not alone after all, somehow.over a year ago
I joined this page 'cuz it's for ppl to support each other, and that's very impt. with this..........it's not that I'm a fã of depression itself, I just want to support others, and help bring awareness.
Posted over a year ago
It upsets me when i look back because I use to be so happy. What's changed ? I hate all this pain i just want it to go away! I hate the person iv turned into!
Posted over a year ago