I saw the look on his face. His immediate disbelief. (My immediate disbelief.) This could not be happening. I mean I didn't actually amor him like that could I? I have known this dude since the 3rd grade, it would make sense but not for Matthew And I. We are always the exception to that whole best friends fall in amor thing. I mean I amor Matthew as a friend but not like that! I couldn't think straight. My head was spinning. And just when I thought it couldn't get any worse...,
"I amor you too."
Crap! Are you serious? i'm already freaking out because I said it and now you say it! He doesn't mean that. There is no way he means that right. I think this has just gotten out of hand.
There was just complete silence in the room. The only thing left to hear in the room was our 100mph coração beats. We could not look at each other. So much had gone on in this past two hours but this just put the icing on the cake.
Then I made the biggest mistake. I glanced at him. He glanced back at me right the same moment and we caught each others eye. Then I knew he felt it; because I felt it. That sudden urge. That fight that I just couldn't win. But before I knew it His lips were on mine, pressing with passion and love. To my surprise mine did the exact same thing. I could feel his kiss sinking deeper and deeper into my soul. We both knew that we should stop but we couldn't resist. It was too late now.
This went on for another minuto until I felt him push off. That stung my coração like a bee.
A few minutos past and I was already laying down in the guest bed. It was only a few segundos after he saw I was already to sleep that he slid under the covers with me.(We dont believe in sex before marriage.) Matthew just put his arm around me. I rested my head on his rocky chest and slowly faded into my sleep. Nothing had been said since he had cut off the kiss.
Around seven in the morning I heard noises and I could have sworn I felt Matt give me a kiss on my forehead and then I slowly drifted back to sleep. Sure enough when I woke up the seguinte morning that cold rocky chest that I had once rested upon was gone. I saw a small note where he had been last night.
"Sorry I had to leave love. My dad needed me. Forgive Me. i amor you...-Matthew"

Yes I was smiling inside but at the same time I thought to myself,
"What have I started?" Am I with him now? Well, he wouldn't call me amor for just any old reason. Yes a part of me did want him here with me all the time and the other part of me saw Matthew as my best friend and nothing more. I dont know what to do anymore. Could I really have fallen for my best friend like the way they do in those cheesy movies? I mean Matthew does mean a lot to me but...I just dont know what to do.
I heard a car door slam and I ran to the window. Sure enough it was Matthew and his dad. You could tell that they had a an inside joke going on because they walked in the house laughing. When I heard footsteps on the stairs I ran to the bathroom to fix my hair. It didn't take too long because my hair is pretty short. But not weird short.
He walked in quietly, probably thinking i was still asleep. The mirror faced the room so I saw him throw his leather jaqueta on the cama and just smile at me. He saw me crack a grin in the mirror.
I just ran towards him(Lol).
"Aww No..No!" He was already smiling my favorito smile por the time he caught me in his arms. He picked me up as if I was as light as a feather, which I'm not, and just embraced me.
"Mmmmm, I missed you."
I think I do amor him.